I am going to meditate and pray and bring sacrifice to Jeremy Meeks every day until I die of old age if that's what it takes. As much as I would like to be the amor fati ubermensch I can't accept life as it is because I am playing with a losing hand and the game is rigged. Even if I win now I am afraid I am too jaded and black pilled to enjoy it or keep it because I know it's all fake.
Ahaha your first 20ish yrs...Your a slave to master your reality...After that you got 30ish years...To put all that worldly knowledge...To any actual use...And that depends highly...On your degree of understanding...After that you got maybe 25ish years...To reap if any at all...The ground is sour...The water acidic...And rodents are in their element...Good luck in your garden...