>Garden of Eden; how having ego and sin prevents you from achieving high meditation>Noah's Ark; how cleaning your mind of bad influences and only bringing what you need to start a new>Binding of Isaac; How your mind says how it wants to do one thing only to not want to go through with it>Tower of Babel; How emotional expression was the first language and that we split up into different groups based on what words we can communicate with for survival>Jesus; How we need to forgive and love ourselves for who we are and not rely on earthly things for happiness or be slaves to power structures because of itI'm starting to understand why Freemasons hate Christianity, it reveals how their Demiurge power structures work and how to fight against it.
>>41667382Attachments, anon. Attachments. It's what the world order fights for and it's why a ghost stays on earth. It's why you're here and where we come from. To want is to be here on this realm. To leave everything behind is to ascend back home.
>>41667681what annoys me about attachment is as soon as you don't want anything you're looked at as depressed. Its the only reason I am still here because I live with my family, if I didn't i'd probably just die.
>>41667712>others see me as depressed so I must kmsstop caring what others see and show them the truth of your being!
>>41667991No dude what i'm saying is detachment from the world is pretty much killing yourself. Most joys in life are things like eatting, drinking, love. If you truely do not want to have attachments then you must stop eating, you must stop drinking, you must stop having fun, you have to just lay in bed all day, and that is seen as depression.
>>41667382Is wanting to create, to make art or artistic creations the worse possible thing in the universe?It's all I want to do and to do so by expressing myself as an individual but it feels like I'm constantly being forced to seek out either demons or archons to make deals with or tough through it, often at the help of (((ADD Medication))) which just feels like it's own type of demon.I'm starting to genuinely believe I'm in a flesh prison designed to break my will and desires to be an artist as an individual, and make money by being an artist, and start a family using resources from being an artist an doing it as far removed from the demiurge usury system as possible, without making direct deals and bargains with demons in order to do it.
>>41668099yes
>>41668099Creation is what keeps the flesh going, its why having children fucks you over and keeps you here for the next time. Its already too late for me as I had a child. I tried my hardest not to but unforunately the condom broke. Maybe next life i'll win.
>>41668149>I had a childNo, you didn’t, and you never will.
>>41668191I wish that were true, my yearly child support paper saying that I don't have to pay cause i'm disabled says otherwise though.
>>41667382God bless you OP
>>41668149The disciple Peter had children. The only thing that will get in your way is your lack of desire to take the faith seriously.
>>41668238i don't have any faith.
>>41668108>>41668149You've seriously convinced me to just commit suicide as soon as possible. Thank you and I mean that in a very sincere way.
>>41668241Well then you already lost even before the child. Children are a blessing. Please, raise him/her right and don't look at them as a hindrance. All that'll do is get you to subconsciously resent them.
>>41668247suicide will bring you back to this same life and you'll suffer with the same bullshit, the only way out is if you commit an act of heroism and die doing it or stay alive until you die of natural causes .>>41668254I don't raise any child, I don't plan to either. I already said I don't have the bastard nor do I want to have him or give him any money, not like I am a mentally able to really do anything like that anyways.
>>41668005There’s a difference between gluttony and eating to sustain the body. Wanting extravagant meals, drinks, etc frequently is very different from eating to sustain the body. One can enjoy doing things but it is doing it to excess that creates the attachment, aka addictions. People think if I only had this material possession I’d be happy and generally that is not the case unless there is already a deprivation.
>>41668247Suicide is stupid. You know what else is stupid? Blindly accepting the words of random people on the internet and throwing your entire life away because of responses in which these people clearly put no thought in to begin with. Making art is an attachment to the world, but suicide is far worse. Don't fool yourself, because you don't need an audience to express yourself. You're deluding yourself and trying to justify your pursual of an egotistical career, using humble ideas to again justify your true intentions. I dont think it's an issue to create art necessarily, unless you're involved with nasty people who are forcing you to do it against your will. The music industry is a slave industry, no different than sex trafficking and drug trafficking. You'll never understand this unless you're invited into it.Please anon, don't be an idiot and use your fucking brain to discern what people on here say. It's scary how quick you let others think for yourself and don't put any thought to challenge what they say and why. I love you, and I hope one day you seek out the Lord Jesus Christ.
>>41668247Read NDEs regarding suicide. Sometimes after ascending the tunnel they see a kid that did it and there’s a lot of shame and regret lingering on that soul.
