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>>41728047
You can get back there. Let yourself heal and meditate/pray about it, focus on living a meaningful life and don't focus on the past. There's always hope anon maybe you just hit a rough patch.

>>41728047
you didnt lose anything your mind put yourself in a protective state of mind which you now know so now you can exit it
(all the bad things is yourself doing it to protect yourself you just have to hover above your mind to see your mind and then nudge your mind)

>>41728047
Well it's a good thing. Empathy disrupts our understanding of self-emotions. Self emotions are our brain understanding itself. Empathy on the other hand, confuses our brain of itself and the other. This creates mental illness, thus makes you prone to mind control.

Turn off computer. Adopt cat/dog. Talk to people more. makes peace with family. Practice crying during sad movies/media. Practice other emotions too.
(Hope you aren't on some deadening drugs)

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>>41728457
what if I deserve this? I mean that I earned it

Have ypu tried to cry? Or are you too weak to cry (like me)?

>>41729360
I dont cry, I dont feel anything im so numbed

>>41729371
The voices in my head tell me you have a blockage in the brain, too much cortisol amd such. Try to force it out, it's the only way to clean out your cerebrospinal fluid.

>>41729381
why doesnt God do it for myself instead? Why He is so distant, where are His so called miracles?

>>41729371
Since you're numb to it all, they suggest that you think back to your youth or infancy to when you felt love and empathy and mourn yourself. Bonus points if you can find what broke you and not only come to terms with it, but forgive it and accept it.
>>41729392
God lives through you and your struggles are his. Even though he made this all, it was made the way you make your dreams.

>>41729411
>they suggest that you think back to your youth or infancy to when you felt love and empathy and mourn yourself.
I have passed through that phase of remembering, I have cried at young pictures of me, but never knew why and I never healed. I kept sinning, and ignoring God.
>Bonus points if you can find what broke you and not only come to terms with it, but forgive it and accept it.
Nothing external broke me, just my sin, and my unrepentant stubborness. Im afraid I have blasphemed the Holy Spirit by not attending His convictions, and know I dont feel any conviction or moral responsability at all, I feel lost, I have no compass, its like Im already in Hell

>>41729447
Have you ever truly been in love with another, the perfection they embody in your minds eye? That is a small glimpse into how God sees you, but his is truly one without condition. It is only your fear that keeps you from accepting it, it hasn't gone anywhere, you have merely seperated yourself from it.

>>41728047
you have blockage in your heart chakra. heal it and you are back to your form.

>>41729447
The seven most painful Walls of Separation that impact the majority of human beings on this earth are:

1. Unworthiness
2. Shame / Guilt
3. Lack of Trust / Self Doubt
4. Betrayal / Abandonment
5. Anger / Rage
6. Fear
7. Entrapment / Enslavement

>>41729501
>Have you ever truly been in love with another
Not really but i get it, although I feel incapable to fall in love now

>>41729512
I have all of them
>>41729505
I wish life would be that easy that you can heal by doing yoga postures

>>41729571
You will find it if you want it, you got to want it. Remember that free will is a fundamental force of nature, so if you let the dark forces trick you into seperating yourself from it, it only works because they got you to do it, you feel? I believe in you Anon, you got this.

>>41729592
They have already tricked me and I have fallen into. I have fallen for all their tricks. But now I want to get out of darkness, but it feels imposible, I have a brick on my chest instead of a heart. My free will feels limited but maybe it is an illusion

>>41729613
>I have a brick on my chest instead of a heart
That's literally the heart chakra blockage the other Anon mentioned; sounds to me like you can actually physically sense it.

>>41729646
should I do yoga? genuinely asking

If you actually had it once and have lost it due to some traumatic experience, I recommend either kittens or find some really big boobs to play with.
If you're not a cat person you can also substitute puppies. And you really shouldn't take on the responsibility of a pet in your current mental state, so better you visit someone else's.

>>41729613
Free will is without limit and can change the physical nature of material reality with enough conviction. It is the mechanism through which the holiest and most faithful are capable of miraculous feats.

>>41729660
Yeah man, also look into Tramautic Relief Exercises (TRE) because that's really effective too.

>>41729660
Stretching for extended periods is probably a good idea. No need to be gay about it

>>41729680
This works too, feeling good and stretching and working out the negativity