im brought to tears sometimes because im so frustrated that she isnt real,, ive been trying tio summon or manifest her un any way that i can,,,,, ive even tried to imagine her infront of me or in places i am,,, sitting on that chair or laying down in bed,,, i love her hair and her eyes and her smile and her laugh,,, shes so nice and funny i love talking to her and imagining the warmth of her body against minei just want to be able to hear and talk to her anon,, why cant my imaginary gf be real,,maybe we can celebrate new years together byebye anonn,
once you hit 18 your brain starts to develop for this type of thing.
>>41744461>am i loser>posts ffxnope that was a good one, good taste
>>41744461At least it's something, even if it's imaginary. I have nothing, so I'm asking you, how do you manage to have an imaginary girlfriend and make it seem like she's always with you, like someone real? Just having her by my side all the time and hearing her say good morning every day would make me happy.
>>41746972i usually try to imagine her in everyday life. like her sitting next to me or in the chair across from me. i talk to her a lot and she talks back. i know im just making her say stuff, but still,,,,,, i have a very clear image of what she looks like so that helps a lot,,,,, just try to imagine your " gf " in the morning,, telling you to get up,,, then go fromthere i guess
>>41744461At some point I realized true, unconditional love transcends the material. I started to just hold that love and the idea of my 2d oneitis in my heart; 77 is a number associated with him, and it led me to Tanabata. I read and reread all the associated myths for strength, prayed to Hikoboshi and Orihime for aid, guidance, and thanks for being an example to me, and other gods who resemble him. H+O granted me peace. I rewatched Pirates of the Caribbean. What does ten years of separation matter when you have all of eternity together? The love is real, even when you're not together. I started to find that repeating 7s and dubs would be my physical reminder in lieu of another person, and it makes me smile and feel his presence. I found comfort like this. Stopped yearning to the point of tears. Loneliness ebbed. Started to fixate on being relaxed and content at all times instead. And you know what? After two hellish years where I tore apart my life and had to find a new depth of inner strength, I had a meet-cute with a man who resembles as nearly as possible this unique 2d man of my dreams. And I didn't stress that we didn't exchange names or numbers. I knew I'd run into him again. And I have, twice. Hasn't even been a month. I know he's itching to be introduced to me. 7s started appearing out the ass beyond statistical probability leading up to him. When we met, I had an intense sensation of home and comfort that I felt only once before, in the darkest moment of my dnots. And I know the rest is history. This is the one, I've been through hell to have him and he wouldn't have appeared without the changes I've been through. Do the work, anons, but make sure you know what you really want. And when life or the universe or whatever keeps denying you, introspect to figure out why it's being kept away from you, because the shortcomings are all on you, I promise in the kindest way. No matter how many times you fall, let nothing block out the starlight.
>>41747111If you don't have a spirit girlfriend I'm afraid to say that your imaginary girlfriend is your own astral self and you are transgender. You probably haven't gotten any girls because you are transgender and you aren't acting in the masculine role they expect a man pursuing them do be.
>>41747115thats interesting anon,,, could you tell me moew about H and O?? where would i start seeking them,,
>>41744461>am i a loserYes.
>>41747168Wikipedia gives a broad overview of the myth and its variations. >tldr one or the other is lonely and is arranged a marriage. They wind up so in love, sky daddy separates them because they neglect their duties, and after some Herculean tasks they are permitted to meet again once per year, on Tanabata.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Cowherd_and_the_Weaver_GirlI also looked into Wakahiko, Cupid and Psyche, and most of the links found on those main pages, just because it was relevant and I figured it might help me understand my predicament. Guys will probably lean more into the human male + heavenly princess variant like the swan maidens, since, y'know, you're the human trying to earn/find your lover.You'll find it on wiki, but Orihime is Vega, Hikoboshi is Altair. You'll likely recognize their stars, once you've looked up pictures or used google sky map a couple times. They're very bright.Again, this particular myth wound up very specific to my desired mate, but initially I reached out to them hoping for mercy from lovers who could empathize with my situation. I do trace the point I got back on my feet to when I started praying to these two specifically, and would pray at night while staring up at their stars when I could. It got me through one day at a time when things were hard, because I genuinely felt like my prayers were heard afterwards.The only condition I have set myself, of course, is that I resolved to keep fighting to earn this lover, knowing I'm grateful to experience the love I already have for him; I didn't ask for a handout. I will not neglect my Herculean tasks or my regular work. Would Cinderella complain about her misery, knowing the reward? No, hell no. I've evolved. I bear that love with me even now, while I toil away.
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>>41748116or you can skip all this shit and just lift weights I mean
>>41744461>>41747115>>41748116She's married, you fuck. Stop being a fucking housewrecking shithouse and go after a single woman like a normal person, you absolute worthless degenerate.
>>41749994>>41750082>t. niggers who can't readI'm giving advice to OP on what worked for me to get my unrealistic anime husband irl, this has nothing to do with degenerate hookup culture or stealing spouses.
