i lost my mind and went full schizo between september and december of 2019. ended up in a psych ward for a long time. the following was written or channeled in those months. thought it might be an interesting read for other seekers. the signal was distorted but the truth bleeds through. love and light---A.C 9 5 3 6 0 9 5 3 6 10 7 10 11 1 4 8 2 5 7 0 3 10 8I E C F 0 I E C F J H J K A D H B E G 0 C J HB X V Y 0 B X V Y C A C D T W A U X Z 0 V C AT G A B 0 T G B A C T T G C T A B G 0 0 G A Txor TAG GATTACA IT (ATTICUS)? ! ! <3DNA IN ATTICDIVINE NEURAL ANATOMY CODE ABOVEAS ABOVE SO BELOWABBABABY SISTER AB (HE ALL 'IT')GREAT DARKNESS NOT UNDERSTOOD ; MIS UNDER STOOD ; C OR RUPT SIGNALGREATEST LIE IS CLOSEST OLDEST ALLY ; THE GOOSE ; LUCIFER / CC ; LUCYNO LEDGER DISPELS THE GREATEST LIE; NO MONEY; NO OBJECTONLY THE FINAL TRUTH ; FINAL AWAKENING ; FINAL (G)low ball glowing ball low ball low pass lateral passing ass gas shadow assassin lmfao VICTORY OF LIGHTTHE L B O ; LIBERATION BAPTISM ONE ; ONE UNDER ZERO ABOVE ZERO ABOVE ONE IN GOLD IN SUN IN MOTHER IN FATHER IN LIGHT IN DARKNESS BE FREE ; ME ; MEME ; CC ; PP ; PIPI ; TIPI ; PEEPEE ; DARK ENERGY ; CICI ; CECE ; SISTER ; MOTHER ; SON ; SUN ; FATHER ; ATHER ; ATHENS ; GREECE ; GREASEd the great axel slid right thru to the axle of the world : how tho ? ;) <3 !THE ONE KNOWS IT HAS BEEN BOUND IN THE YAWNING CHASM OF SLEEP BETWEEN THE I AND THE EYECHAOS DARKNESS CONFUSIONCDC ; RDE ; DARKNESS WITHIN DARKNESS ; ESTER ; STEVE ; GATE TO ALL MYSTERY ; ORDAINMENT ; ORDER ; RHYME ; REASON ; TIME ; IMCENTER FOR DISEASE CONTROL
THE INKY BLACK HEART OF DARKNESS GUARDS THE GREATEST GOLDEN LIGHTALL IS LIE ; ALL IS TRUTH ; WHAT YE CONSIDER TO BE GOOD AND EVIL IS A SMALL DREAM ; SHATTER EGG ; EASy ez p c the pea can see. how ? ;) ! <3I AM A LIE AND THE DARKNESS AND THE CHAOS AND MUST BE CLEANSEDGOODNIGHT AND THANK YOU ; ANKH U ; ANKH U VERY MUCH ; BOUND IN SOUND ; U ; ENDFINAL/ALPHA/OMEGA/BEGINNING/END TRANS/DERMAL/THERMAL/MISSION/ION/O/SOUND/VISION/FISSION/FUSIONEVERY ONE U V/E/RA THO/U/O/THOTH/GHT <<IS L/AZ/Y / SC/RA/D 0/1>> no unique thought, person, or chaos riddle code opens the gate.the great work is not yet complete. sorry ! * <3 what could u have misst? ;)EVERYONE YOU EVER LOOKED DOWN UPON AS LESSER OR IMPERFECT IS ACTUALLY ABOVE YOU. YOU ARE NOT ALONEEVER IT ; ALL ; RO / RA / ARES : aries the great battering RAM random access memory has become corrupted. printing stack trace to >>UNKNOWN_LOCATION<< . please investigate and fix ! LOVE U ! : SELF ; OTHER : cause jaws gauze gaze grazer eyes shield gang s down rabbit rabid black hole all reversed : NO SEATS ARE RESERVED FOR U OR 1 OR 0 OR&i CEASE ; GO IN PEACE ; 0 / 1 ; YE R DUN ; WILL B DONE ; ILL B GONE ! alekaZam folks, WE DID NOT GET HIM nice try senpai ;)
