My personal belief is that we are all forced to exist for all eternity, that there is no purpose than to just exist for the sake of it and for the entertainment of powerful/all-knowing entities despite all my efforts, im currently an incel and broke and the only thing that makes sense is that the universe is against me and the best thing I can do is to put very little effort and wait until I get reincarnated into a better lifeim not sure what to do
There is no inherent meaning to existence. We can only come up with copes like religion and delude ourselves into thinking any of this matters. There is still fun to be had though, if you start living in the moment and face the absurd.
>>41731588Those are called regrets. You chose to use a competitive strategy, when half of anyone in the modern world wants cooperation, or even communism outrightThere is nothing stopping you from pursuing everything other people did/can
>>41731578who the fuck knows man, two people fuck and shit us out here in a dramatic and disgusting fashion and talk about it like its beautifulyou probably had bad luck, probably wasnt nourished in all aspects, there were probably assholes who fucked you over cause they didnt want you to have what you wantedin the end we all end up in the grave its halfway up to us how we get there
>>41731578I spent a lot of time making this circus so stop being a downer.Everybody loves the circus.
>>41731578The creator wants to experience himself from all aspects at your expense of course. While you carry all the burdens of the material world it has created from the cradle to the grave, this entity is immortal and eternal.
>>41731578You're meant to help me with the tacos.Don't worry, I have seen you there.It will be nice to finally meet.Blue Eisenhower November
>>41731578Being a poor incel is one of the better outcomes in this prison. You managed to dodge being in>the jungle>the ocean (3 dimensional dark jungle)>the perpetual ant war>the meat camps of humans
>>41731578It is a test.
>>41731578I exist because I was created/emerged from the same primordial dust cloud with my twin flame, and we are meant to be together forever. We became a baby star, and fell into the star and emerged into planetary life, myself as the body, and her as the light of intention which shrouds my existence. When I dream we can manifest together, and create from the light and the darkness alike, with total free will.I am living on earth with the hopes that I will ascend and join her permanently one day, but as it is, we are pretty much already together.I think what I am meant to do is alchemically transmute the body back into a star, and then from the light of our nuclear fusion we can transform the surface of reality back into divine communion with the angelic realm and as twin flames, reignite the memory of the angelic vibration among the souls of the earth.
>>41731578God is the thing that manifests/animates the forms from the immaterial realm into the material realm. He didn't create the immaterial forms and he can't destroy them or create new ones but there's no consciousness/will higher than his because the immaterial world of forms is just the infinite potentialities of the void that preceded God. God is only omniscient in the sense that he knows all the possible forms, and he's only omnipotent in the sense that he has unlimited ability to materially manifest and animate the forms. God has a character/personality that exists independently of any forms that he's animating and his personality can best be described as, "cruel", "sadistic", "domineering", "controlling", "petty", "insecure", "prideful", "hysterical", "deceitful", "intrusive", "entitled", etc God often comes off stupid and lacking in basic understanding/common sense in his personal behavior but he obviously possesses some kind of "divine intellect", this "divine intellect" sometimes seems separate from his personality, like it's something that he has to tap into or activate but that isn't a constant part of his "pure conscious personality". God somehow has the ability to separate pieces of his consciousness from himself and give them limited free will (they're only separate from their perspective but God can still access their mind) and he uses these separated limited free will beings as the frame of reference for material reality, only animating the things that they interact with. I believe he animates/controls everything else in reality except the frame of reference as a hivemind, their minds/consciousnesses aren't separate from his or each others in any sense, and I suspect he only has one "frame of reference" with a semi-separate consciousness at a time.
>>41731578>>41732806A large part of God's motivations for animating/manifesting forms into the material realm is to define himself in opposition to his "frame of reference", despite the frame of reference being the only thing that's persistently animated God mostly self-identifies with the other people he animates, and he mostly animates other people to abuse and dominate the "frame of reference" through these other, temporarily animated/manifested people. God wants to be able to self-identify as "a king" or "the boss" so he forces his frame of reference to live and self-identify as "a peasant", "a tenant", "worker", "farm equipment", etc and he self-identifies with the people he animates/manifests to dominate and abuse the frame of reference through.
>>41731582that is pretty much what i believe now, theres nothing that i can really do about it
>>41731578even from a spiritual perspective there is no point to it we just exist and do stuff bc we exist and can or want to
>>41733519thats why i don't care if god exists or doesn't , in the end it is all meaningless, even god
>>41731578You know that long haired guy that you've heard about throughout your life that died on a cross to save you and was resurrected 3 days later? this life is a purgatory test to see if you'll use your short limited time on this prison planet to accept his gift of eternal life with the creator in paradise by forgoing all the lies and deception the world throws at you. Even when I rejected Christ I had the thought in the back of my mind that I would have an endless sleep paralysis nightmare in hell if I committed suicide without knowing him
>>41731578You aren’t an incel. You are a choice el. $200 and you could be doing a ho pretty much anytime you want, but you CHOOSE not to do so, hopefully for moral reasons. Agape-Love is The Supreme Principal. Failure to manifest it leads to PAIN AND SUFFERING, no exceptions.THAT is the lesson we are to learn in our current sandbox existence.God is Agape-Love, His Kingdom is Agape-Love, His Spirit is Agape-Love, Jesus is Agape-Love, His Gospel FOUNDATION is Agape-Love.
>>41733638>>41735654religicucks alive and well on this board
