Hello.Yeah so I fucking forgot what I was gonna say, so fuck it, shit has been tough. But nobody outside of /ck/ cares, you just want scary shit right?This is muse guy, the actual muse guy. I should probably just start posting physical art instead. I am not exactly looking for help anymore, even though I do feel terrified typing this out. Im not getting rid of it, her, the muse any time soon, at least not on purpose. I've had some small enlightenments here and there, and I think its latched on to me. Or more like I feel like a vessel? Dude I dunno how to explain this. It's not possession, but it's definitely somewhere 'here' but not in the same meta-whatever space that defines 'me', like a cooky neighbor or something now.She beams poems and fully fledged animations into my brain and makes me confront my traumas, so like, fuck. I'll just ramble until I fall asleep, ask me anything. I hate this captcha.Pic unrelated but proof that I am a real person. That is a mouse pad I got from the art museum in Spain. The one with (montayas?) Black Paintings. The ones he made on the wall. God. They're so haunting in person.
I hate these new catches so much.Also do you guys think its a good thing or a bad thing it likes blue sky. Im gonna be up for a bit watching this forum.
Bumping and also going to check some rules here before I go posting this piece because I dont want to get trashed for accidentally posting something that could be considered gore.Maybe I should just do it digitally. Im fucking tired. Oh, im actually kind of okay at it now. I even started work on art for a friend's game, so I've got that going for me. I've also got a cold.
>>41685295Oh yeah, you’re def part of it, glad you have intuition to do what you need to find it.So what’s ur dealio, we all get a little cold, my echo, we are all here. https://youtu.be/uwUNbeiiOzM:)
>>41685295Yes, vessel, that’s what I call it, but I don’t tel them that. Muse huh?Blue Skies smiling at me, there ain’t a cloud in sight, nothing but blue skies do I see, it stopped raining, nothing but blue skies, everybody’s in the play.Hey hey hey
>>41685380Haha. Creepy.I shouldn't be up this late while sick. Anyways I dont exactly feel 'part of it', I was just about to post an explanation. I think this is the best way to describe it these days. Like a mask or a helmet someone handed you after just bothering you with completely incomprehensible ideas. At least I can actually fucking sleep now. I used to get clotheslined into drawing her over and over just to get a wink of sleep.As for me, my main questions kinda been what it is and how to meaningfully communicate with it, but its all kind of been one way for the most part. Too much pressure to not freak the fuck out, and too much confusion on the other end to make any sense. I think we've set some boundaries at least. Honestly I made somewhat decent headway when I came across the post of a schizoanon claiming he could rip up evil spirits and eat them with his mind. And I started trying to do that to negative emotions in the household. Detection pride.
>>41685295https://youtu.be/r6FNB2Hy5j8Antigo Montoya?https://youtu.be/r6FNB2Hy5j8You get it right. https://youtu.be/210sYMGeeY0More relevant than ever desu.Do youLike warm milk? And a curious ball?https://youtu.be/kofR7f7oNnE
>>41685388She gets so fucking happy, holy shit. Dancing, Singing. Hugging. The riffs get her going in a positive way. Close to sensory overload almost. The Fullmetal alchemist soundtrack gets her slowdancing sadly. I should probably organize this Playlist and download Mr Bluesky as an mp3.
>>41685398Antler man, yes I’m familiar, he, has antlers, and can stand up.You should try to befriend yourself. Befriend your inner self , be friend him, and put crystals around in the ground near you, this will help you befriend yourself. This will be good.
>>41685400Francisco Goya. Im fucking stupid.
>>41685407We love to sing.https://youtu.be/SpSMoBp8awMAnd dancehttps://youtu.be/sy1dYFGkPUEhttps://youtu.be/4auD1Y7d_7MI met 2 new friend that like singing just yesterday or so, they are interesting indeed, I can hear them now, they are very good singers, they are twins they say with such and odd name. Such an odd name for such odd fellows, and they say, more can come from where they. Isn’t that odd?
>>41685413Like..The bean…?
>>41685409My other guess and another anons guess was the horned god and a few others. Are candles on the horns a usual depiction? I have many gems in my possession. I keep them in a chest across from me. Peridot. Emerald. Amethyst. Ruby. Ruby was a gift of a friend. I feel as the only understanding we've ever had between each other is the phrase "Be Good."
