holy shit i forgot but now i see againdudewhat the heck i know this sounds insane for most of you or maybe everyone but i used to get visions and insights from god all the time before hell broke loose in a literal sense or maybe i broke from hell and they followed anyways i used to see shit all the time dreams that would interconnect years of subtle development into a coherent story and i'd wake up thinking dang things will never be the same and honestly i don't get that level anymore i haven't for about 9 months but righjt now just right now i got a vision from god sending me back to the path i started 5 years ago and 2 years ago but satan always stopped me from going down and every time i fell yet resolved to resist until death and every time someone or something has in a very literal sense tried to kill me and ever y time i have died in the sense of jesus dying for 3 days but much much longer for me i am not jesus anyways holy shit you guys i just got a vision from god again i am not kidding 100% serious and thus i know the demons will return in full force and honestly this is my life constant reaching for heaven yet never being enough or being allowed in i think purgatory is the highest i will ever possibly reach and i'd like to say "that's okay i accept gods will like job" but honestly how can you not be bitter about a life spent in between giving up and giving it all and ever y time you want to ascend the literal forces of the prince of the world says "nah" and you have your entire life had no help yet the ones who could theoretically hlep you just judge and act on the very edge of almost being crabs how can you not be bitter yet i am not bitter i guess that is my blessing never bitter never envious so i am the worst of all the greats, the highest entity in purgatory, ad infinitumwhat a lifehttps://www.youtube.c om/watch?v=3KT9bx_ApOs
>>41753366how about a paragraph or two you fucking ADHD shitskin
>>41753415haha made you look
>>41753366Dreams and visions are daily occurrences for womenYou're not special little boy
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>>41753427this i already know have a nice day
>>41753415Or even writing in sentences
>>41753366How come all the cool topics like reality shifting get derided as "bot" or "slide" threads but this 2000 word abortion with a single comma and no full stops gets a pass?
>>41753463because you retards invent words for concepts and mental practices that a lot of people figure out for themselves but you need to feel like you're special>>41753457i refuse
