I was thinking about how when I have a lucid dream, the more I try to control things, the more "hazy" they get, the closer I get to waking up. I can fly, go around and observe things, but manifesting and altering things seems to breakdown the reality. I wonder if god is real, perhaps he is the substrate that grounds the universe, like our minds are to dreams, but if he tries to enact "conscious" will on the universe, rather than allowing it to unfold, it is degradative, so he interacts sparingly.
The immeasurable distance between us and God is what accounts for the infinite.
>>41745930God is a retarded tranny who intervenes in the world constantly, he rapes my mind and terrorizes, abuses, harasses, threatens etc me for literally anything I think or do, he controls everything and everyone else as a retarded tranny hivemind and abuses me through them all day every day, everything on earth that isn't done by me is done by god's "intervention", especially things that violate the supposed rules of reality like other people raping my mind
God is probably unaware of us, for he exists on spatial and chronological scales we simply cannot even begin to comprehend.
>>41746059I wonder if in dreams we sustain some "things" in the dream world that we do not perceive directly. Like what if a dream character really does have some subtle subjective perspective that we're not necessarily privy to?
>>41746074I meet all kinds of people in my dreams and often times they seem like shallow copies of the people I know IRL. They're like my mental models of these people, my family and friends. Perhaps, who knows, maybe god is the same to us, as above so below and so on.
>>41745930God is only distant because you're nervous system isn't open to feel it's breath
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>>41745930Aliens and sprits are controlling the variables, not God. God's just the energy source.
>>41745930Your mind cannot create something it can't conceive of. Some people can't see technology in their dreams. I read one dream where someone was "scrolling on facebook" but it was just goblins spinning out a scroll.It could also be that you're using up all your brains available resources by consciously meddling. My brain is confusing. It's always running. When I try to sleep at night it physically overheats, like a fever. It goes to the point I taste burnt rubber. I get dehydrated FAST from all the water my thinking is chugging up. Usually resource allocation in the brain is optimized, and sometimes all resources are spent on on thing. It might be something like that.
God is way closer than you'd think
God was always with you. You merely forgot he was there. They speak to us in many ways vibration, synchronicity, and direct intervention.If you have ever put on a VR headset there is an interesting phenomenon. Early on you have almost double senses as you can still feel the VR world and the Real world at the same time. As time goes on you sense of the real world falls away and is replaced by the senses of the VR world. This same phenomenon could explain why kids have an uncanny wisdom because they still have sense of the source and this reality. As time passes that connection fades away.The connection to god is not severed for good you merely forgot it was there along with you senses of the source and of god. Look within and greet them once more.
>>41747970If there were truly a way to connect with god I believe whole heartedly that humanity would have optimized that skill by now. Instead we have just meditation or prayer, both of which have been studied and to reveal they release dopamine, endorphins, and suppress cortisol, which means it correlates with and can be explained by "worldly" sensations.It is a neat idea though.
>>41746051I also feel this way exactly as a circumcision victim, what kind of god would ever allow intervention into the birth process of a complete man who has everything else? Then the frightening revelation that a majority of people are completely asleep about it, and my parents are the first line of defense of being extremely ill. Is god a sick fuck? Definitely, or god's power is not omnipresent.
>>41745930No.God is an open terminal, when you access and put input through it, that's your internal monologue.You're in an initialization program. What you experience as "waking up as a primate on a rock" after billions of years of "nothing" a state load.One of the greatest protected secrets on this planet, is that there is a specific phrase, believed to be the true name of God, that when you even begin to think the words in your head, gives you access to one of the "tools" sitting in the "workshop" of God.We are all part of a higher order being that exists above our standardized dimension, but was bootstrapped from the lowest order dimension.In that way, every action it takes, requires a reference frame load of our entire observable Universe, then loaded through one dimensional space as a scalar value.There is internal meta recursive programming, allowing the incarnation of the intelligence on the outside into the inside, it is a wave function of a particular number of existences, with hidden information potential repositories.Running programs of the higher order being, incarnate as raw energy transfer events within 3D baryonic space-time.The swirling "RNG" of every star's magneto hydrodynamic states are full of machines computing and encoding data streams to bring the outer ego in.Some conscious observer beings can interact with Universe scale mechanics of this system.Blue Eisenhower November
>>41748049>believed to be the true name of Godit's luna yo
>>41745930You need to tap into the flow of universal intent. The more you act as an 'angel', in dreams, aka using your powers for good, the more the universe will allow you to do with them. You basically get to participate in creation. The lower awareness souls in your dreams will benefit from what you do, and it will help them grow. You aren't really just doing stuff for yourself in dreams. The other souls perceive what you do with them, and depending on their level of awareness, they might perceive the dream you are in with them as the 'real world'. The higher level you are, closer you can tap into the actual real world as a conscious dreamer, aka true angelic instrumentality into this reality. That's what being 'awake' really means. They are called watchers, because they are spiritually awake in this reality, but are not acting in such a way that would break the sandbox. God doesn't want the sandbox broken for normal humans, for whatever reason. Imo, its because their souls are too weak to withstand real power, and it messes with their minds too much to witness it.
