Is this anon onto something? I first had sex ~30 and definitely noticed ther eis something which occurs "energetically" beyond the act itself, and it not only persists but intensifies. Like it drains off some of your energy so you can no longer maintain an insulating field around yourself and it starts being blown away by any other "currents" around. ie, it damages and displaces the Anima. Sex is inherently spiritually and cognitively damaging, which I suppose may make the case for why it should only be used for procreation. Unless whatever gets switched off is something you're not using.Most people start having sex at a young enough age that this is unknown to them. They're not even aware of it. I would say such a thing wouldn't be obvious to anyone who had sex before 27 or so. I did so at 30. At the same time I don't want to increase any apprehension or neurosis in existing virgins, but w/e.It's like deciding to take off a suit of armor. You become permeable in some way. This only reverses very slowly. It's actually quite bizarre. It's as though I already knew this is how it works and avoided it for this reason.What's the deal?
>>41758975In other words:
>>41758997Your mom.
>>41758975A good reason why wizards must remain pure
Man fuck off with this bullshit. I'm 30 and still virgin, you can take that part of my fucking brain if it means i get laid.
>>41761372Did you read my post? I "lost mine" at 30.
>>41761398Yh well i highly doubt there's anything to what you or that post claims. If there is anything energetically or spiritually occurring, it will be a positive thing, a bond. Something does change the first time you have sex, i am quite certain but i don't think it's anything like parts of your brain shutting off or anything negative. I'm 30 and incel, i want pussy. Fuck this gay earth
>>41761408>Fuck this gay earthThat was my thought as well. On both sides of the virginity line. I think what John Lilly said makes the most sense. Going from 0 to 1 is like losing your virginity, unlosing it is not a straightforward matter.
>>41761408i hope you reach you goals and i hope it makes you a better person. but if go in the other order it might work out too
>>41761408But yeah, like I mentioned in the OP. there's a lot of confounders. So I didn't want to post about it for reasons like your case and current predicament.
>>41761431>confounderswhat do you mean?>>41761419well i'd certainly rather be on the gotten pussy atleast once side. >>41761429>My goalsI want a woman, my standards aren't high, my health is poor, i am unemployed. The usual NEET stuff
>>41761408Man up, faggot. I'm a 31 y/o incel and people like you give us a bad name. Women are demonic whores and if you truly understood this fact, then you wouldn't crave sex so much
can confirm, lost it at age 19
>>41761562Up to 46 as of a few days ago, get that shit up.
>>41758975Sex is pretty boring.It's great when you're horny, but the second you're not, it is maintenance, like brushing your teeth, but for an hour.It can be detrimental too. If you're in the mood and she's not, she resents you.If she's in the mood and you're not, she resents you.If neither of you are in the mood, she thinks you don't value her and her insecurities tun wild. This is a huge problem.But it's great when you're both in the mood.That wake-up-together-at-4am sex is premium. Wake up, fuck, go back to sleep. But both of you waking up at 4am in the mood at the same time only happens in new relationships, if it does at all.>t. sex haver. It's overrated.
>>41762174seconded.sometimes a simple gaze or a smile from a woman is genuinely more erotic and exciting than a full fuck session. also, some unpleasant smells and sights
>>41762174People forget how hellish being a virgin is. Rejected by society and utterly alone with a constant painful physical reminder of that fact.Those days are long behind me but I still remember how awful it was. Have some compassion.
>>41758975>It's as though I already knew this is how it works and avoided it for this reason.Millions of people have had this feel.
>>41762217Stop caring about what NPCs think you turbo-retard
>>41758980why can i tell he's a skinny faggot underneath that armor, based on how flat he is and his posture? It's hilarious nerds cant even hide under armor
>>41762261>Just dissociate from all desire and attachment anon.K
>>41758975We could think about how sex, the "physical act of love" and the way children are made, is one of the most horrible things you can do to a child. Isn't that interesting? Some things regarding sex are shown in the last twin peaks season. I think there's 3 sex scenes in it, each of them very different symbolically. It's a weird thing... Weird. For us, men on /x/, anything other than normal sex with your wife is bad in my opinion.
