What are the potential more occult reasons that when I encounter behavior I dislike, more and more, I find myself just wanting to obliterate their genitals. Like on reading:>>41718650I just imagined their groind region exploding. I can think of several reasons. Projection of castration anxiety, sense of personal failure, and desire to eliminate unwanted behavior and the ability for it to generate more of itself. What's notable is a near complete lack of inner resistance to this notion. I cannot even dream up some sort of elegant system where it takes all types and variation is beneficial and allowed. I don't like the part this person is playing and I want them gone. My subconscious wants to quietly prune them from the tree of life. If they ran another obvious sterilization program I would have little inner basis to try to help others remaining. And mind you this is sheer fatigue and disgust, contempt, applied to a poster I don't even know.This desire for relief and elimination of aversive stimuli must have some energetic or esoteric basis. I feel malice building within me, like a serpent slowly coiling around the solar plexus. I am sick of seeing these retards and their posts everywhere.
I suppose I also view it as a punishment. The ultimate "you aren't needed or wanted in the wiorld, you are a drain and a worthless burden" marking ritual. I read a retarded post and I jsut want the fucker to get a few kicks in the nuts.
>>41718683>>41718696So someone joked about chopping your balls off and now you’re looking for an esoteric reason behind your desire to reciprocate?
>>41718725No, that's my post. I posted *chops your balls off* and thought about his groin exploding.
>>41718733If that sort of reaction comes from your loyalty to the greater good, you should transform destructive savagery into constructive civility. It’s the harder yet proven path for positive change in the world. Dumb people are but one cross to bear. Let them fuel you.
>>41718683for whatever weird reason no matter where i go or what i do i feel like some ownership of the thinganything that was built or made or designed or painted, especially historically, i feel like "this is mine, this is all mine, this belongs to me, who are these people claiming it's theirs" and i always chalked it up to some kind of maniacal egotistical thing going on inside me, something primitive but not in an angry way or like a desire to conquer and tear it all down or steal it back i dunnoit's like a calm subconscious confusion and sense of belonging and ownership to things i consciously know i don't own or have any right to it's probably my most uncomfortable subconscious feeling or intuition i have other than the "things/spirits are watching me" feeling which i've also always had
>>41718787I can tell you are wise to your subconscious mind, many are not able to do this. They must hide their subconscious from themselves. I have dealt with similar things in the past, the lesson, that sucks and I may not agree with still, will be taught to you so you should take effort to learn it before it is taught to you, is that each of these people are real and could be just as you are, either by their own uplifting, or your own downfall. Do not let the world teach you this lesson.Your reactions are natural and healthy. If someone comes along and “likes” your thing, but they are stupid, they will change it for the worse. Have you ever came up with an idea that everyone liked, but then everyone decided it should be changed in a way that you absolutely despise? This is annoying, but as a leader, you should use this to control the people. This is why the occult is kept secret, don’t want a bunch of bobbies going around spouting off your genius quips and quotes, your sacred dogma, with their foolish looks and goofy ways. Better to keep the real cool stuff a secret, like a hidden gemstone, they would demand to see its beauty once glimpsed, they would crush it underfoot dancing to its glory, destroying it.
