Damn the day I was sexually abused for the first time.All my innocence ended in an instant.Damn the day I was abused the other two times.The abuse ruined my social skills.No teenage love. No kissing pretty girls even though I was very popular with them and they were always after me.My life goals were not fulfilled due to my lack of discipline, as I felt too frustrated and stressed all the time.There is no worse punishment for someone with high goals than feeling pathetic.I am nothing more than a spectator in the lives of the people around me.
it sucks. but lifes long and your view of the world will change.these are pages in your life, how they mold you defines the man.
if you were anally abused, then the complex pattern of pleasure and pain creates an energy vortex through which demons can enter your body. like when warm air collides with cool air and it can make a tornado. these anal pleasure tornados can create doorways for demons to inhabit you. in many cases the demon is passed on from the abuser to the abusee through these anal pleasure vortexes of energies. for this reason, it is my opinion man should abstain from anal sex, particularly when young. although it needs to be noted that other types of underage sex abuse also are damaging in many, many other ways
>>41714649Unfortunately, at some points in my past (not anymore) it was as if I were possessed, or at least possessed. I did all sorts of harmful things to myself.
>>41714654thats the anal energy tornado made the pathway for the demon to enter your soul. but it does not mean you're broken forever. you can break free of the demon it is entirely possible. you may cast it out in many of the monotheistic names of the 1 true holy God of this universe.
>>41714670>>41714654BTW FYI, and Im telling you this to try to help you but catholism or judaism are the 2 most powerful types of magic. If you want to rid yourself of bad spirits then those are the 2 ones to look at. If you're not ethnically jewish then you might have a pretty big problem with judaism. Jewish magic technically is usable by catholics too, though. But catholic magic is not usable in judaism. Jewish magic transfers up. But it does not go down in the opposite direction.
>>41714722most of magic are obscurations and illusions made by demons.That is why they don't work on people who don't worship demons.
>>41714765im talking about judaism and catholicism. grow up.
>>41714545Women seem to think loss of innocence is "cool"
>>41714772Yeah, try to cast a spell on a Rabbi and a Priest and let's see if it works.It will not, except if they worship demons discreetly, which many "mystics" do. Also there are many occultists, demon worshippers that don't know they serve demons in their secret societies, inside ranks of Catholics and Jews.
>>41714775Women are way more likely to be abused based on stats that are reported. But usually the ladies only want a person they can relate to during a rebound when they find out the Bad Boy Schema ain't worth it and go for the Who's a Gooh Boi!!!
>>41714786To grown adult women abusing female girls is "cool"Hence Ghislane
i feel OP, i was raped when i was 8 by a 11 year old girl, and lost the control to make meanfull connection it has been over two years since ive gone outside, spoke to any one other then my parents or have had siocal media,innocence is inportant!
>>41714670We're moving forward with the anal energy tornado terminology, then?
>>41714872Well shit, they've got to call it something.https://youtu.be/uyW1hU3WeCQ
>>41714872The anal energy tornado is real. Its a mixture of positive and negative forces. You feel anal pleasure from the penis massaging the prostate, but you also feel anal pain. The brain is not wired to accept such confusing mixtures of pain and pleasure. Thus the energetic doorways open from the clash of forces, in the same way tornadoes are formed by the clashes of hot and cold air.So yes we are moving forward with the anal energy tornado terminology. Or "Anal Energy Vortex" if you would like. We can abbreviate it with "AEV" in the future, if it makes you feel better.Its real and that's why OP said he committed self-harm when he got older >>41714654. I am not an amateur and I know what I am talking about. I sense energies and have 5D vision.
>>41714561And he's saying the pages where he was sexually abused kneecapped him for the rest of the story.
>>41714796It's recognition of the submissive sex, it might help make the adults feel certain in their situations by leveraging abuse. Over time you recognize that the female sex is submissive, the effects of puberty takes its toll and the child is lost, so seeing that recognition hit quickly to others within moments is like heroin.
>>41714545And you never will.Sincerely. Your rival.
Chaos tornadoes/vortexes are female magicThat's why women are excellent at circular logic and known to not be buildersNice try :*
>>41717226They built you didn't they?https://youtu.be/SITDNzbR4t4
>>41714545>Ruined social skills. No teenage love. No kissing pretty girlsI turned 30 a few days ago and as a kissless hugless virgin I can honestly tell you in all seriousness that I wish I had a cool abuse story like you do to use as an excuse for how much of a failure I am when it comes to wimminBtw, and this is entirely unrelated; have they already dumbed down the new captcha? Seems that way to me
>>41717706The girls were always inviting me out. Unfortunately, I was too withdrawn because of my trauma, so I never paid them any attention.