>>41668005Detachment can also be awareness of the fleeting moments we have here, and learning to be content with that.You don't have to monk-mode to achieve a proper sense of detachment. I've meditated on this one, and the conclusion brought to me was that you're very much allowed to enjoy things, just don't get too caught up into them. (as in obsessions, regrets, extreme desires, stressors, hills to die on, etc.)Otherwise, we are all just biding our time until death. Your individual separation of the universal consciousness has the ability to find a personal meaning in all of this in this temporal state.Even if you weren't seeking spirituality, the ability to know how to go with the flow and move on when life calls for it is an extremely valuable skill and lesson. To be selfless, and to know how to forgive and love yourself is also very special too. (I struggle with self-love, personally)
>>41668108>>41668149Ok so let me get this straight.>Build flesh prison and environment setting you up to love doing a certain thing>Put random bullshit in your way making it difficult>Have minor victories over random bullshit until you get to a point where you dreams might actually come true, you may actually beat the system too>Once enough time, sweat, tears and desire has been invested over a majority of your life and you're ready to go to the next level>Get Rug-pulled with psychosis by the watchers and bombarded with psyops as the world falls apart around you.>Spent entire life thinking you were doing what your father and mother and society and yourself wanted to do...>Now it's revealed to you (through psychosis) that you're not supposed to do any of that and you're not supposed to even want to do that and you need to fuck off back to a meaningless state of static bliss where literally nothing ever happens because it's all perfect anyway and you dont get to be anyone or anything unique or special you just gotta hivemind merge with every other braindead spiritbot
>>41668316What if my hill to die on is that we need to help others because we can only escape together?
>>41668289>justify your pursual of an egotistical careeri have ideas for characters, video games, movies etc that are very vivid and in great detail that i think other people would enjoyi enjoy making them, trying to make them, learning how to make them, teaching others how to also make themlike my brain is bombarded with them and i've spent decades attempting to get good enough to actually see one through and like make enough money to support myself and family and i used to dream about having enough money to right the wrongs my father didi had a little breakdown recently and i went to my mum and said i was going to give up everything and just be a gardener, just start a small gardening business and get by doing that and all of a sudden she did a complete 180 and didn't want me to give up despite the fact it's felt like she's been the greatest force applying pressure for me to give up and just "get a normal job" she used to go on about how i was a narcissist and egotistical for not giving up and just getting a normal job.
>>41668367Yeah, not only are you egotistical, you are also painfully retarded if you believe you're going to make a "living" making "art" (guaranteed you have zero work to your name released to the public) in 2025 of all years while you waste your supposedly precious time attempting to convince others on 4chan that, in fact, you WILL be an artist. You already lost, retard. You're done. Get a job and give up your garbage fantasies. If you love art you will do it on your own regardless of whether you are paid or not. You talk far too much. You're full of all types of shit that everyone can see but you. End it, and face reality you tard.
>>41668341I have felt that one too.Unfortunately, I think that might be down to the individual. Some don't want to wake up or accept that truth. It might even be our closest loved ones.It's hard for a lot of people to not assume that our world could be a prison planet, or subject to samsara. They get fearful or choose ignorance, while we choose to seek to know more about it. Learning how to grow spiritually and mentally during our lives once we reach death. I don't know what there is after life, and not even the ones who've had NDEs, drug trips, and other experiences would truly know. Only the ones who've passed could know completely. We just have the pieces, and hopefully we can more or less solve it before we're out of here. (lest we repeat it all over again)
>>41668391I'm currently making money with my business. Sustainable good in-come if continued at the current pace would mean 6 figures a year easy. This is the first Christmas i can actually buy everyone in my family a nice birthday present with my own money.The door of "Made it" is wide open and I have one foot inside. I got hit by psychosis and psyops in November and now I'm mentally stunlocked preventing me from putting the second foot in.
>>41668407>in my family a nice birthday presentthat too but i meant *christmas
>>41668401Your badgering could carry into their next life via regret before reincarnation. Never stop trying to convince your family to downsize and detach.
>New age spiritual concepts how atheist occultists satanists and other retards cope with the realization that jesus god and all the christian saints wrote about everything they believe thousands of years ago and credited the one true god yahweh as the source. satan will always try to copy god without actually crediting god
>>41668332Thats life.>>41668286Sorry but I do things in extremes, I either overindulge and get addicted, or complete death. There is no middle ground.
