I was a NPC in my ways of live my life, I knew that magic, gods etc was real but I watched slop on YouTube and twitter and I kinda like it, but one week of vacation I suddenly became super productive and in absolute peace, everything was good, I study a lot of things that I like and I didn't knew anymore that I could do anything with time (even thing that people tell that its impossible), no, I didn't knew, I live it, I was sure about reincarnation and there's nothing that happens that would make me bore, I could just sit and think about nothing for how long I want, it was pleasure to do nothing and more pleasure to do something, I was truly free, complete free will and conscious all the time. Also my dreams become a lot more vivid, every night I would have 3 dreams and there was literally no difference between reality and dreams, but I it don't scare me, it doesn't matter if I was in a dream or in real life I was alive, my Conscious was the only thing that matter for me. What was that?
>>41699131Might have something to do with where you were during your vacation, maybe there was a higher density of energy, ancient artifacts underground, ley lines and shitSounds like you got your almonds activated and now you will become schizo, but it's your choice to combine it with autism so that you can systematically be in contact with God
>>41699443I was in home actually
