>out of job for 6 months>1 month left of savings, cant find a job, 300 cv's sent, all rejections or ghosting>this month>Worst cold of my life, bed ridden for almost 2 weeks, weak to study or do anything>2 days later lift a box the wrong way and i get hemorrhoids with fever, bed ridden for 3 days>few days ago, randomly get the worst fucking tooth ache, pulsating pain and my tooth on that side isnt even bad. Pain so fucking bad i start crying and shaking>been on painkillers, sometimes they take 1+ hour to take effect when tooth pain starts>today, one of my rotten teeth cracks in half randomly>still no jobi genuinely am fucking broken at this point, what the fuck and i have a feeling its gonna get even worse cause i still got no job and no idea what to doanon... please say a prayer for me, im so fucking tired, this is the bottom and im scared it will get worse, i never done anything to deserve this kind of fucking, i dont even know what to call it...and i've been praying and everything has been so fucking bad latelyplease say a prayer for me anons
>>41689673Aight I'll pray for you, life gets you twisted at times hopefully things turn around soon
The bottom requires you to actually go homeless.The poor physical condition is the result of your feelings of shame, likely causing you to neglect proper primping over your insignificant emotional state
>>41689673i’m in a similar position. there are always blessings around you. saying a prayer for you anon. remember you can pray for yourself too. believe it can get better and don’t forget to say thank you
>>41689673I feel for you, my rage is the sameHad a good manufacturing job, kept to myself did good work had no discipline actions got along with everyone.One day higher ups are walking through. I'm doing a routine check that involves locking out the equipment. In this particular manufacturing room the box that gets locked out was broken. A deviation was written so that the plugs get locked out instead. Now these are inside the manufacturing room itself, and the higher ups were looking from the vestibule. You cannot see the plug from the vestibule room.Finish check, walk back into vestibule. Manager asks me if I locked out the box, I say no it doesn't need to be locked out. Honestly I thought it was a test to see if I was following the deviation so I answered it correctly. She was just like oh okay and gave no indication anything was wrong.Weekend comes, get call by HR on Monday. Terminated. Been there 5 years.Life is just unfair anon, more often than not these days.
>>41689673upbringing was blessed to the point i remember as a child lying back on my bed and looking up and saying, this is too good, there's no way this can keep up, i'm going to pay for this in the futureteens and young adulthood were pretty cursed and faced lots of challengespicked a path for myself in this kikecage shithole that worked for my strengths and interestsit was tough but this year i finally had somewhat of a breakthrough and seemed to be shaping my future to the positive met someone that i could actually see myself marrying and having kids with who seems to also really like me>BANG BANG WAKE THE FUCK UP NIGGA ITS PSYCHOSIS TIME!>OH YOU THOUGHT REALITY WAS REAL? EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT IS OPPOSITE FUCKHEAD!!!>NOW YOU THINK THE WORLD IS GOING TO END!>NOW YOU REMEMBER YOUR CHILDHOOD FEARS AND PARANORMAL ASSUMPTIONS THAT YOU FOUGHT SO HARD TO OVERCOME WELL THEY'RE BACK AND THEY ARE ALL TRUE!>REMEMBER HOW YOU THOUGHT THERE WERE THINGS WATCHING YOU ALL THE TIME SO YOU COULDNT ENJOY THE KIKEPORN PSYOPS BEAMED AT YOU AT ALL TIMES?>BUT YOU OVERCAME THAT FEAR?>ITS REAL NIGGA WE SAW IT ALL!>DONT WORRY YOU ASKED FOR THIS! YOU CHOSE THIS! >ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE FAKE RETARD!>YOU'RE ALSO ENTIRELY RIGHT AND EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD IS MADE BY YOU>OH YOU HATE YOURSELF NOW AND WANT TO DIE? >THATS WRONG AND ALL YOUR FAULT!it's actually kinda funny when you really think about it
>>41689673>>41689753listen if it makes you feel better if you go the self-employed route using the minor amount of financial safety net you were blessed with to grind skills for you to build a business with and you even lower your expectations and desires for it so you can just simply be happy living outside but adjacent to the systemthe kike hylics, golems and even kikespirits on this shithole just bombard you with psyops anyway like if you spent your life trying to make yourself unbreakable they find a way to break you anyway all real people are going through it right now so you at least have that, we're all real ones don't ask me for what the path forward is from this i'm still figuring it out
How many of you ITT are Christians? Just curious (but not for the reasons you probably think). How many of you are/were Born Again Christians specifically, and how has your life been since then, if applicable?
>>41689830>not datamining just curious tee hee fuck off worthless journo
>>41689830ask the CIA MKULTRA operators running this shit show not us
>>41689673Elaborate on how you pray, it matters.
>>41689673>>Worst cold of my life, bed ridden for almost 2 weeks, weak to study or do anythingThe pathogen going around rn is far worse than people realise.
>>41689960I just do, like everyone else, I wish for better times and it's getting so much worse
>>41689673The job thing is because you are a White male, and there is a concentrated effort to keep you out of the workplace.
>>41690253That's where you went wrong. Praying has nothing to do with wishing for better things to happen it is about connection with God. It is entirely transactional if you want a reward beyond connection with God, life is a test and your only guaranteed reward for faith is in the afterlife not here on earth. What did you offer God in return for your request? Did you actually enter a meditative state while you prayed and CONNECT with God? Or did you simply sit there screaming in the cage that is your own head?
>>41690259Is this true?
