>>41670780
>continued
no need to

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>the demon looks to have 4 legs, no head, but very striking eyes. It looks like it was carved out of stone but outlined in paint. I make eye contact with the demon. We stare into eachothers eyes. It was terrifying, like staring into the eye of an octopus or squid that desires to kill you. I knew it was a demon looking into my soul. Finally wake up. Terrified. For days after, I could see the demons eyes when I remembered my dream. Like he was still looking at me
>Have a few more weird dreams. One dream where a break a cats legs for hurting my cat. I felt like crying. Woke up almost in tears thanking God it wasn't real.
>dreams are getting out of hand. Its so bad I am staying up for days because I am scared to sleep
>finally, I surrender myself to Jesus. I thank him for everything. For saving my life multiple times. For loving me despite my sin. For putting me in a position where I can move overseas. For curing my suicidal depression. I offer myself to Jesus. I welcome Jesus into my heart and soul and pray for guidance
>i literally feel like I have just taken the best weed brownie of my entire life. My body becomes warm and tingly. It feels like love.
>after this, the dreams mostly stop.
>when I relapse on my porn addiction, the weird dreams come back. Most recently I watched porn before bed and then had a dream I was getting a lethal injectjion. I cried out to my mother who watched in horror as I was executed in front of her
>when I am on the straight and narrow, and read the bible/pray before bed the dreams don't come back

I am 100% certain I was at lesst partially demonically possessed. Jesus saved me from the local demons of Thailand.

Moral of the story: all these demons and entities scurry like roaches when a light switch is flipped when you invoke Jesus.

I am no longer unsure. I am 100% positive Jesus is real, he loves us all, and Jesus is king

>>41670780
This is why the ancients had such strict rules about interacting with the supernatural and maintaining ritual purity. Poorly maintained religious objects become vessels for lower demonic influence. You're lucky your demon was susceptible to Christian banishment. Not everyone's is.

>>41670780
Demons are more beneficial than you think. They appear as horrifying monstrosities as a corrective measure, usually to modify the observer's consciousness to become more resilient and paradoxically sympathetic to negative impressions.
I believe they may even be "positive" creatures, akin to angels, who slither into different terrifying guises in order to release the soul from its self-inflicted agony or environmental contaminants.
Reminds me of that quote by Meister Eckhart.

"The only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life... If you're frightened of dying and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. If you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth".

Do with this what you will.

>>41670867
Most 'demons' are parasitic spirits. They forcefully hamper progress to a considerable degree. Sure, they highlight weaknesses and imbalances, but there are healthier ways to deal with those.

>>41670895
You're not in tune with evil enough. Do you like fucking a girl like a bitch? Do you like laughing at the macabre? Do you know how to deal with the underworld? Properly controlled "evil" amounts to cosmic trickery and personal indulgence, the selfish component that drives us to engage in the act of life as an individual. Go too far and it becomes corrosive and vengeful, stray too far away from it and you become closer to amorphous, dreamlike divinity.
Celestial beings of various nature act in harmony with the spiritual ecosystem. Demons, or angelic beings in disguise as such, surgically alter the anxieties and apprehensions one has for delving into the darkness of life so that you can grow accustomed this relative dualism.
Of course, the grand, overarching scheme of reality is nondual serenity, but how often do you really want to stay in such a state before you decide to rejoin the dance as an active participant, complete with flaws and insecurities that serve as a foundation for the humbling process of eternal love?

>>41670827
I have faith Christ will protect me from these demons as long as I dont give myself to them

>>41670867
I 100% believe there are 4th dimensional beings that communicate to us in altered states. Such as when high on drugs, sleeping, suicidally depressed, extremely angry, etc. I think there can be some that are kind, based off of trip reports I've read, but i think the risk of encountering a malicious entity outweighs the benefits of interacting with a kind one.

>>41670780
>Start watching tons of porn
>Start having very demonic dreams
Too bad Jesus never mentioned porn being an invitation for demons. I would assume someone whose dad knows the future would warn about a future phenomenon that would subject billions of his children to being repeatedly tormented by his greatest enemies for simply obeying the instinctual urges he gave them. I guess he derives pleasure from the cries of desperate souls begging for deliverance from sadistic games of his own design. The fact that most will never be delivered because they're directing their pleas for mercy to the wrong all-powerful, all-loving, and all-knowing deity must be the icing on the cake for him.

Never forget that your suffering is your god's porn, but unlike you he feel no remorse whatsoever.

>>41670959
Like I've said to the other Anon, beings of darkness serve a purpose, and that's usually fulfilled by conscious integration of what they reveal to you, which are usually reflections of your deepest terrors and fulfilled desires. 4th dimensional travel is recursive, with entities shape-shifting and operating on a much more sophisticated network of existence.
Consider the idea of jewels erupting from the flames of mutual deceit. This is the nature of demonic tongue. There's an unspoken bond forged from the activity of shadow-talk, like creatures whispering in your ears while in the thralls of sleep paralysis. It's all for your benefit, because it's all you, in the end.

