They are probably disgusted at what I have jerked off to.
>>41713382I'm just glad that you are making the effort, just keep trying. I will always be with you.
>>41713382They understand.
>>41713423amen. Thank you Lord, that you are understanding - it is difficult OP but keep trying
>>41713382Yeah you re right anon , as an Orthodox speaking They re right next to us , writing all of our intentions , thoughts , words , everything They re protecting us , giving us advices , helping us It's beautiful what God gave us , yet we still sin I'm post nut clarity I seriously need to consider self harm if I ever FAP ever again , I'm putting my left arm in boiled oil next time
>>41713382There is nothing wrong with masturbating. Stick with vanilla stuff if you feel shame.