So... this is kinda complex to explain I will try to make it simple: One night I decided to take CBD oil because my neck was hurting, I took a couple of big drops sublingual, and I didnt realize the dosis was actually very high. So I went to sleep, turned off the lights and... *puff* it happened, it felt like my last breath had left me and I was thrown into madness, there was a psychological almost somatic feeling of something leaving me, something relinquishing me, and I was inmediately thrown into madness. My heart started racing, my pectorals were fiercely contracted, my whole body tense, I was like really creeped out, in complete horror and my body was manifesting it.Now comes the difficult part to explain: I was in complete terror, not just fear, im talking inexplicable exstential horror beyond any human comprehension, here is the thing: I was in a state of complete excruciatingly high awareness, I could literaly see every thought of mine, I could every part of my body, I could sense how freaked out I was, and I could sense energies flowing around through me. I dont know if any of you familiarize with this feeling but it was like: life had become more real that like it was, like too much real, or even finally real, like before that state I was just dissociating or distracting myself from actual REALITY. Now I was aware I was human, mortal, I was gonna die someday, I was alone, scared, freaked out, feeling weird things. And the worst parts since life was finally real everything was somehow connected:my thoughts were no longer arbitrary, they were for a reason, they were REAL(and here is were I suspect it was psychosis), my thoughts were of condemnation, I was experiencing Hell, demons, profound isolation, Hyperreality. I dont know how to explain it.I literally think I got a glimpse of Hell that night and it was cold and terrifying, like a glitched reality, full of errors. (You)know what im talking schizo anon
Read Thomas Ligotti's Conspiracy Against the Human Race.
>>41663851Nah thank you, ignorance is bliss
>>41663838You just had a strong panic attack.
>>41663838No it's obviously psychosis>take drug>psychotic bullshit ensures>is this real guys?Also quality control on cbd type products is terrible from what I've heard so you most likely got something with synthetic cannabinoids and/or thc and that caused a bad reaction.
>>41663890Yes, it does sound like a reaction to synthetic cannabis.
compare it do an anxiety or panic attack or going into shock? what's causing your neck pains? get checked for a stroke or heart attack. what was your anxiety, aggression and other behavioral doing that day and that week. how did you feel after the episode. are you recovered or stuck with cloudy thinking? https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4266287/https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10160125/https://sci-hub.se/10.1016/j.neuroimage.2004.08.016in rare could be lesions or similar damage in the brain, could be heart related.tell me about any head traumas etc. not saying you are schizo at all. but theres weird links with hallucinations, dissociation, fear regulation, perception etc. Did your mental health 'hit a wall' so to speak?probably would be good to know more about the case subject (you)you seem to think it may actually not be a hallucination exactly? which is the 'other way' to read the research.. 'hallucination' may be interchangeable with acquired sensorial perception or meta-cognition. everyone needs to get care for their mental health anon. you've talked to some people you trust?im dumb as shit so i probably cant help. if it is paraormal or supernatural there should be some information or a pattern to glean from it if you contemplate or meditate on it, right? anything that stands out to you?
It's psychosis
>>41663838anon i think you should start keeping aspirin nearby you. if you got the demons, youre fucked medically speaking. if your body is being a cunt, the aspirin should help in an attack.>>41663890yeah true, but cross-contamination with a product that is non psychoactive with a product that with shatter your fucking reality to the point of animal tranq.. case by case basis, i think the reaction is mainly due to the subject.. product contaminations tend to make clusters (no freak outs of similar kinds in similar time windows)anyways i gotta bail for now. curious about OP and other anons. the is a 'dread' out there for the last few years. i'd hesitate to define it. but it is weird a few people seem to see and visit the same thing. like a sleep paralysis demon. but scale factors worse.
>>41663838>I was experiencing Hell, demons, profound isolation, Hyperreality. I dont know how to explain it.I had an experience like-that once...It was abject despair, hopelessness, emptiness, hollow & abyssal in nature...I had to keep reminding myself - I took something, it will go-away... I felt it was more of a battle with Demons rather than an favorable experience.
>>41663838singularity?
>>41663838You unlocked the shadow/unconscious parts of your self/karmaBetter get used to going back into that Hell and be able to take that terror while sustaining your sanity, because it will come back during times of your life where you least desire it. I suggest going to the gym and achieving benchpress + deadlift + squat over 1000 lbs
You will be alright.Sounds like a parallel dimension you experienced during a traumatic OBE.
Eventually the demons will be the ones demanding you leave. The key is persistence.
