i've been avoiding a guy for almost a year, and rejected him twice (because i didn't wanna get found out being gay and we didn't vibe too much), suddently 1 month after rejecting him for the last time, weeks later i suddently started to feel immense love and lust over him and want to return back to him, despite my doubts i apologized and asked him if we can still hangout, but he's been very cold to me for the past week, he refuses to pay ANY attention to me anymore, having me as a last priority. he's been cold and i spend atleast 4 hours a day obsessing over him and hoping he'll text me. i can't text him too much because i don't wanna bother him, but he pays no attention, i am in deep regret that i let him down.yesterday i almost wanted to make a lovespell so he pays attention to me again but i resisted.but then i realized if anything, it's possible that he ran a lovespell on me, for my attraction returned very suddently and strongly out of nowhere unlike my previous rejections which didn't produce such feelings. but i don't have any proof of it.tldr: how can i tell if it's a lovespell, because it all feels too sudden and irresistible to me.
>>41670942You’re autistic
>>41670965okay? how can i help it?
>>41671003stop being gay and not smart, browse a better board like /fit/
>>41671142i guess i should try that, my obsession with the guy isn't getting anywhere anyway, im too fatigued to keep it up.
>>41670942you need therapy badly
>>41671176just take estrogen
>>41670942you don't get burnt to death nowadays if you open up about your homosexuality btw
>>41672240It's still oftentimes preferable to not be as straightforward about one's sexuality, due to impacts on reputation and the loss of social opportunities. As well as the vulnerability.Why should anyone be obligated to come out to you?
>>41672179Wouldn't recommend due to how it affects your sexuality. Whatever lust drove you to transition for the wrong reasons will abruptly disappear as soon as you take hormone therapy.Taking estradiol is only solution to anything if you have gender dysphoria.
>>41672179no thanks, i like my maleness.
>>41673708exactly
>>41673708Zoomers are so gay they can’t even admit that they’re gay.Diagnosis:DOUBLEGAY
>>41672018This>>41672240And thisYou're in the process of finding out you're too gay to ignore it anymore. He doesn't want to talk because you've rejected him several times and he gave up. Straight guys do that too. Time to come out and just be gay
>>41675958i don't wanna suck anyone else's cock but hisalso idk what coming out means, i dont wanna announce im a faggot, especially when i dont even share these feelings
>>41676016Im not gay myself so my advice is basically shit here, I'll admit that, but I would like to clarify that Ieant "come out" in the context of yourself to you internally.Maybe what you're describing is bisexual to some degree. Also not an expert on that. This guy could be the only guy you want to do shit with YET.What I was trying to express, despite the 4chan abrasiveness, was that I think you should live honestly with yourself and enjoy what you can and want to in life. Maybe you'll do something with a guy exactly one time and find out it was much better as a fantasy. I had a friend that happened to. But I don't think a love spell was cast on you. I think this is an organic feeling that you're resisting for social reasons. Just be who you want to be, my dude.
>>41676026that pretty accurate, thanks for your words.
