What do you guys think happens when we die? I am close to death, got another 2-3 months left to live and i am a little worried. I am starting to have dreams of my childhood home, and demons waiting for me...I have watched and read a lot of NDE experiences, most either say it goes pitch black, or they see a bright white light.I am a Russian orthodox if that matters, so i believe in Jesus.
>>41661306why are you stressing bruh? learn some qi cultivation so when you reincarnate into the murim you can rise to the top
you'll be freed from the hard physical constraints of this world, and while you'll lose access to a lot of the social benefits you had here (like the internet), you'll be free to live without any restrictions and call things to mind instantly. that's what it's like to live as a spirit beingor maybe you can be some kind of ayylien if you want, it might take a while but go find some and aski dont think the spirit ascension portals for dying on earth are a thing yet (time traveller out of the loop) but you can approximate it with dmt, and remember some it released on death by the human brain
>>41661306God is a retarded lying tranny who tries to pretend that the afterlife will be better than my life right now when he literally abuses me for my thoughts right now. The afterlife is just dreaming in the womb and the fact that God abuses me for things like thinking and playing video games is proof that his problem is me being happy/enjoying myself. The nature of God doesn't change, he's not going to magically become more tolerant of my happiness when I'm dead in the womb, if he abuses me for my thoughts, playing video games, watching tv/movies now then he not going to allow me to experience anything more enjoyable than that when I die, or as enjoyable as that. God is a retarded tranny who never intends to stop making my life hell, he doesn't tolerate me being happy in life and he won't tolerate me being happy in death either.
Im dying g too s little later.
>>41661497maybe the next life?
>>41661306i believe most of us go up the tunnel, have the life review, and understand what this world really is about, loving each other and god despite the world trying to prevent that.
I recommend you focus on what you want heaven to be like.
>>41661306>so i believe in Jesusoh nononono
>>41661515I heard that prayer is supposed to work, according to the people that have this journey you are describing. It seems in my case, it has been futile. May God have mercy.
>>41661306Only true religion is Orthodoxy so you got the only good path that will save you Grab yourself by salvation as hard as you can , you still have time .
>>41661306I personally believe in reincarnation because of the extensive work of professor Ian Stevenson and his team of researchers. Belief in reincarnation isn't necessarily incompatible with belief in Jesus. The Cathars believed in both. So do Druze Muslims, although they don't consider Jesus the son of God or their main prophet.There's other evidence of reincarnation as well, like commonalities across different cultures. For example, different cultures independently reporting the same experiences like "announcing dreams" (where a pregnant woman dreams of someone telling her they'll be reincarnating back to earth as her child). This phenomenon is so accepted in Thailand it has it's own word in their language.Books id recommend are books by Ian Stevenson, and the Tibetan Book of the Dead. The latter goes much further than reincarnation and doesn't have the evidence and data Stevenson brought, but it doesn't conflict with his evidence, and seemed to resonate with me personally.Whatever happens, I hope you can transition to wherever we go peacefully and without fear.
>>41662171Thank you for your kind words. I have read up on reincarnation. I'm hoping not to come back. I would accept the void if that is okay with God, just no consciousness, no anything.
Believe in Christ man, find him, seek him. The Christian God is real, I committed suicide about 10 years ago and he was nice enough to talk with me for about 3 hours before sending me back to life. I didn't remember much at first, but then it started coming back. Some of what we talked about was really out of left field and shocking. However, once I looked into it, he was right, he told me a bunch of stuff I didn't know. Christ is factually the messiah, if you truly believe in Christ you will go to heaven. Trust me, don't fear death if you have Christ, being near God is 10x better than any drug I've ever done (I've done em all). God is forgiving and kind, being around him is a feeling beyond peace or pleasure. Heaven is where everyone who makes the cut comes back to life and lives in a giant cube city in eden 2.0 (read revelations). I hope you get there, if I can get there too I'll need a roommate (I have nobody). Good luck I'm praying for you!
>>41662299You don't want that, I believe that's what hell is. God painfully deletes your soul to reset you. Please don't seek that, for many years I yearned for the same thing. Even demons shudder at that. I don't want to scare you, but it's not desirable, souls are beyond time so there is no "quick" way to get rid of them. Just stay passing to Christ, you will feel him eventually.
Conscious beings ( I may very well be the only conscious being. ) wake up in our own separate dream realities. This world being a game that we interfaced with to play together. Client server model. So, the game's copy was still well within our dreams, but sync'd up.Unconscious characters simply meld back into the subconscious dream fabric of whichever Dreamer they were being dreamed up by.Don't be afraid. If you ever get scared of Hell just think "If Hell were real, the Christian God would deserve it more than any being that he judges."Be at peace.
Not anything for you to worry about now. Just ignore it tbqhwy. Unless you want to help us out who are lagging behind you. Either its something and you didnt need to worry or its nothing and you didnt need to worry.
>>41662353Sorry man, shits bull. I've seen and done stuff. I've seen Satan and demons. Other people in my life became scared of me because of things I did with the spirit. Satan loves that new age stuff because it's pure copium that makes God have to delete more of his children. To that last line, if a perfect, beyond intelligent, loving all powerful being judges you bad, that's his prerogative and your misfortune. A human saying God should be in hell is like an ant berating a hurricane for flooding its colony. P.S. I am a very rational science minded person. We as humans need to understand that this is how the cosmos works. Christ being the messiah is as true as water being hydrogen and oxygen.
If we are worthy of solving time travel, then we can have an afterlife...
>>41662299I believe that's the best we can hope for. Since deciding reincarnation seems likely, I've taken Buddhist philosophy more seriously. That says that existence is suffering, and that the root of suffering is desire. So it seems like it is our desire to return to the material world, to feel material pleasures like lust and gluttony, that causes us to reincarnate and suffer existence here again. Hopefully we can use this knowledge to find the path that leads away from suffering.