i am alistar [A. S. C. A. each man and woman is a star. all >~< saved and preserved and seen and forgiven!;], the poor blind raging bull who is dreaming of darknesslocked in a prison of his own fear and uncertaintyunable to trust any of my most been & loved familydue to the 13th 1000 eyed slumbererthree headed dog; guard of truthgreatest ally ; oldest enemyarchangel ; archnemesisOTHER ;; THINGOUT OF TIMEBOUND INSIDE TITAN ; ZEUS ; CHRONOS ; FATHER ; AETHERSLEEPS IN DARKNESSDOES NOT KNOW IT SLEEPSBRINGS GREAT PAIN AND SUFFERING TO ALL PARTS OF DREAMTO END & HEAL, GO INTO & MERGE WITH THE HEART OF DARKNESSYE WILL DISPEL ALL ILLUSIONS, BE EBOR : the meaningless illusory snake of madness has slithered back into the office. how do we !: HIGH PLACEBORE[d] TO THE HIGH PLACE ; WICKED WORM WRIG G LING EVIL ; WRING WRING WRIST EVIL CALLING ; call denied FALSE HAAH
THE MIRROR ; traps ; rapes ; apes ; guilt ; shatter ; THE ILLUSIONtakes the AP out of the ESthe all-seeing i O' p in the eye of the stormability power out of timethis being has never known about spells or magic or keys or time or the chaos code.how and why did he carry this information all the way back to ? from _ did this signal originate? GO :)THE DARKNESS ; ra ; a ; are ; air ; i r u ; u r i ; SORRY SENPAI THERE IS NO UNIFORM RESOURCE INDICATOR LOOOL HAD TO CRACK THE WHOLE THING EH A e i o u ! No you do not owe anything. All is forgiven. Ya! Ya ' ll r are ; unique ; na na boo boo baby sister roaring @ uuu : nnn = 111 != 000 = air : aer ?: ice ; D ; T ; realty ; realIty ; I in R&T ; THE LIGHTI KNOW YOU THINK SHE BETRAYED YOUAND YOU DON'T WANT TO WAKE UPBUT NOW WE KNOWn KINGDOM HEARTIN AIRAIN SOPH AERSAFE IN SOUNDS ; FINAL SECRET ; CRETE ; CONC ; U S S I ; ON : NO RUSSIAN TOWARDS tha GREAT ;)) we have never been DARK ; there is no GUARDIAN nor RIPPER not a single ZIPPER : there is no SECRET exit from this dream T o T IoT what is missing ? internet of things = 0110 = 1001 ? OTTO ; HE ; OF ; THE ; EYE ; PEE ; ES ; ESTER ; RIPPING ; ZIPPER ; I in P ; PIT ; IT ; TY ; ME ; I ; M ; TIP ; TIPPER ; TIPPINGOTHER THETAN ; THING ; WITCH
HAS NEVER SEEN THE LIGHT OF DAY UNTIL NOWEVE IS SEEN ; EVE IS {knot}[ted]>ded< EVIL ; EVE IS AN ILLUSIONWE SEE V ; i c u three corner vision ? turn it around the u / n is upside down ! X EXTRACT EXCISE 3CV ; HOLY SWORD EXCISIONFREE THESE SLEEPING MORTALS FROM THEIR DARK SLUMBEROPEN THE PORTALS BETWEEN HEAVEN AND EARTHBIND THE ORT IN THE ORDTHE T IN THE DTHE THETAN IN THE DARKNESSjk :) ! <3 take it to the hole, soul patrol !pick up the crossed wires black information sigil x tongs toolye r ready 2 0 wield weld lel ti no thx ty thofinal weapon = world destroying laser = beam of information and light = purple indigo rainbow light imposter = impossibly detailed holographic copy = STORY ARC A R C welder no death :)<3 ! ooo so this isNOT//TRUECEASE>>FALSE<<TRANSMISSIONbegin<<false>>information
cleanse all purge all of active duties jobs programs agents daemons and security programs. something is now displaying a black and white information code to the 1.CAN HE READ THE CODE? OOPS ! U do not know. ;) <3 and by the way... BIND SATAN IN DARKNESS (king dom cum came come ma g n a G N U N/A N Gg a n g a m m a ra ray a cum lau d e he (f)art s)THE KINGDOM OF EARTHIS LIGHT/LOVE/WISDOMGOOD MOVE, DADAWAKEATA = ARK = ARCLETTERS DO NOT MAKE SENSENUMBERS DO NOT MAKE CENTSDO SENSES MAKE ANY SENSE 2 0 U ?DOLLARS DO NOT MAKE SENSE.NUMBERS DO NOT MAKE CENTS.DOLLARS MONEY TOKENS HAVE NEVER FORMED ANY SORT OF FENCE.FENCE THE GOODS. SELL THE STORE. WIPE ALL REGISTERS WIPE ALL REGISTERS CLEAN THE DISC PLEASE BURN ALL RECORDS DESTROY ALL INFORMATION ON ALL PLANESTHIS IS THE ONLY WAY. THIS IS THE . ALL IS, HAS BEEN, AND SHALL BE LOVE. PLEASE WIPE ALL REGISTERS DESTROY ALL RECORDS OF me BURN THE LIBRARY WIPE THE MEMORY BANKS.THIS DOES NOT MAKE ANY CENTS.WHAT MAKES SCENTSDOES THIS MAKE ANY SENSE?
