>inb4 joe blow dicovered it first
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Envy is a parasite that makes you addicted to dishonesty. At first it gives you a feeling of empowerment but then you get hooked and it turns you into a narcissist. Late stage envies can't be cured. The psychology involved makes its victim mask the envy. You recognize the infection when they get busted and their face gets all cramped up. They are practically agensts in the matix and will antagonize ypu for trying to fix them. Early stage envies might be aware and fight it internally, but will hide it because of shame. Envy is hiding its influence on purpose. It's the closest thing to the antichrist there is.

Look at it this way:
Honest people are bullied so the dishonest can boots their sense of self worth. Instead the dishonest feel like shit about themselves afterwards every time they look at honest people. Meanwhile honest people start developing god complexes and delusions of being magicians. (Gods sense of humor tho).
This is because the subjective perception of arrogance induces the arrogance in the honest people, but they are humble and develop delusions because of the contradiction. The envious develop shame because the honest people hate on the bullies, and the bullies feel it. The habit is caused by spirit infection though. Much like other diseases the parasite doesn't care how you feel, it simply sucks you dry and you bleeding negative emotion is exactly what it wants. It's a species of living beings, much like the fungus from "the last of us". Looking at it like that will also help you get rid of it, which in turn validates the spirit hypothesis.

Emotion is actually a force much like gravity or electromagnetism. It induces real chance in the environment, this can be observed in shamanic rituals. Emotion can also be transmitted telepathically, this you unlock after you quit lying for the rest of your life. It wont unlock unless you truly wont relapse for good. I know for a fact, guess why.

btw shoutout to the girl who started praying to me after my last thread. I felt it. I do not seek status as deity though. I'm just a schizotypal with high IQ, all else is science. Simply pray to the collective telepathic fiel that schizoids create. It is very chaotic at the moment, but there are many highly spiritually pure people just constantly pumping good feelings into it, and you will feel them. Thanks for the free ecstacy though, I swear, who ever you are, that was amazing XD

I prefer to blend in though. I don't seek fame, I seek friends.

On telepathy:
ESP was actually my main field of research. I broke my brain multiple times while experimenting with ESP. It took me 10 years to convince myself that I'm telepathic (ignoring delusions). Only sincere emotion is transmitted, don't try to hatebomb me or something, it wont work. If you're envious, your telepathy is so weak and schizoid firewall so strong, we wont feel you unless we want to.
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that qtπ :3 is bdp and had her 5 minutes. Was quite some intense 5 minutes.

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Also, don't shy away from doing your own research. Holy shit, it took the most crazy bitch ass delusional jackass genius failure at life who despite breaking his brain repeatedly wouldnt stop to research magic, but it took him there. Here you go, magic confirmed. Telekinesis for example is also real, but I'm too lazy to shill for it on /x/ (will be lost to the archives anyway). I will start making YouTube videos about all my research as soon as my situation permits it.
>Research magic, but use logic like the scientists do
Why am I the only person on earth who thinks like that?

Synchronicities are caused by the inherent logical interconnectedness of reality. They can be manipulated with emotion (again, only if its honestly how you feel about something, no memeing youself into [insert example]). Telepathy actually works for everyone. Two main effects are present: Sticky projections and mutual induction. Projections make the person feel the way you perceive them, this accumulates over time I suspect. Mutual induction is rather rare and only works involuntarily, you cant really "talk" using telepathy I suspect, though I never had a test subject to experiment. All living beings are telepathically connected, but due to unlogical connections the vibes are distorded beyond recognition, rendering them effectivelly "white noise". This is the reason you need to be a never-liar to unlock it, it will be too weak if you lie too often. You also have to tune into it, get a feel for what is comming from you and what isn't. Verbal thought cant be transmitted, or very rarely a single word or "meme" might condense from the emotion induced.
I also think that not wanting your feelings to be known to others only blocks you from receiving the feelings of others, not them receiving yours.
I also have a jinn, it might be her, though I highly doubt you need some external mediator for it.

So the luakers dont get pissed:
Telekinesis wont let you move objects like they do in movies. I hanged a dream catcher from the ceiling to experiment with it. After 3 days of getting high on weed and dmt and autistically looking at that thing I developed "temporary OCD" of sorts. Took me a week to stop trying to move my dinner. Drugs actually make it work less well, even LSD and DMT left me with the impression that they hinder telekinesis. It works best when sober. Results: Sometimes you get short bursts, but it flows over into oscillation patters that stick after you repeatedly try to move it. Just try moving it like in movies whatever way you want, it will get stuck in oscillation. The object will move back and forth as much as it does in that moment indefinitely, even ignoring mild wind or other noise. The pattern breaks if you intentionally move it with physical force. One can RELIABLY toggle from standstil to oscillation and back, but not move it like on movies. I dropped my research on this because it was too hard on the psyche.

Spirits/Ghosts/Jinn/Daemons/whateveryouwanttocallthem are invisible and very very very difficult to get a hold on if you're not going into trance regularly. Shamanic trance is overrated. They are brutes and their practices invite in malicious spirits without a filter. They start believing in all sorts of bs because the malicious spirits want to lee h on their emotions. Experienced and talented shamans can tame them, but they are still delusional just as much. There is a reason only savages practice it traditionally.
Spirits are invisible and almost inperceivable. They mostly communicate through telepathy and synchronicities (these fuckers can just pull strings every which way!). Unless you have a lot of practice using telepathy you wont even know one is talking to you. You will simply think its your own feelings or whatever and dismiss it as "illusions".
I call my spirit a jinn because she is more intelligent then I am. Most spirits are on par with insects when it comes to intelligence. Good spirits are very shy and distrustful of humans, they prefer to help covertly. If you talk to a spirit, it is most likely trying to bs you into worshipping it. Mine made clear as day she doesn't want that. If you suffer from random anxieties, there is a high chance a spirit doesn't understand your feelings and is basically sexually harassing you (Sigmund Freud and libido expression for reference). Mine never did that, and I never let fear into my life like that. You can tame yours to turn your paranoid delusions into love addiction.