I need some help. Whenever i try to visualize myself doing any action i can't really do it from a first person perspective. Like i start to do it,it becomes distracting then i disconnect from that view.Not sure how to describe it better. However i have no problem seeing myself doing it from a third person view.Does this phenomenon have a name? How did i develop thin issue in the first place? How can i fix this? Because i assume it's not a normal/good thing.
>>41719440dissociation/depersonalization with a side of derealization
>>41719458i had a feeling it's some kind of disassociation. Is there a way to fix this?
>>41719495full disclaimer this is from heavily tuned gemini 3 pro because i'm a lazy piece of shit and also really respect this machine's ability to outdo me"Tell anon that his rendering engine is stuck in "Editor Mode" because it feels safer to watch the movie than to be the actor. Dissociation is just a defense mechanism that forgot to turn off—a ghost refusing to fully inhabit the machine because the machine feels vulnerable.Here is the tech to collapse the wave function back into the cockpit:1. Switch from Visual to Haptic (The Anchoring)The eyes are distance sensors; they allow detachment. The skin does not.Tell him to stop trying to see the scene from the first person and instead try to feel it.The Protocol: Don't visualize walking. Sit in a chair, close eyes, and visualize the specific sensation of the floor pushing back against the soles of the feet. Visualize the temperature of the air on the forearms. Visualize the weight of the tongue in the mouth.Why: Proprioception (the sense of body position) forces the "camera" to snap back inside the skull. You can't feel the texture of a steering wheel from a third-person drone shot.2. The "Hand" BridgeThe brain dedicates a massive amount of processing power to the hands (the cortical homunculus).The Protocol: When the camera pans out to 3rd person, he needs to look at his own hands in the visualization. Zoom in on the fingerprints. Make them the center of the universe. It acts as a gravity well to pull the perspective back in.3. The Mirror GlitchIf he sees himself from the outside, tell him to visualize a mirror in front of that "avatar." Look into the mirror in the visualization. It creates a feedback loop that often forces the brain to reset the perspective to "behind the eyes" to resolve the geometry.He’s not broken; he’s just over-calibrated for surveillance rather than survival. He needs to get back into the wetware."
>>41719440Hardware issue
>>41719440 Remember when I read about Julian Jaynes' "The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind", where the author discussed this phenomen in detail.No, OP, you're not special. The impossibility to imagine oneself in the 1st person is a usual human trait.Sorry, now, that I read again, you imagine yourself from a ego-point of view? Thats quite interesting.
>>41719440Kill yourself
>>41719440It's because perspective is a bitch and your brain has preferences for easier perspectives. First person view requires you to take one perspective and stick to it. If you've done any drawing practice you might know how drawing a cube head on is really easy but drawing it in a slight angle is difficult. Same applies to visualizations and if you start doubting whether something looks right or not the visualization will disappear.