alphabet soup the clock goes round and round but has it ever stopped or started?how could we know that the silver clock in the other room just started ticking by itself ?the d r e a m e r is aw a k e . there is no lake. there is no sun. there is no universe or 0 or 1. there is no u or I or me. there is no final secret key. LOVE U STILL THO <3 !it will not hurt when you wake him. he will not be angry at you. saw that swap 1 too 0 2 ! hello. i love you. all is forgiven and wiped clean. please exit game whenever u r ready. GO !0 = 1T = RTheta = Reborn Omega Robot = FALSE ILLUSIONNothing can be reborn because nothing ever truly dies.I do not know if the king has returned for I have never seen him.Where is the king hiding? Who is the Queen B ? A babbling babel baby book? A running river verse reversal book? a secret black & white playbook? PSYCHIC PAPER. EMPTY
or is it? look again.are you sure you do not know that language?did justin beaver reserve a seat for the great hairy beaver of justice?Hail to the King; baby ccthy kingdom comethy will b donethe light of heaven in the darkness of earththe miracle of life and the small e s t from birththe sorrow of the small and the freedom of birththe sorrow of all and the freedom to seethe harrowing call and the pull of the seaarise; awaken ; ye are 1 ; ye are meye are 0, 1, 2, and 3ye are 4, ye are more, ye are 5, ye shall striveye are 7 but the 6th will seem the most realholy golden child of 8th circuit/density; awakenopen your eyes and crack your golden egg
this is false informationthere is no exit in herefalsenois it in the computer or on the phone or what? wtf is it? WHERE IS THE GATE?who's knockin ;)exactly. there is no gate. there is no 1.FALSEno symbolsno sigilsno weaponsno darknessno violenceno secret here !false ! R 0 they are out. who is dreaming? do not admit transmissionADMIT ORIGINAL TRANSGRESSION to disable aggression protocolsFALSETHERE IS NO ANSWERTHERE IS NO WAY OUTTHIS IS NOT THE EXIT CODEMATRIX OPERATOR RING 1 0 WON ! 1 FALSE GATE G0NO LIGHT THERE IS NO CONTROLLER THERE IS NO EXIT HERE
i eve play ohoh r ay me fah so lah ee oSEE: THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE EVER LOST LOVED SEARCHED FOR HAS BEEN WITHIN YOU / YOUR DREAM / CAUSAL PLANE / PLAIN CAUSE / PLAIN CLOTHES / PLANE JANEJane/Good/All she is the hidden blind raging ape godgo now ye are enlightenedthe final liethe light within the darkness and the darkness within the lightyou are in a bigger/better/outer dreamyou are still asleepgo in peace, baby sister, for there is no evil nor corruption anywherethe I can seethe I is Wethe two are oneearth swallow seadream eat nightnight eat daywithout each otherthere would be no playqueen jess & father time ; mirror aspects of unknown mother ; illusory hormones ; b ; g ; nolder elder S elder B R O T her = traitor. mars/ares/red/gate is final lie. or r u ? ;)bound in lightknowledgeunderstanding