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>>41670978
unfulfilled* desires

>>41670959
The Christian god is like a father who only protects his child from being raped if that child refuses to speak to anyone but himself, and if the child disobeys but doesn't get raped then the father rapes them and blames them for "freely choosing" to be raped.

>>41671000
What is it about the truth that you find to be edgy?

>>41670814
>I am 100% certain I was at lesst partially demonically possessed.
something like that for sure. you had their attention.
>Jesus saved me from the local demons of Thailand.
yes He did. i have a similar history stemming from a visit to the temple of the sacred tooth in Sri Lanka as a child. all manner of troubles quickly followed and only ceased some 10 years later when Jesus drew me to Himself.


The evil forces of the world are real and powerful but Christ is far more real and powerful than they.

>>41670951
Most demonic influence is perpetuated by spirits which are utterly thick as shit and dedicated towards milking as much loosh over as long a period as possible. It erodes the affected person on every level. They wouldn't have the energy to partake in evil, though that may depend on conscientiousness and some other things.

>>41670951
>do you like fucking a girl lik a bitch

only thing you're fucking like a bitch is your hand

don't give a shit about little brown ooga boogas and their pissant entities.

Give me the Real Deal in true cosmic power of the demonic kind.

>>41671155
It takes resilience that develops from enduring their influence to integrate their personalities into your own structure properly.
Take, for instance, this anecdote of my experience with shadow people in a moment of terror during sleep paralysis.
I was in rehab at 19, in a vulnerable state, and on morning I awoke frozen in my bed to a world of washed out, borderline inverted color schemes, with the light from the window pouring in at odd, distorted angles. There were three gangly figures of smoke, each with blinding white eyes, and as I struggled to release myself, they whispered in a deathly rattle "You're dead."
Soon after, I woke up.
Now, this experience, whether conjured solely by my own fragile mind or from the veil between worlds being punctured by malicious entities, was deeply unsettling, but I took an interest in it and learned from it.
They are extensions of a universal self, orchestrating a game of mutually interdependent wills, relying on one another to survive, like awareness having something to be aware of, while still being united.
These beings, through the act of torturing me in my sleep, brought me closer to the edge and reinforced the comfort I have when dealing with nightmarish creatures, often adopting their mannerisms for myself.
For another example, I was tripping on 2C-I with my dealer, in a den of interdimensional lizards operating through a hivemind of collective influence.
I walked outside for a cigarette, twirling it between my fingers as I wandered in a circle, and I saw a spider on the ground.
My curiosity was piqued because this spider held still and elevated its front legs into an aggressive position, as if preparing to leap and strike, only to remain still.
I laughed in its face because I correlated its influence with my dealer and considered it beneath me.
I then went back inside, sat down, only to see my dealer vaguely morph into what look like a mixture between a tyrannosaurus and spider, only for him to

(cont)

>>41671027
"Edgy" is a thought terminating cliche used by those in hiveminds. Pay him no mind.

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>>41670780 I appreciate you sharing this, but my stance on Christianity remains unchanged. An argument that hinges on being scared into belief doesn't demonstrate strength; it demonstrates the opposite.

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>>41671197
telepathically refer to himself as a tarantula.
What followed was a series of tentacles being inter-dimensionally inserted into my mouth and anus, from the entire group.
The form he took was similar to this picture.
There was a being manipulating him through his head and arms, obviously reptilian in nature.
Now, I adore reptilians, even though I was raped by a group of them.
https://youtu.be/7NisfXA7dG8?si=4RdfPuxVd1kPcOII
I realized afterward, that despite the traumatizing experience, that we all have rape-y, reptilian components to our psyche, that can be modulated with our human spirit to achieve a certain smoothness that allows us to operate fluidly within the dank mire that is civilization.
I've yet to be raped again, because that is the nature of development.
Afterwards, due to group consciousness, the dealer was assaulted by my friends, humiliated, and robbed, without me telling them of the event.
Now, I recognize this sense of division is exactly what instigated the hostilities.
He is me again, a self engaging in a macabre act, like murdering a child to see how far your conscience can bend.
Godliness is a sickly beautiful experience.
You're allowed to be the primitive spirit that bluntly harvests the misery of an afflicted human, as well as being the angel that heals them.
Progress is essentially a loop until you annihilate and decide to return for play, and demonic influences are a necessary dimension to these theatrics.

>>41671158
Clever. I didn't know your mom's name was hand. I didn't bother to ask her.

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>>41671219
>reinforced the comfort I have when dealing with nightmarish creatures, often adopting their mannerisms for myself.

>you and your posts

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>For another example, I was tripping on 2C-I with my dealer, in a den of interdimensional lizards operating through a hivemind of collective influence.

>>41671210
who here has said anything about being scared into believing in Christ?

>>41671238
>dreams are getting out of hand. Its so bad I am staying up for days because I am scared to sleep
>finally, I surrender myself to Jesus.