>>41758975My lust died the second I wrote the average feminine nature on paper and stratified it according to its moral nature. I am now convinced that the only thing you are supposed to do as a soul, as a man is to wrestle your own flesh into submission, find God and develop a prosperous and altruistic relationship with our creator in order to escape this prison. 99% of women are half humans with no souls, everything they strive for and enjoy is ultimately evil in its nature. The very core of femininity is absolute evil that seeks to devour good men with the same glee and joy youd get from stomping out some dorky kids sand castle.Once I realized why women are the way they are, it's like I've finally been enlightened as to why hermit monks become hermits in the first place. It's all a lie, its all a joke. This planet is a prison, women are archons who genuinely don't give a fuck about anything but they have to pretend to have interests beyond themselves just so men dont become suspicious and notice the huge disparity in the nature of each gender. It's not a complimentary nature, it's completely one-sided and parasitic. The entire role of women is to entrap a mans life force and pull another soul onto this false reality incarnation trap. Thats all they were designed to do. Satan takes a hold of their hivemind vessels with comedic ease and no resistance. They are all beyond corrupt, they fall apart once a month and endure pain unless they fulfill their ill-natured task. There is nothing in this world worth striving for besides Gods love. There is absolutely NOTHING in this world that is worth your place in heaven.
>>41762745They start programming you when you're young and they erase your memories to get you to breed.. They basically program it into you to seek it out and do whatever you can to get it..Essentially to keep the cycle going. It's all scripted, fake and gay like people have said here. But they'll tell a few little white lies to keep you holding on so they can farm you and your children.What retards don't understand is that they need to reject the program entirely. These thoughts and feelings we have you should think of them as foreign invasive insertions that don't belong.
>>41758975Nailed the ‘you can’t trust any of them,’ at least from a practical point of view. There are exceptions, but they are the hay piece in the hay stack — indistinguishable from the rest up front.Do ya feel lucky?
>>41762217Anon, you seem to be the 1% of individuals who have gotten laid, and have this mentality. I’ve seen that there is this weird crab in a bucket mentality, where even after quasi-perma virgins get laid, they desperately try to downplay and degrade the efforts and desires of other virgins to get laid. Saying all this bullshit like “it’s not worth it” or “it’s bullshit and women are demons” almost to OP’s point, maybe that part of their brain did shut off. And they cannot relate to those with that part still “on”. It’s truly laughable to see what are most likely insecure men, tell you why your passions as a man are less valid than their own. Or they’re just feds. Flip a coin if you care to really find out which it is. I respect you more than you’ll know, I would imagine others hold your beliefs towards this topic, but for you to voice it. Bravo
>>41762858Guilty until proven innocent
>>41762821>>41762829i am >>41762745 resentment isn't good, every one is at their own level and has their own perspective on life and destiny. Most people, men and women, if they do not find a spouse and live peacefully together, they go insane or become (self)destructive. We have to look at the big picture and be understanding. Being wifeless is living on the edge, it's dangerous, and this resentment and judging is one of the traps. For mooost people, getting along with the spouse and raising a family is a hugely beneficial and growing experience. Any other way of life should be VERY well discerned.
>>41762868for further ideas, I think orthodox monks and priests have written a lot on this.
>>41758975I talked a lot to guys who fuck hookers and every single one of them admits that those kind of relationships have "stained their soul". I don't know what they really mean by that, but whatever it is it must not be good, right? Like, a stain in your soul? That shit has got to be bad, right? Anyway, I never heard about a part of your brain being shut off. That is new to me.
>>41761372Dude, how hard is for you schizos to get laid? It is not that hard, really! I really don't understand how people have problem with fucking women. Women are such whores! Do you have money? Just pay a hooker, dude, if that is really the case. In the end of the day all women are whores and there always a price so what the hell? And even if you don't want to pay for sex, it is not tha hard to seduce a woman and fuck her. I swear. Your mothers must have screwed your guys big time during your childhood or something because I can't understand what is so hard in seducing a woman.
>>41758975>Is this anon onto somethingyes
>>41762262so what if he's skinny, women love that
>>41762868If your first thought while on concentration camp/prison is to have children, then I'm afraid you have some deep mental problems
>>41758975Nah, that's ridiculous. Grats on finally getting laid, though. I didn't feel any different after having sex, though I was 15 the first time. Honestly, this reads like an incel who finally got laid, trying to make virginity sound better to incels who haven't. Sex is great, fellas.
>>41758975>which I suppose may make the case for why it should only be used for bringing innocent souls into this hell.
>>41762217>Rejected by bunch of dumb cattleOh noooo
>>41762864>strawmanNot a arguement and not how it works
>>41761408>>41761562You two stuck up fags should get hookers.You might hold onto some obsessive concept of purity, but the truth is that you are held back by your own fears and trauma.The best way to move past that is exposure therapy.Very quickly, very casually will you start to approach potential relationships, if you move out of your comfort zones.
>>41763351You read your ideas in my post. The prison perception is not shared among all people. It is your perception and others are different.
>>41763547But be careful to not turn into a simp!!! I mean, there's nothing more pathetic than a man who gets controlled by sex. This may just happen to virgins who fuck for the first time. If you are not careful the sex goes up to your head and you become a sex fiend. Like, you will crave for sex all the time and sex will be used against you. This shit happens. Anyway, just be careful to not turn into a simp.