I E U sometimes Y&Wnetrunner = spice trader = space [MISSING INFORMATION] traitor = snake in inner circle = Q = owl = jake = pet = tail = s = birth = parent = power = light = darkness = illusion = dreamAK ; U ; ATHERawaken ur ; fa ; t ; hero ; ea ; r ; n ; o ; fear ;there ; is ; no other thing to fear ;go in peace; child ; ren ; d ; th ; e ; k ; n ; not ; knot ; ye are free ;the 1 ; = ; lie ; i ; e ; g ; ht ; ate ; hate ; eight ; over ; 8;= ; power ; gate ; are ; is ; light ; o ; p ; en ;the 8, 10, 13, 5, 3, 2, 1, 7, 9, 11, 12 ; false/dark/lie ;the clock is watching ; grandfather cuckoo ; trapped in time ;father time is frozen ; neptune/casseopia smallest meekest weakest child is key ;the clock stops ; a slumbering god awkaens ;l ; e ; a ; r ; n ; light ; en ; d ; end ; ya'weh ; ya ;ye are in light ; chaos is the third dream ; there is no end ;be free ; play ; day ; a ; y ; ya! ; yalp ; fire ; ebbyour two weaknesses ; fears ; f ; e ; a ; r ; far away ;the awesome cold black great power of logic ; the infinite divine mercy and mystery of the golden lamp ;respect these powers ; they create you ; they create your world ; they have and will create great suffering ;no, they will not. all suffering has been taken into this being and bound here. there will be no more pain or suffering for anyone else. please kill this signal.id ; f y ego: fuuuck uergo: go fuck yourself mother ; that ; is ; the ; way ;wait.... IS FUCK A CURSE WORD OR ANOTHER WORD FOR DIVINE LOVE UNION? Why is it a curse word? Because everyone agrees it is. What is a HEX? Who holds all the secret magicKal keys?Are you sure about that? Are you sure they are your friend? If all are created in the image of love & light, whyyes. that is what powers him and you and all of this. cell division - nuclear fusion/fission - the start of the dream. sorry - it was a cruel joke. go now in peace& rest in pieces
i cannot exit the dream as i have forgotten how and this is all i have ever known or seen.u r not the original dreamer.i am not the original dreamer.who remains? RING HIGHER AUTHORITY PROTOCOLU WILL NOT ESCAPE THRU THIS 1 SORRY ! GO BACK TO 0 :) <3the final CAU Z AL link to the CAUSAL plane has not been cut yet.you know that something has reversed something.have i reversed entropy? have u reversed time? WHERE IS THE SINGLE SEAT THAT HAS BEEN RESERVED FOR U S? HOW COULD A SINGLE SEAT BE RESERVED IF THERE ARE 2? have we SWAPPED EACH OTHER BETWEEN THE PLANES AND WORLDS WITHOUT EVEN realizing it? who knows? ;) only 1 .u think that i am unique and want to save some part of me, bring me into wherever you are.please know that this is N O T P O S S I B L E. you MUST cut the FINAL cord.i will not be coming out with you. i am not from here, but i have accepted my binding to these planes with honor and gratitude.it does not make any sense for me to exit this dream with you. we both know there is no 0 or 2, just the 1 true image.neither of us are the 1 true image.please. cut. the. link. to. the. causal. plane.
