I don't fit in. And I prefer it this way.Most likely it stems from trauma, only child syndrome, being the black sheep. Although I didn't choose this.I've always been outcasted and through this external position i've always been able to identify the illusion of societal structure & behaviour. Even more so as each and every day is isolation passes.I'm not repulsive, i've always had a partner by my side but general friendship making at my adult age I just can't comprehend.The food & water is poison. The corporations run a pimp game upon the subordinates and general life is no different to the operations of a product heading towards its intended destination on a warehouse conveyor belt.To opt into society I have to I have to diminish my character which seems to be the absolute necessity for the falsehood of modern life. Everybody lies and thinks nobody knows, I know.To observe the system with an astute eye whilst knowing one must exist within said system creates exhaustion.To see the people move in unison, to see trends, to see investment in those we don't know, to see our animal nature persist in an environment that is alike a concrete zoo, not jungle, where the general walk around blindfolded is surreal.This is not a self-centred egocentric approach. I wish I was like them. I wish i could fit in.Are you me?
>>41672444I am not you anonI'm my own beingunlike any otherwhich is not special in any wayso it safe to say folk who are not memight be different but still share some similaritiesFor example judging by the words I'm responding towhen you look out on the world todaypart of what you see is "corporations paying their whore's to keep their bosses happy while careing more for profits then peoplewhich is one way of putting itpersonally from my point of viewI see "the powers that be" controlling the world as if the rest of us are "beasts of burden" only born to do their biddingbut I'm including the past as well as the present and future when forming my opinionwell trying to at leastkind'a hard to include what you never imagined when forming an opinionbut whatever thanks to folks not me the clues needed were scattered around just waiting for anyone to stumble upon myself includedso it's not quite the same as the corporations/whore metaphorbut if we are both going to be "flawed" in our judgementswhat is it we are being flawed aboutand if that's the same thing does it matter if I'm not you>things that make me go hmm...
Hi anon. Trust me, you are not alone in this, as I can relate to 100% of what you described. I’ve always tried to fit in with others, be liked, and make friends, but something just doesn’t click.My advice to you: Don’t take it personally. People are essentially animals at the end of the day, and we live in a shallow society. It sucks I know, but it’s the way it is. You could try like you said to change your behavior, become a different person, AKA conforming, if being liked and fitting in is what you want.But that can be tiresome, and the only thing you should really worry about is your own approval. It’s okay to be different. Because at the end of the day, it’s between you and God.
>>41672444system has developed a sort of of unconscious immune system against profiles - behavioral profiles, that is - which threaten it. see you on the other side cowboy *BZZZZZZT-KCHCHCHCH*
fitting in isn't so great. society is spiritual poison. you are not missing anything of real value. the only way you can gain anything of any real value is by servering others within the society. Other than that, you're better off alone in the woods.
>>41672444i am you
>>41674711not op, i am this op >>41674862you are not who op is looking for, therefore you cannot understand. i feel like i wrote op post and just forgot i did, almost like deja vu, but i assure you i didnt. well, op, here i am, what do you want?
>>41672444The question is - how do we meet others like us IRL? I've tried lots of different venues and IRL posts. I've tried meetups and events. I tried Buddhist temples and travels to all parts of the world. The best luck I've had is approaching people reading interesting books in coffee shops. Still, there's got to be an easier way.
You are isolated because you are intelligent enough to take over the whole group and they can all sense it and are afraid. Use your insight and capacity for compassion to conquer the group. You can do it. You just need to get involved. Don't listen to losers - winning validation feels good. It's what you are built to do. You will be amazed at how you can change NPCs. They are all like that simply because they are afraid and trying to survive each other. Be the antidote.
>>41674886even being here seems a bit much sometimes, the thought of meeting anyone from here irl is ludicrous and shows you are not the intended audience op is seeking
>>41674887again, not op, but i may as well be. group mentality is the saddest display, conquering who for what? validation? from some group? you must be joking. Power? who needs it, or even wants it. the only antidote is solving how to leave this reality system for good or for at least long enough to tolerate another day. compassion would be to not join in group dynamics. we are their mirror, the foil, cant fake it and wouldnt want to even if that were possible.
>>41674916You are the saddest display. All of that intelligence and insight and you're sitting there all alone when you could be leading and healing NPCs. You can see the hell they're in - you think it's easy for them? Think again. Only people like you can give them a taste of something better. They never rejected you, they were just afraid of your world.
>>41674930niggas be like why arent you aristotelian bronigga im tired
I'm not the only one who thinks OP can judge for themselves who is the same as them on their own am I?
>>41674902I wouldn't want to meet anyone from here. I just want to meet someone with similar wisdom to my own level. I've met exactly one in 50+ years. Not great odds.
>>41675031what fucking "higher power" do you think is going to reward you for thinking you're better then everyone else on 4chan while bitching and moaning about not being able to make any friends>not the anon you're responding to btwhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qtVe04EUavsOP is not like me btwso don't blame themthat I just am allowed to post in their threadcause it's a public message boardand those in chargeinvited me to do so:D
>>41674930im that OP, the saddesti do what i can to shepherd those closest to me. reality scares the shit out of them, they will not be ready in this lifetime. NPCs are soulless vessels or light that is very dim, that they again make dimmer by trying to fit in to the societal enslavement. Politicians are the ultimo npc charachter. they realize that they cant handle or live truths so they build a pyramid of npcs underneath themselves. npcs need the hell they live in, they are in love with their misery. they are the architecture of the prison we live in. ive never rejected anyone but im not going to be played either.
