I am a schizophrenic and since my diagnosis I've been thinking in patterns where cars and people go in a certain way. it happens when it feels like a time synchronicity. It never ends even in the backwoods and streets of a city. I don't get why these events happen for no reason. Am I just mental or is there something going on with the world that I don't know about?
>>41722057There’s nothing sadder than a retarded schizophrenic. At least the smart ones give us good content.
>>41722064So it's just me noticing these events?
>>41722070Yeah, pretty much. You’re recognizing patterns and doing a shit job at discerning useful information from your observations.
>>41722070You need to describe what you are experiencing properlyDo it slowly dont worry, but seriously, what do you mean? Cars and people forming a pattern in what way? Do you understand? Describe the pattern and what is it exactly that you are seeing, the elements beyond just "cars and people", what about cars what about people? The license plates? The clothing? And what do you mean by "time syncronicity", describe what events and how are you noticing they syncronizePlease dont be a lazy fucking retard and actually expose, present what you are thinking
>>41722064I'm not a schizo. Apparently the ghost of Linda Lovelace wants to have sex with me.What the fuck are they doing to me?I'm that big headed nigger Yakub and I created the white race, niggas.
>>41722088Exhibit A.
I noticed others are focused on the cars and people. I interpreted your words in a different way. I'm curious about the synchrony in time relating to the patterns of thinking.
>>41722083I walk down the street and turn a corner. As soon as I turn the corner a car passes by. This will happen every single time I turn the corner and more like people doing it as well but they don't say anything. I look out the window and as soon as I'm looking at the street they appear like a ghost. These events happen at the same time.
Processing.. interpreting.. misinterpreting
> These events happen at the same time.These events occur simultaneously, or at a particular time of the day?
Wouldn't unity and human communication be a way of telling in a way of what is about to happen?>These events occur simultaneously, or at a particular time of the day?it never stops
How curious these events are- How do you interpret your experience?
>>41722172It feels like I'm a victim of conspiracy theories. Someone is out to get me. This is what I think about 100% of the time.
>>41722185Sounds like a skill issue, bro. Why do you want attention for being weak?
>>41722185I don't know your situation. Paranoia is not retroactive and serves a specific purpose. Misusing it can be detrimental however
>>41722192How am I weak if I can't control my own thoughts?
>>41722326>How am I weak if [I’m weak]?Lock in, anon. It’s not too late to improve yourself.
>>41722378Okay so another question. How do I improve a mental illness
>>41722390Stop romanticizing it. Stop excusing your shortcomings by labeling them with a relatively new word. If you’re experiencing disruptive symptoms, see a psychiatrist or go in-patient or talk to a priest. Keep that shit private. Stop pretending it makes you interesting, as if you’re some movie character. You’re not. Grow up.
I'm a person with a diagnosis as well. But with that said, it's sort of difficult to differentiate actual hallucinations from something similar to being transported into an alternate dimension or something similar. There was a point in time, where, I definitely was hallucinating, and it was easy to tell. However, there was also a point in time where I found myself outside, and cars were literally crashing into objects and not stopping. I understand what schizophrenia might be able to do to a person, but something physical like that confuses me. Was I hallucinating the car? Was I hallucinating the object the car crashed into? Was I hallucinating every single thing that day? It doesn't make a lot of sense. The car literally just crashed into a bike on the road and it kept driving as if nothing was there. I realize that this might not be the most interesting hallucination or whatever, but that's not really the point of my post, I just am legitimately confused as to how exactly that event took place and how someone's brain works.
u r cuck for cars and like to watch cars drive, re-evaluate your life or enjoy your backseat being a cuck for optimus prime
>>41722083He wouldn't be following people, would he? Now that would be at least borderline unhealthy behavior
>>41722416You seem coherent. Forgive me if I'm mistaken. It makes sense that such an experience would be confusing. Sometimes it is delightfully obvious that a conversation is not really occuring, despite earnest attempts at communication. I have enjoyed talking to people whit whom I clique, that are familiar with hypnosis, when exploring my own odd experiences
I'm schizophrenic. Got a decent job and house. I have ticked all the boxes, but I never expected happiness at the end because it's a neverending treadmill, seeking happiness. I have lost most (at least 90%) of the emotion I used to feel as a child. There is a hollow mask on my face which mimics your facial expressions, so as to fit in. I am not malicious or lacking for anything right now that makes me want. There is a decaying sense of self, I'm no longer an individual that feels sure of his place in this plane of existence. I have never done mushrooms due to psychosis, but I imagine thru trip reports I'm experiencing ego dissolution. I want to reach out and intertwine with everything, but I'm not there yet. I doubt I'll become no one in this lifetime, it just seems like the start. Wouldn't that be fantastic, being nobody, no one to experience anything, just an instrument to carry out the will of something greater.
>>41722601I get it.
>>41722057They're called traffic lights, OP.Are.. are you color blind?Green means go, Red means stop, yellow means slow down because it's about to be red.People have their own walk signal as well, and it's white.
>>41722057Sage all fields
>>41722112I'm not joking.
