is this shit real /x/? I left home and was homeless for 10 years, i was happy during that time.As soon as i reentered society by getting a job & reconnecting with family i felt drained and my depression came back, i feel like a heavy chain on me around other people which i never felt while homeless.Being homeless sucks and not having a roof and all the comforts really does suck but theres a certain sense of freedom about it, i sometimes want to abandon everything again so i can get away from the bad vibes, i feel most people are mostly shit and carry some evil, work & home sucks, it feels like everyone is a narcissist on a power trip, i wish i can find good people to live with but i simply can't it seems
>>41749064save up so you can afford to homestead people are exhausting but a warm home in winter is priceless
>>41749064Keep a home and sever ties
>>41749064A lot of people are selfish narcissists these days, sure. But the rest of the nonsense on the white board is mostly bullshit. Magic is real, but whatever that hippy in picrel is writing down is oversimplified crap. Chaos magick is the special ed kids of magic, a bunch of bored kids jerking off to magic cum doodles. Trying to live in society right now is generally stressful and people are just cunts. Maybe try a bit of stoic philosophy to learn to deal with that, or work out in your free time to let off some steam, I don't know.
society is archonicnarcissists are agent smiths of this simulationdesigned to steal your energy and facilitate dysfunctional loosh farm systemsbe careful who you allow access to you
>>41749064Give her a chance. Try it and don't chat about it with other people when the charm is in progress.By the way, the use of the Latin alphabet in magic is traditional
>>41749064You could learn the Gypsy language and tarot card reading and palmistry, it could feed you on your travels and give you regularly a roof over your head.
>>41749064similar.become a farmer, so you can choose anywhere on the globe as your home.
>>41749064Our universe is magical, dude. Personally, in my life experience, I have facts that science does not know about, and does not even believe that it is possible.
>>41749064There are two main "relations axis" to any entities[from single cells to herds of multicellular organisms] in biosphere:1.Power relation axis,You can be or a predator or a prey, a master or a slave [these are the "extremes" in the power axis]In certain rare situations you can be neither.2.Junction relation axisYou can be completely together [conjunction] in a collective or completely alone [disjunction] from a collective, these are the "extremes" of this junction axis]In this scale you can be also neutral in some rare occasions.Whenever you are neutral in BOTH scales at the same time you are technically "dead", this means you have no powerrelation and have no junction relations to the collective you're supposedly to be inserted.This situation of being in the "zero"/"dead" point occur when a person have died [obviously], has a pdychotic outbusrt [auditive/visual alucinations and violent uncontrollable outburst] , or in a third less dramatically situation that the ; person has a transcendent experience.You being a homeless probably have given you that third "deadman" situation and you have "reborn" from it with a different vision of society, as you have being forcedin that situation of being a homeless and slso back to the society, you have some resent/scars from the experience.Now you have a "monk" viewpoint of the world, so learn how to be a monk-in-the-world, THAT will help you with you with your social anxiety.
I have a similiar experience to you OP and just want to bump as sometimes J feel like going insane or homeless again or something but inevitably I will start to miss the creature comforts again. Just feels like there is no balance sometimes.Althought I didn't do it for even close to 10 years. That is next level OP.
>>41749098That's exactly what this game is about. The narcissistic hivemind is watching everyone and recording everything that they do. They want to set things up to humiliate and ruin your divine image.But it's not working.I am being gangstalked for escaping the system to be a NEET. Basically I was supposed to naturally produce the loosh they need by school, work, getting married and starting a family.. Imagine the stress from all of that.When I was a kid I saw all the signs and dropped out to become a NEET. I realized that the world is worthless.Well that didn't make the reptilians too happy so now I'm being harassed daily so they can make up for their losses. Your two choices in this world are to be a productive slave and receive the comforts of an illusion or to pick honor, reject the lie of this world system and watch all of the Brave New World betas come to destroy the legacy of a lion.Eternal truth is these guys are faggots. They don't have shit on you. That's how they look in the eyes of God. They don't care. They're a bunch of animals.They have the system set up to where you can't do anything about it. They're just going to be gay as hell before they go to hell. It's what they wanted.
>>41749064I think it's because homelessness feels "normal" compared to modern life, despite being a miserable condition to live in. After all, humans have been wanderers and nomads for a large portion of history. Only, back then not having a home didn't mean not being able to eat
