anyone else feel like they've made too many bad decisions in life to be redeemed? im not a monster but i have done enough to be shunned by lots of people. I never really developed socially in the proper ways so I emulated the douchebaggery and narcissism i was surrounded by, because I learned being a quiet introvert makes people hate you and assume all kinds of insane shit about youI worry my soul is possibly damned, even though Jesus seems to be an actual being that I can call out to for help in my times of need.
>>41723302How would you reply if someone else wrote what you just did? My guess is you wouldn’t judge them harshly and give them some positive encouragement. Be kind to yourself. Everyone’s a product of their environment.
>>41723302Not exactly. Rather the opposite. A string of "bad" decisions got me right where I am. Now better affix bayonet, soldier, and get ready. You don´t want to be left behind ...
>>41723302How old are you? It's normal to have things you regret in your youth. Every year up until around 21 I would see my past self 12 months ago as a complete embarrassment. If you are around that age forgive yourself and move on.
>>41723302If you're still wondering "can I be redeemed?" The answer is yes.Otherwise you wouldn't give a fuck.Find Christ anons.
>>41723302Every single morning. But you don't need feedback fren you already made it!That last bit says it all, Jesus is the de way muh bruddah.
>>41723302You have an enemy who is real, and at it's very head is satan, who is also very real, who "comes only to steal and kill and destroy" (John 10:10)The enemy will sow doubt, discord and uncertainty, the enemy will want to demoralise and confuse you, the enemy wants to destroy you and there is absolutely nothing off the table in the way they do it, nor will they ever stop until utterly defeated themselves - Christ defeated satan eternally on the cross, the victory is His.Accepting Christ means rejecting and denying the enemy, and any thoughts that make you doubt that Jesus has done this for you, you specifically. Rid yourself of any and all doubt OP; be saved in the name of Jesus Christ, give Him all honour, glory, thanks and praise. Know that He - and He alone - has paid the cost for your redemption. Glory to God in the highest. amen.>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVQ5hkuqwbo
>>41723361Being left behind is when the real shit begins. When even your friends and allies lost track of you. That's the real healing. Since it's pure, having reduced needless entities to zero, cut out with Occam's borrowed razor. In that context accountability is the only option, as it's all you.
>>41723532Pretty healthy attitude. Relation must not even be entirely cut here, just put on neutral gear. Where dependency defines them at least. Funny thought btw, when everyone is marching in the wrong direction being "left behind" is just the go to strategy!
>>41723710Maybe this attitude is good but it is efficient. Neutral gear is generous and kind, I'm ready to unhook the trailer and drop a couple gears.But benevolence is a virtue and good companions are rare, so what about the keepers? The ones worthy of their weight? Here the light will guide me, I suppose.
>>41723302you can work the guilt off, 1. make sure to prevent any future sin2. attone for past sins by doing good3. start doing good for yourself, get yourself in good shape, physically and mentally4. to be able to help your closest friends/family5....6. profit
>>41723801Ah yes. You will know them, or learn to do so. More generally, the type that would get along on their own ... or even if not capable of it would at least make an honest attempt at it.