Is it paranormal that, while I was psychotic and thinking I was fighting a war against white supremacy, I engaged in an e-sex relationship with someone who I thought was a Nazi spy with no evidence, then recently found out that she actually is a Nazi?There were no indicators when we were talking, just my intense paranoia because I thought the universe was testing me by setting me up with her because I had to get back to my ex-girlfriend in order for the abstract fields of battle to be more effective.It felt like cheating the balance and giving into the enemy, but I was pretty lonely and beaten down by my delusions that my interest grew in her.I ask because it set off my schizophrenia, that what I was experiencing was actually real, even though I'm pretty sure I didn't have a portion of my brain scrambled and melted by a White Supremacist Synthesizer, which was an interdimensional weapon that screeched in my head as it transformed and screwed with my senses as it took a multitude of jagged, spider-leg-like designs..If it's not paranormal then I'll fuck off and just do something else.
