What if I told you the truest form of hell is not living up to your potential?
In a way you would be right
>>41676291Trvke nvke
>grimoire>Dalian>Rasiel>no VictoriqueWhere's she?
Feels that way. You can learn from your mistakes but it won't matter because this world doesn't give second chances, what kind of cruel joke is that?
>>41676291I would correct you, teaching you that hell is Fire, boiling water and a dark toxic cloud that will not benefit you. also in hell your skin will burn and will be substituted with a new one every single time, so you may face your punishment in full. now, do you want to compare hell with some sort of living?
>>41677658You think this is okay too. Fucking freak.
>>41677658>I would correct you, teaching you that hell is Fire, boiling water and a dark toxic cloud that will not benefit you. also in hell your skin will burn and will be substituted with a new one every single time, so you may face your punishment in full.An absurd, insanely (literally) macabre thing that buggers the mind to even begin to comprehend it. An incompatible prospect of imagination that dwindles the light of consciousness just by having it be a thing, nevermind how much damage its doing being THE MOST POPULAR BELIEF IN THE WORLD. Stupefaction defined.>do you want to compare hell with some sort of living?I at first got the inclination that you're trying to connect this with my psoriasis and thus trigger my mental illness into a paranoia induced negativity cascade that will DEFINITELY cause mental trauma. But then I got the inclination that this is a test being done to see if I have seen through this particular part of the matrix's oppressive code (in which case, I obviously have by having explained it in full words).But I'm sitting here, and trying to craft a model for you... If somebody so despicable that would intentionally attempt such a thing knowing full well what it would possibly result in, and not just that, but that horrid result is your INTENDED and WISHED FOR outcome. To traumatize somebody. Because you're an evil shithead.That's hard for me to do, dude. Like lol, wtf is with that Looney toony ass level of villainy you're trying to carry out there? xD
>>41676378>what kind of cruel joke is that?At least it's a joke - so that justifies you not taking it seriously. At all. Because you never take jokes seriously, not even the bad ones. Especially the bad ones.
>>41676291This is correct I'm tormented every day by both>being overwhelmed by the work it would take to live up to my potential>being overwhelmed with the disappointment and petty difficulties of life anyway by not living up to my potentialI'd still have problems, but they'd be way different, and my ultimate quality of life would be drastically improved.But it requires a legendary amount of work,and constant work- no breaks - it doesn't get easier, it's just more work, always difficult. Like bodybuilding, it is ALWAYS heavy, no matter how strong you are, you must always lift at your limit, meaning it's never gets easier, despite you getting stronger.I am intimately aware of thisunfortunately for me I have ODD and learned helplessness, and my dopamine balance is fried.I have, mostly, gotten through life by being a fast learner.And having to do things out of necessity.Unfortunately necessity is basically my only motivation.So, my "potential", is a thong which torments me, like being upside-down on a mortgage. You work, you make it day to week, week to year, year to decade, and slowly whither and sink.Feelsbadman.jpg
>>41680331it's also difficult Not living up to my potential.but less so... so it seems, until things are taken from me and I'm not strong enough to fight to keep them.Then it is worse than putting in constant "extra" effort.But then you adjust to the new normal of a lower quality or different quality of life.I have never gotten use to grinding and trying hard all the time though. Never adjusted to that on my own accountability.I am playing XCom2 again, third run. I notice the saves are from Decembers of previous years, like clockwork. It's a pattern.Life is difficult either way.Either you struggle,or you struggle.
