To be fair, my brain very well could have just glitched. But the reason I'm posting this here is because it felt like I had elevated beyond my ordinary human perspective; and was thinking and seeing things from the perspective of a higher being. It didn't feel like a human's everyday consciousness, I felt above it all in a very confusing and hard to explain type of way. When I say I felt 'above' ordinary human perspective, I do not mean to say that I simply felt better than everyone else, or that my ego was inflated. I mean that the way that I was thinking and feeling was completely and utterly alien. I absolutely could not remember carnal experiences, like sex or taste or anything at all. Obviously I knew of them and knew that I had experienced them before, but my mind simply could not re-live or even comprehend carnal experiences. I judged myself a bit during this randomly occurring altered state. It was very agreeable to me that I call this experience a spiritual elevation, that perhaps I was shown the way angels see us humans; not perfectly, just as much as my still-very-human mind could comprehend, even if it meant elevating me above my carnal self and nothing more. I reflected on my life and felt like I had wasted very much time and effort appeasing the fleeting appetites of my mortal self . Too much time was wasted daily, thinking and pursuing carnal pleasures. Too little was given to my very spirit, which I felt so little of that it might as well be a third arm that had become detached from me. Or, dare I say... a third eye that had closed shut. And if indeed heavenly spiritual watchers are real, then this newly gained perspective showed me how confused, and even ashamed, they might be of our behavior. It was an insight impossible to describe. It would be like describing colors to a blind person that has never seen, a spectrum of thoughts and feelings and senses completely and utterly unavailable to us humans ordinarily.
>>41629773Was this during a drug trip, a dream, meditation or just fooling around with your thoughts in your head? Sounds like a pretty cool experience to have.
Nothing out of the ordinary, no drugs, no psyching myself up to experience any kind of anything. It was very unexpected.