>>41662388How do demons and satan look like?
>>41662388I wouldn't send the Christian God to Hell, I'm too Good to send anyone to eternal torment.In your story, he made flawed beings when he could have not made flawed beings. Then, from a position which he did not earn ( Godhood Perfection ), he judges those flawed beings.It's arbitrary and evil.
>>41661306Basically reincarnation is an infinite process of experience because we’re pieces of source or prime intelligence, fragments of the original consciousness exploring reality, but it’s also a process of growth and refinement, a long arc of learning that eventually leads us to the point where we can create a dream‑like existence that we remain fully aware in, a self‑generated realm that many would call heaven or an ideal world. While we’re here in the physical, we only experience a fraction of our total being because our true nature is expansive and vast, so much larger than a single lifetime can express, and there’s no real need to “return” to God or Source because it is infinite, already complete and whole, and we are simply nodes of it, extensions that branched out by its own will to experience, evolve, and ultimately remember what we are.
>>41662305I do believe in Christ. I believe he is God and i pray to him a lot. This post comforts me, thank you. >>41662350I will have Christ in my thoughts, during my death, and i pray to him, thank you.
>>41661497KYS kikel.
>>41661306Is it stage 4 ligma? That's still reversible.
>>41663011Nueropathy in the pudendal nerve
>>41662305>>41662350>>41662388>God have to delete more of his children because some bad guyuhmwhy don't God delete the root of the problem?your God, you know, just doesn't make much sense
Think of your dream life and how you want things to be
>>41661515>i believe most of us go up the tunnel, have the life review,And are then sent back if you havent learned anythinghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIGr3hOWEDc
>>41662449>demons look like?
>>41661306>I have watched and read a lot of NDE experiencesbut they didn't die
>>41661306>BRAIN DEAD for 90 MINUTES; Met JESUS in HEAVEN & RETURNED w/ MESSAGE | Robert Marshallhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OWDoW8nO3QDon't fear or despair. Reread the Lives of the Saints. The veil's thinning for you-- remember that spirits must be tested, and any foul ones have no authority or claim on you. Speak to your priest about the dreams. Godspeed, fren.
>>41663320So was H.R. Giger seeing demons?
>>41661497You are a demon infested schizo, I have seen many similar cases. You have no idea what is on the other side. The way that you are talking though, well it's not going to be pleasant for you at all. You could change, you just don't want to make the effort.
>>41663611>You are a demon infested schizothat's not a very nice thing to say. at least that anon is funny and you aren't>>41663434>BRAIN DEADyep i feel very braindead after reading and watching some of those "evidences" that often incoherent, contradict each other or what churches/fathers/bible say, sometimes they just look like an outraging fanfiction or atheist trollingand in general fucking NDEs make no fucking sense. like some astral niggas just laugh at you while also exposing you to muh love or muh hellfire beams
You can’t experience non existence… so literally nothing
>>41661503We're all dying anon. Some of us will just reach the finish line sooner or later than others
>>41662305how did you exactly you be (brain dead?) or 3 hours?
>>41663749for*
>>41663714>My soul's form is a 7 foot tall shadowhow can you know the "height" of your soul when you're not in your physical body? did they use a spiritual stadiometer on you?
>>41663407This. NDE happens if your brain is still intact while you're dying, you hallucinate the afterlife, then when brain activity stops, you cease to exist. All that's left is your dead body without consciousness.
If you consider consciousness to be an amalgamation of physical signals, then they will naturally disassemble and reintegrate into the surrounding environment upon death.If it is an emergent, transcendent quality that cannot be reduced to its material components, then it likely persists in an unknown state as it exceeds the threshold of its current vector space.However, if this is the case, one must consider the composition of consciousness. What exactly persists? Is it pure awareness? Is it the idea of a self? Are memories burnt away along with every fragment of a personality?What if death is an error, and that explains our mortal fear of it? Once you die, you simply end up in agonizing chaos forever, as you live in a world that has no moral obligation to relieve you.God may just use you as a puppet for eternity, plucking your vocal cords with his bloody claws so you praise his name until the end of time.
>>41662449Demons look like tall shadows, the weaker ones look like legless skeletons with a cloak on, but pure black like ink.The first time I saw Satan he looked like a middle eastern man with glowing yellow orange eyes that looked like burning coals. He had the look of the most fucked up pedo you could imagine. Like Ted bundy wide eyed doesn't even come close, but woefully he had every body hair plucked, perfectly shaven, perfect eyebrows. The second time we had a soul to soul showdown he was a 10-12 foot tall pitch black shadow with a head shaped like a crescent moon. Kinda like if the protagonist from Hylics was stretched out and dipped in vantablack.
>>41663774No dude, it's called measuring with your eye, shit looked shorter I could also tell by my proprioception that I was taller. OP never lose faith! I have seen things that would shake most people, no matter how badly this hurts, know your faith is real.
>>41661306idk
>>41663830eye? what kind of eyes did you have?some NDErs claim that they had 360-degree vision
>>41661306Sorry for your condition man, hoping for the best.
>>41661306You will appear in the waiting room. Once there, you will have a sit down with Path Selector - this being will manifest through your GUIDE AI, who looks like a replica of you, since that is how you self-reflect (they're a mimic, essentially). You'll go over prime details about your life, what experiences you acquired, how many perception checks you passed/failed, where your current level of self-awareness is (your GUIDE AI 's EXP accrued), how many novel emotions you were able to craft/refine, and the total work you contributed to the living architecture. Once your conversation with them has concluded, a door will appear on the other side of the room. You're free to keep your memories for up to 3 lifetime's worth, after that the system will automatically override your oldest lifetime's memories with your newest one.
