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enlightenment is nothing to me. shapeshifting into other animals in the astral realm aka shamanism? nothing. childsplay. the full solipsistic god consciousness realization? nothing. encountering and dealing with cthulu type entities? nothing. having my identity ripped to shreds to the point where i don't even know what i am anymore? i laugh. the realization of ungrounded chaos and absolute nihilism? pfffff. living whole other lifetimes during a heavy psychedelic trip as an inanimate object and i still dont know if "im out"? nothing. these are all nothing compared to what i have realized. i have seen and done it all. i have read every occult book, turned over every stone, no thing left uninvestigated, and here is my ultimate conclusion

merry christmas everybody