>>41671227
See, you're doing essentially the same thing as I am, attempting to be coarse and brutal to embarrass me or whatever. Everyone has a dark side; it's not the most encompassing aspect of my personality, but it is something I actively probe out of curiosity, like you probably do when you watch gore.
Or, if you don't, for whatever self-righteous reason, then when you attempt to be the "cooler" guy by basically just rehashing a lame-ass "lol edgy" comment.

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>>41670966
Jesus does warn against that in all forms:

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery’; but I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart. If your right eye makes you stumble and leads you to sin, tear it out and throw it away; for it is better for you to lose one of the parts of your body, than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. If your right hand makes you stumble and leads you to sin, cut it off and throw it away; for it is better for you to lose one of the parts of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.

>>41671239
being shown something of the reality of the world around you that encourages you to seek help and shelter from that reality is hardly the same kind of simplistic thing you're talking about.

knowing what Christ protects us from increases our thankfulness.

>>41671255
I can only imagine what kind of abysmally milquetoast bore of a human being considers this effective trolling.

https://youtu.be/_MSydMfGdPs?si=Cc-M5kwoScejCj2D

>>41671258
So eunuchs and trannies are the holiest people around. Got it.

>>41671266 It just shows that he's weak.
Would a Buddhist run away from a low spirit? No.
Would a practicing occultist run away? Of course not.
OP is simply a coward.

>>41671296
Pretty much. I personally consider Jesus to be effective training wheels; a perfect failsafe for people who haven't developed the skills to handle demonic influence properly.
Though this makes me wonder what the fuck Jesus really is.
Probably a force ghost.

>>41671197
>>41671219
I'm not sure what you're trying to convey apart from the ubiquitous 'evil is part of existence' and 'we are all one'. There's an argument to be made about larger ontological principles, dark divinities, the destructive and malicious aspects of reality that are must inherently coexist with the good and creative and all that. But it's not quite an argument about the loosh farmers. The lessons one learns from them are much more grounded. Malleability of one's personality, its strengths and weaknesses, its core, one's limits and capabilities, spirit interaction etc.

>>41670780

Bruh your ass was raped and you are trauma coping. Dreams comes from subconsciousness, and look at the symbols "forced into bedroom/space", "porn", "injection"...
probably a thai ladyboy raped you after giving you sedatives

>>41671296
But both of those groups are deceived by those very forces of darkness that fool them with this seeming power over them. they use your arrogance to bind you ever more to their lies, which themselves are all aimed at keeping you away from Christ.

>>41671304
There might be a real Jesus, but there's probably a (or multiple) very strong egregore Jesus too.

>>41671348
To clarify, you don't have to stretch too deeply into a muck of evil in order to tame it.
If you want to dabble in the side of "good", then compassion is a flame that grows the more its practiced, and exercising it in the face of conscious parasites can help extinguish their influence, possibly even igniting the same spark of divinity that's in every conscious being, like becoming resilient to the presence of mosquitos and mastering the self-discipline to not swat them when they're feeding on you.
You become stronger with tests, which is an option you can take.
You can also indulge in similar behaviors to experiment with where it can lead you.
As I've said, when you're an eternal being experiencing every possible reality, life becomes a very malleable playground with a multitude of different avenues to take, all for the sake of experience.
So, either choice really works in the end.
It all depends on how you decide to design yourself.
That freedom may induce anxiety in some, it did in me, to have no objective blueprint to model my behavior, but over time it becomes relieving, in the sense that it only matters so far as you want it to.

>>41670780
>>41670814
As a man of God, you can(and mb should) fruitfully interact with demonic entities. You just shouldn't be a pussy about it. By the Power of the Almighty partially bestowed on you through intensive prayer, you can make an entity to do your will and all.. King Salomon could, why can't you?
And they're not all that bad actually, a lot depends on your attitude towards them. You trolled him through mock ritual, he trolled you back with some nightmares and strong temtentions.

>>41670867
I think you're probably right.
In OP's example it seems to deliberately be scaring him off of porn. If the demon was actually an asshole, then he could instead lul OP into indulging more, or convince OP to cheat, rape, get an STD, expose himself in public, etc.

Also I think some demons are just spirits going through some stuff. Like how if a person is an asshole that doesn't mean they're the living embodiment of assholery.

>>41671448
Why resort to demons when Christ's power is perfectly pure and sufficient? You don't sound like a man of God.

>>41670814
Cool, more christcuck threads. Yay

>>41675215
>Christ's power is perfectly pure and sufficient
But you are not. Therefore you can't accept this power at full capacity. You gotta work on yourself somehow. Christ didn't intend for us to shout out for him in sight of any minor danger, you can't enter the Kingdom of God being a pussy dependant on Daddy's approval, we gotta empower ourselves by ourselves and right interactions with demons help a lot by challenging your personal spiritual strength and giving insights about the nature of 'evil', and as a good bonus - acquiring anything you wish, that doesn't contradict your relationship with God.
This is based, almost standart practice among true christians, Orthodox monks by the power of their praying, saddle up demons and fly to Jerusalim. And then again, there was King Solomon, who used his power over demons, given to him by the Almighty, to build the Temple.

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>>41675221
>Cool, more christcuck threads. Yay