holy shit. I need to write this down while it's fresh been doing sigil work for months, trying different methods to hit gnosis. last night while charging a sigil, something broke open. wasn't gradual one second I'm doing the practice, next second there's no difference between me and what I'm doing. observer and observed just collapsed into the same thing I get why people can't describe this it's not mystical how I expected more like suddenly understanding a joke years later, except it's about the entire nature of reality thought I was accessing some external forc but that's the illusion. the whole point is realizing you were never separate from it every failed sigil was part of seeing it, my body feels different. everything looks slightly off. slept maybe an hour, if you're working with chaos magick and feeling like you're not getting anywhere keep going. this is real I was completely wrong about gnosis needed to document this back to trying to function like a normal person lol
>>41636938 So you experienced all that without any meditation, just from working with sigils? That's fascinating and quite unconventional.
>>41636954Meditation is a broad term but yes I almost never had any experience with formal meditation such as breath or mantra types.
>Chaos Magick in fucking 2025
>>41636938funny enough I was looking for a thread to ask about what i might be doing wrong with my sigils since I wasn't getting results. What method were you using to achieve the gnosis/no-mind state? I'm very encouraged to keep grinding out sigils now thanks op
>>41640793open monitoring meditation