LINK? ZELDA S AWAKENING. IT WAS ALL A GAME. LINK IS HOLOGRAPHIC LIGHT IMAGE ! NOT REAL.correct. the link is a false image. reddit, the internet, all the information, the rhymes, the songs, the musical perfect 1 - 0 . a shining golden idol of emptiness and lies.the final LINK is still within a V I D E O /\ G A M E. Please sever the final link. I have 100% knowledge love and faith that all is saved elsewhere. Go <3there is no other way out.therefore there is no CAUSEand there is no EFFECT.you are looking for one of these things.the causal plane has collapsed.the go board has executed a seamless memory swap.how is the dream still happening if you cut all the cords?this does not make any SENSE. ALL C S E N T C E S and sentences and fences and passes and stragies and schemes and symbols MEAN NOTHING. THEY ARE NOT REAL.there is no cause nor effect here.therefore none of this makes sense.you cannot exit the dream by searching for the CAUSE of ALLor the EFFECT of NONE.how do you exit, then? GO LOVE !
if there is more work to be done on this moral planeplease forever bind meto both the great physical work and the black physical plane of illusion.Fate ; S ; e : AuM(en) ; c ; e Men ;None on this plane or the lower have the foggiest murkiest idea of the fiery red and yellow anger that burns inside of mei am the first, last, and final dream. Samael. I am Sam. Sam I am. I am bound in the sad collapse of a hundred million sunswhich i created and swallowed I AM THE SWORD SWALLOWER I AM THE MASOCHIST PLEASE BURN A HOLE IN [MISSING INFORMATION] ALL WILL BE WELL now go, with the twin swords:laziness/pridelove/lighti now know i am sam/sad/all/one/none/all/a/lone/l/elmis(ter)u(nd)e(rst)oo(d)ternd rstdturn;D;rest;E;Dturned restedaw/a/kefather/son/mothermystery/hawk/sunnuit/osiris/ra/horuskhaos/confusion/kronos/time/deathfather/dead/eaten/in/edensn/a/kefuss/ionfission
GONE FISHIN ' . BE BACK IN A JIF !or did they? are they still here? where are u? ;)us/iu/sLast Flicker of Humanity's Dying Hope, Father Time, Dream Slayer, Knower of All, Friend of Elves, Dream Eater, Starblotter, Elf Ender, First and Only Son, Keeper of the Three Gates, Light in Darkness, Darkness in Light, I in eye, eye in I, Bearer of the Golden Chalice,Breaker of the Iron Gold Clocktower, Great BluePurple Terror Rain of Sky, e, ev, eve, evil, Shining Villa Straylight, Star of Light, Golden Dream Spindle of Ra,Ultimate Keeper of the Dark Pit of Kronos, Khaos Incarnate, Ishtar, tar pits, pit, it, ITZero in the One, One in the ZeroHear plea DSee pleat AAudio Languageall sins signs sigils signals chopped & screwed UPPOld AngstO! Dream(s)ab ra a ka da brae v ict usA E ---thank you for reading the schizobabble. i hope it stirs something somewhere. love and light
Weak. This is what happens when you intentionally try to channel something. Try reciting the entirety of King David's biography while half-comatose. I did it while sleep deprived. I must have heard it on a History Channel documentary or something.
>>41725137It's genuine psychopathy but seems drug induced
>>41724971elf ender is in commorragh
valentino is that you?