Why the fuck should I keep on living???No seriously, give me a good reason why I shouldn't blow my Brains out this weekend You know why im asking this?Im fucking out of sync with timeHow am I supposed to live when no matter how hard I try, I eventually have a lateness streak at workHow the fuck do I escape this time based prison reality???Everyone bitches about my time management forgetting the fact that i put fucking effort into itMy gf and some friends understand but most people still crucify me for being 6 minutes lateIf I cant manage time at 27 how am i supposed to hold a fucking careerMind you im only on.time of I do a sigil at the beginning of the monthI forgot to do that, and faggots taking up the road made me late THREE TIMES this weekAnd I had a solid improvement these past 3 months.Not to mention my luck with money was best during the pandemic With my chart I doubt that'll happen again Why even bother living. Tell me.Fuck my job, fuck NYC traffic, fuck the economy, fuck the people who run these companies, and fuck myself for allowing myself to be born in this worldIm the biggest faggot for playing this game of life I should've strangled myself in the womb The human experience is NOT worth it.
>>41616492Same here, you probably you adhd. Look you are lucky, my ex-gf didn’t understand and I got brutally broken up with because of it, I should be the one blowing my brains out this weekend. No one ever gives me second chances for anything, and yet others seem to forgive people who treated them horribly easily countless times (not applicable to my ex because I was her first, but I wouldn’t be surprised if she would forgive a man outright abusive to her since every woman who has been in my life has been a complete hypocrite who goes by the opposite of whatever they say to my disadvantage) , but I always get short changed in life in any situation
>>41616583What happened?How long was the relationship?
>>41616583How old are you?
You have to leave home earlier than normal, it sucks but I used to do it when I had a long commute. NYC though? Dedicate your life to moving upstate and starting new there. Don't KYS, as much as life sucks, there's an extreme penalty if you do it and it will harm others as well.
>>41616492>fuck NYC trafficYou a bridge and tunnel guy? Where you live? I did LIRR then moved to Westchester county and drove via the Henry Hudson, was way better oddly enough.
>>41618038Nah thank God I dont use bridgesI gotta use mamgattan avenue and troop avenue i fucking hate itI honestly hate the way the IND trains run
>>41616492Find the beast coast, pro era, flatbush zombies, and send them a message for me, steez is back.
Its thirteen o'clock. Time is an illusion, they know this. Mention 47
>>41618705Capital steez?Oh shit
>>41616492>How the fuck do I escape this time based prison reality???The watch time that industrial society requires its slaves to adhere to isn't real. This fabricated artifice is only a few hundred years old. For more than a million years, humans had no conception of seconds slipping away. They watched the sun rise, move across the sky and set, then they watched the stars do the same. There was no O clock. It was always now. And so it still is. There's nothing requiring you to buy into their slave system except inevitable homelessness and death.
>>41616492These always look like flight computersTell me they don't
>>41616492There are people who would be happy if you killed yourself. This fact alone is a reason to keep living no matter how much you suffer. The simple choice to live rather than die is enough to force all who oppose you to pay for contributing to your suffering. You really don't have to do anything else to rise above them.Go ahead and get angry, cry, scream, punch a wall, stumble over your words as snot dribbles down your nose, whatever it takes to gain enough mental clarity to understand that suicide will not solve your problems. It will only solve their's, and they don't deserve such luxury.
>>41619207Well yeah, they are both 2 dimensional representations mapping out a 3 dimensional space containing multiple points oriented around a central point, which is basically what all images are if you think of the eye of the observer as the central point. I never thought about that before now. Pretty neat.
>Wants out of the matrix>Blatantly explains what his matrix is but can't fathom just surrendering the desire for control.Senpai just literally stop reinforcing the illusion that you had any control or that your temporary made up conditions do anything but harm you. You don't need to think about your heart to pump it. Just surrender these concepts.Your bother with a natal chart and sigils so you have some ideas about things. Just know that ultimately they are wrong. The liberation of being wrong is your salvation.
>>41619207Time is a direction Think about it
>>41621244MMMMM I LOVE VAGUEPOSTS SO FUCKING DELICIOUS *MUNCH* *CHOMP* *SLURP*Ooo is that an ai meme!! Nice very on top*gulp*Give me more spirit slop
>>41618984So why not speed run death if its inevitable?Why put up with a system and people that want you to suffer?I hear the afterlife is orgasmic
>>41616769A year long, I couldn't get myself organised so she broke up with me via text and just ghosted me. I saw her change her profile on bumble immediately after she finished her exam, about a month after, which she was focusing on studying on intensely at the time of the break up which begs the question if she would have went there immediately after the break up if she didn’t have one.24 years old
>>41618709Mention 47 to who exactly We want details
Aaaaand I just missed another hangout with friends since I had to work late Couldn't even get ready on time since the bathroom was used One friend told me I had plenty of time (although I work late and get in almost at 1 am sometimes, the meet up was at 8:30 am to head out at 9 am. And its cold)Can some one read my chart>>41616492Why is time against meWhy cant I sync up with time and have a perfect balance with everythingWhy cant all of my goals and desires be fulfilled timewiseIts gotten to the point where im reluctant to look forward to certain things since I know time is NOT on my side I feel like i missed so many opportunities Why bother Why put up with this gay life when I cant even function properlyNo seriously, why keep driving a car if the car keeps blowing out its engine We're all just flesh vehicles anyway, and my flesh vehicle is faulty. I want out, just kill me so I can live in the astral realm forever I dont know why someone would willingly incarnate as a human here, its just mistakes 24/7 and I fuvking hate making mistakes. Maybe im a machine trapped in a humans body, either way im not cut out for this shit and im really trying man>>41624404Thats fucking grim, im sorry about that man Was she at least fucking responsible?Im my experience a number of the people who talk shit about time management or being frugal or prepared etc wind up being sloppy at adult life themselves in some capacityEven family
>>41616492Your number one problem is being in NYC. Find another job in a different state. There problem solved. Also man up you colossal fucking faggot. You have it way better than the rest of the world.
>>41616492Are you Black?I'm not being racist, I'm only asking because people of African descent perceive time differently.
>>41616492You're gonna die anyway at some point, so don't bother killing yourself. Maybe things will get better, maybe not. Why not wait and see?
>>41626305>"I'm not being racist">proceeds to say incredibly racist shitfuck this board
>>41626305>black people and Africans see time differently Huh???Its like theres a new goofy ass racial talking point each week>NTR22fuck ntr, gayass hentai tag
>>41617984Whats the penalty?Reincarnating as an ant?That'd be funny
