When I was a child in the early 90s, between 2 and 3 years old, I hear my parents fucking one night. I go down the hall and knock my light little knock and ask what all the noise was. I enter the room, and my dad is pissed, swears at me and tells me to go back to bed. The next night, they put an am/fm radio in my room. I had that thing playing music every night until I was 10 or 11. I feel like this affected my brain somehow. I think being exposed to a radio like this at a young age influenced the way radio signals hit my brain, or something crazy like that, because I've always felt like I can pick up people thinking/talking about me nearby with the same mental quality as a radio. Most nights, I'd be listening to Radio Disney, back when it was AM 710, not 1110. Sometimes my dad would put on classic rock and during Christmas, the Christmas station. One Christmas, I had some sort of ethereal experience. I must have been 5 or 6, and I had never been so sick in my life. I remember around 6 or 7pm, laying on the couch watching my sister watch Eloise on abcfamily. I think my mom must have loaded me up with benadryl, her favorite, and sent me to bed. That night, I saw something. She was made of light, but something like a woman in a big, flowing and glowing gown. Not a woman, an energy. I'm not sure why she was there to see me but I remember her and the pensive, maybe judgemental vibe. She didn't look like a woman but I had the sense that the energy before me had a femininity to it. The music playing at the time through the radio was unusual, dramatic. Anyway, now I hear radios in my head. Walkies, coworkers, security talking about me as I walk the venue.Pic related, it wasn't the exact same but it looked like this.
>>41750243>The next night, they put an am/fm radio in my room. I had that thing playing music every night until I was 10 or 11.Couldn't you just get up and turn it off if you didn't want to listen to it?
>>41750243a shame they didnt give you shortwave.
Your radio doesn't emit radio waves, dumbass. It simply picks up radio waves that were already there. Having a radio in your room makes no difference to the amount of waves youre exposed to
>>41750271based 2 years old Chanon masturbates and their parents intercourse
>>41750286>a lightning rod doesn't affect how much lightning is in the area
>>41750243Benadryl suppresses acetlycholine which causes delerium and difficulty discerning dreams, hallucination, and reality from each other. Alzheimers is in part a degradation of acetylcholine receptors which is why they have trouble remembering and discerning reality. Galantamine is a supplement that's meant to help alzheimers patients by blocking the production of the chemical that breaks down acetylcholine, which has been proven to also increase lucidity in dreams. So I like to call acetylcholine the lucidity chemical, since it has that affect in waking and sleeping life.Anyway, that explains your energy lady hallucination. Maybe if you were regularly loaded up with benadryl while your brain was developing it could have had lasting affects that could lead to the audible hallucinations.
>>41750341If you are constantly throwing a ball into a crowd of people, someone will catch it, that's radio waves. If you are throwing the ball, looking for someone to catch it, that's lightening.
>>41750371Checks out. I know I'm not schizo but my brain as been FUCKED by exposure to my addict parents.
>>41750243Radios are like phones to other dimensions. Or should I say, they Can be like one. The fact that you slept in delta, theta every night next to the radio with all those other frequencies it's like the radio over time attuned your senses and opened your abilities in a way that we should all actually be. We're all naturally telepathic. They way you are, that's the way we're all supposed to be. But we live in this shit ass world that tells us it's not cool or Ok to be that way, when it's actually our destiny either way. When people accept the fact that they can be psychic and telepathic and that it's Ok, that's when it'll be normalized.
>>41750373Fair enough.
>>41750243who has a bigger cock, you or your dad?
>>41750478Last time I saw it, I was 6 or 7. I started asking questions when we shared a shower in Las Vegas, and he decided it was time to take separate showers. Didn't seem much different from mine, but I don't remember it as well as him telling me not to look at it. Good old American shame. Truthfully I did peg him for a faggot a decade or so ago and my step brother was right away like "I totally see it". Nothing wrong with being a faggot. I'm not gay but I know I have a faggot brain. It is what it is.
When i try to fall asleep in hear random words and conversations as my own thoughts that I would never think up myself.
