I really tried to love and get along with humanity but everywhere I go, everywhere I look, everyone's an ass, piece of shit, a pervert, greedy, violent, etcNot even to me necessarily, theyre just awful to each other So I ask...why the fuck akin here?I want out, you people are repulsive (and i know im not perfect, but thats all the mlre reason I want a corner if the universe all to myself instead of getting tangled with people)Why? Why does God want us to experience this?I literally see all types of crazy shit like that recent Brown university shooting, a guy my age (27) who raped a 2 year old, people eho abuse their pets, the Israel Gaza situation, and the fucking epstein situation among a shitload of other things Its gotten to the point I crave an apocalypse everyday just to see pathetic men screaming, even though I know its wrongSo why?Why does God force me to stay here if it seems like I cant forcibly change this world for the better?Im so fucking angry. I want retribution, I dont care if I sound like an edgy JRPG villain, thats how shitty this workd is and thats how motivated I amBut what the fuck can I do in this life if I cant escape, cant overwrite people's minds, or trigger a mn eve t that will force everyone to cooperateWHAT DOES GOD WANT ME TO DOIF I CANT XHABGE THE GAME I WANT TO STOP PLAYINGIF I CANT LEAVE THE GAME THEN CRASH THIS GAME >literally the only thing I can do is sigil Magick, and its worked but it can only do so much over a certain timeframeThanks for reading my spirit blog
Try to do good in the world instead of complaining on my schizoid page you degenerate
Atención...Sigue me...Amok...You rang in the 40s...She answered and sent her best...
You sound fucking insufferable
>>41664010Also FYI, the country is literally run by satanic pedophiles. They are actively trying to indoctrinate the entire planet into their religion via the use of pornography, subliminal messaging, learned pedophilia, the alteration of human history, drugs etc. The US government actively uses resources to rape and abuse children since their birth, and has been for at least 80 years. If news on Twitter is enough to make you crave the apocalypse, for the love of God kys as soon as possible you fucking retard
>>41664010>But what the fuck can I do in this life if I cant escape, cant overwrite people's minds, or trigger a mn eve t that will force everyone to cooperateThis is your brain on wokeism.The Creator intended for you to create from your own mind rather than trying to make other people's minds fit whatever HIV+ dog shit utopia template your seething hatred has inspired.
[spoiler]>>41664010you need to start thinking in decades and centuries, even millenia.the goal has to be to create a sustainable utopia on this planet, for everyone to be aware of their own biological limits, aware of their biases and trauma based responses.this is step one.then we need to venture out into the stars, test our theories of physics and astronomy, understand this physical world as best as we can.so that we can eventually reverse entropy, stop the heat death of the universe, or create another big bang. this should be our most important long-term goal.we need you, what can you do to get us to this situation?how can you help at creating step 1, which is humanity becoming a type 1 civilization, having figured out how to live on this planet indefinitely.
>>41664204Guy who has never heard of the will to power and thinks the things you do don't change the circumstances of other people's existence
>>41664058The shittiness of reality is driving me schizo tbhh
>>41664143>pedos run the country (which we already knew)...and were supposed to be ok with this??? What the fuck can we do
>>41664204>wanting people to get along and not kill and rape each other is a dogshjt utopia Yeah Fuck you faggot
>>41664283Fast, pray, meditate, maybe organize and kill the Jews
Why do you still think god is benevolent and cares about you when all evidence says otherwiseSpoilers: he's a demiurge and this is an archon loosh farm
>>41664261Most people's time horizon is like 10 years max. They've been indoctrinated so much they can't even comprehend the idea that there are people with generational goals. It's probably already to late to wake people up desu
>>41664261>>41664339the elites are doing the opposite of thatevery empire is doing the opposite of thatcapitalism has destroyed so much of the planet's resources and habitats in a span of few centuries
>>41664291>>wanting people to get along and not kill and rape each other is a dogshjt utopiaYou want fish to stop eating other fish to? You want lions in the wild to all go vegan?
>>41664413>NOOO WE SHOULDNT IMPROVE THINGS AND GO BEYOND MATERIAL LIMITS SET BY THE DEMIURGEgo live in a ooga booga raider tribe thencivilization is unnatural according to you
>>41664291You need to understand that billions of people don't kill and rape each other. There are statistical outliers and always will be since everything in our universe happens on a probability distribution. You don't fix that by imposing bullshit woke decrees on millions of innocents. All that achieves is subtly crushing the souls of all the people who were already good to begin with. That's what woke do-gooder movements never understand and never will. They are ironically serving the ultimate will of evil but are too self absorbed to see it.
>>41664413Stop shifting the goalposts, we're talking about humans.Humans CHOOSE to do dumb and fucked up shit, fish are essentially biological automatons that follow their programming (instinct) Getting killed by a fish and getting killed by a human is different because a human knows better
>>41664375>capitalism has destroyed so much of the planet's resources and habitats in a span of few centuriesLol, since capitalism simply supplies to popular demands, who demanded all that destruction? And how was it capitalised on?Know why this question breaks your brain? Because blaming capitalism makes 0 sense you fucking commie.
>>41664010From what I have gathered we are slaves on a slave planet and if you dont submit to the master you get turned into a homeless schizophrenic. Any non-slave gets phased out of society and dies alone. Also, pedophile cannibals rule most of the world and create most of the media and everything else in the world. Most people are fine with this and consoom their products.
>>41664010I'm feeling exactly the same way you are anon, if that's any consolation
>>41664505All the variables are controlled by your god according to you jew narrativehumans were created with a sin naturejewgod created satan just to rub salt in the woundfree will is denied in the bibleetcfuck off abrahamic gaslighter
>>41664010Jesus already said he is king in another world, not this one.
>>41664505Lie down and have a manual friction solo party.
>>41664010That's what the devil wants you to think
>>41664010>Why does God force me to stay here if it seems like I cant forcibly change this world for the better?Think of it like a photographic negative: an upside down and inside out template that shapes the soul through opposition. You're not supposed to like it. The way out is through the Godself within, not by compromising with the perverse world without.
>>41664010IMO it´s your path to do objective "good" during your lifetime and teach others to do the same. I think the apocalypse is currently happening and the people who see whats happening are the people who will rebuild "humanity" or what we are after this cataclysm. Your job is to understand why it´s happening in the way it´s happening to not let it happen again. And i really mean it, understand why the world is the way it is, then you will see the perfection again, but also see why those people need to leave this reality. I personally think we need something like the unification wars in warhammer 40k but in a way, that the emperor cant betray humanity, like he is the mix of horus and him.
>>41664339>>41664375but do you understand why it is that way? Can you destroy the wheel?
>>41664010remember the first one of your kind, norea. Understand why she destroyed the Ark.