>>41685418The artist. But yeah, I guess there's TECHNICALLY a can of beans with the same name.
>>41685420Oh indeed he is anon, you are unaware of the goings on here I am sure. Has a hunt there been. I will share with you.https://youtu.be/l7z5md6kmf8We have for ones like us a special entourage indeed. There is two of the ones who lead the pack such wise and good loyal friends are they. You should find them perhaps. Much is happening.
Browsing through my gallery reminds me that I had some Tarot cards pulled when we first met. I still see them sometimes. It all features her. The Hermit. The Moon. The High Priestess.I should not have drank a frappe either
>>41685434This image does not provoke familiarity in me. Uncertainty and confusion.I haven't been on this board for like. A year i think.
>>41685295>>41685434Do not abandon this quest anon, we have watched it eat others alive. You’re in it now. https://youtu.be/bV9z-Xkoqqg^-^https://youtu.be/IXvV_meX1h8:)https://youtu.be/S_Q-fOj9Mho
Recreation of what i painted in my journal. The real one is out there somewhere and I dont want to share it. I would rather not be called crazy.
>>41685449How can they call you anything if they have no mouth?
>>41685446Incomprehensible.No Litch vibes from her though. You are not the same link poster I knew from my old ass forum.
>>41685453Fucking smartass....you raise a valid point that in hindsight does explain a lot of things, but the journal version does have a jaw. I have just been telepathically laughed at. Again.
>>41685453LYRICS! She hijacks music. I figured this out a while back. Sometimes it works, usually not. Timings got to be right or its just like, a random inspiration beam instead of any meaningful communication.Like. Ultrakill music just has her fucking going crazy style on some drums. It's neat, but not really helpful.
hey bud. what seems to be the problem.
He’s def one.
>>41685472I still got no clue what the fuck im dealing with spiritually. Also outbursts seem to upset her.
>>41685467It feels right. https://youtu.be/FQlAEiCb8m0
>>41685489What IS it with people and links, genuinely.
>>41685484I’ll consult the master list. What most and simplest to describe her?Punk rock?Nanabohzo?Valkyrie? My Winter lady?
>>41685493:)Oh, someone started posting them a long time ago, and it sort of caught on, really it was more of a Facebook thing at first, but he had to disappear for a while, is not, yet shall be. https://youtu.be/UV5oZckkCI8
>>41685494Incomprehensible, thank you for the time.Her favorites seem to be Star Man (David Bowie) Blue Sky (Electric Light Orchestra) Hawaii Part II. Mind Electric got her fucking probing my mind to make me a kinder person for some shit man, that got me kinda fucked up
>>41685504Ohhh you’re her.See I knew you were part of it.
>>41685398She looks cutie i'd jerk off with her
You’ve gotta Do the extra thing, do you have a desert and a flare? That’s a tough one, but the views gonna be great. )-(^pocutre that in ur head when u gonna go sleep
"I was just a boy you see I plead of thee have sympathy for me."
>>41685518Completely incomprehensible. I am a man.
>>41685524its not like i get any privacy around here anyways.
Another shot from my Playlist. If anyone has a song name to add, go ahead. I got a few more hours before the sun comes up.
Come And Get Your Love. Is apparently good. Had to snooze for a bit cause I was fucking freezing.
Nyquul is kicking in and im crashing here. Night yall
Morning bump
>>41685537Does she like it? do you look at her in the eyes when you do it? i'd try to cum on her for shits and giggles
>>41686669psychic damageIt stopped watching after the first time let's leave it at that mr ghost gooner
>>41686731Thats pretty bad when you are so ugly you do psychic damage
>>41686938No, YOU give me psychic damage. There's always one ghost fucker in this thread. Im not gonna try cumming on them and clean up the jizz mess on my wall afterwards man.also they scare me too much (respectfully) to try that.
Bath time is okI do it in the dark by candle light now, honestly its pretty relaxing. Very Skyrim.
By the way i do not get what is so hard about staying clean. Like, just stop using dove soap for everything, it works yeah but it's not the end all for everything. If you got 6 bucks to spare get some glycerin soap or goats milk soap online if you feel super fancy. feels great man
>>41685494what was this guy waffling about