>>41763547I got a whore when I was 20 and become a normie sex haver afterwards but I regret that deeplydon't get a hooker to lose your V, you can never go back
>>41763547>You two stuck up fags should smear yourselves with shit.You might hold onto some obsessive concept of purity, but the truth is that you are held back by your own fears and trauma.
>>41758975No part of your brain does not shut off. This would be mad easy to identify with MRI machines.The neurons in your brain don’t just turn off and turn back on. Doctors can give you meds that affect your neurons and diseases can do it, but these all affect your brain in a specific way that normal human behavior doesn’t cause.
>>41761372>>41761408I feel for you guys because as anyone who was a virgin even "only" deep into their 20's will attest it is hellish. You shouldn't take the word of anyone on a mystical baboon appreciation website, you have to experience it yourself (though props if you actually manage to cultivate the mindset without simply condemning all women as this >>41761562 anon does). Of course you might luck out and lose it with a truly worthy woman, but whatever you do at least don't make the mistake of going to a prostitute no matter how desperate you get. The act itself can truly only debase you, unless its with a good woman.
>>41758975If you still jerked off it didnt make a difference
It's far more damaging for women. Women get penetrated, they receive, whereas men penetrate and initiate.It's really about the intention behind the sex. If it's good intentions, you care for each other, you want each other to be better, then the sex will be rejuvenating.If on the other hand you're just lustful, you're essentially using their body to masturbate, or maybe the relationship is toxic and you secretly hate each other and wish bad things on each other, then the sex will be draining and energetically harmful
>>41764079>The act itself can truly only debase you, unless its with a good woman.BS. There's no such thing as a good woman because that is subjective. There are women, and lot of them. Don't put sex on pedestal as if it is something holy. Sex is not holy. Animals fuck all the time. Animals rape each other. Sex is just biology. This anon is probably a christian and is biased by the morals of the bible and he thinks fucking a whore is worst than fucking a regular woman. But the truth is tjat in the end of the day it's the same thing. The difference is that if you pay for sex you don't have all that trouble of having to seduce a woman. You skip that part. It's just that. I'm not saying that the peopel here should fuck whores, that's not what I'm telling them. What I'm telling them is that fucking a whore or a "regular" woman feels the same. Like, qhat makes you sure that the "good woman" that you seduce don't have a dark past? You can't know that. People fake all the time. People li.e Women lie. Men lie. Everybody lies. God lies.
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>>41763653>The prison perception is not shared among all peopleYes, of course not it is, otherwise those in power wouldn't stay in power, if they saw that TPTB are injecting bioweapons on them, that'll cause their own offspring to become infertile. >It is your perception and others are different.This is gaslighting. There's plethora of data and people's own perception of data to suggest, that the prison planet theory is 100% true, and everything else is built around this fact, all the lies and theatrics, just to keep people unaware of the spiritual nature of the prison system. There exists a whole layer of deceptionary for satan to deceive people into thinking, that he does not 1. exist and 2. the world doesn't run around his machinery/mechanics. I'm sure if you were other than a shill, you could do the research and find out what I'm talking about, but you're obviously not interested in the truth so I don't feel like sharing it with you particularly. I could, but you're obviously coming from a very evil place and I don't think it's good use of my time to share anything with you.
>>41766027Not everybody is meant to see that the devil exists and all that. Your posts supports that everyone should be the same.
>>41766027And i know what you are talking about and probably more.
>>41766478>Not everybody is meant to see that the devil exists and all thatwhat?>Your posts supports that everyone should be the sameIt's not so black and white. You cannot create working systems, if he core foundations are corrupt. The discussion of "models" can begin once the corruption is purged. More likely than not there wont even be need to discuss anything, if the corruption were purged from root level. The whole left vs right is false dichotomy, and a red herring. The real problem is that humanity is being held as farm animal, captive state, that leaves very little room for creation and creative work.
>>41758975I have not had sex since the late 2010s. I used to spend so much time chasing pussy. Giving up was just so much easier. The juice is not worth the squeeze.
>>41763322Take a shower, get a decent haircut, shave and wear clothes that fit your body. If my weirdo ass can do it, anybody can.
>>41766863bot post, don't engage
>>41765758I'm not saying you can necessarily know a good woman when you see or meet one, its always going to be a gamble. Fucking a whore however is most likely not going to be meaningful in any way.I guess I would concede that if someone has as nihilistic of an outlook as yourself, it might not matter. If you are just a soulless dog in a world of other soulless dogs, entirely ruled by biology, then anything goes.
>>41766486Struggle is in the nature of everything and you can call the struggle here prison/devil etc. The fact that that it exists proves it's meant to be. Idk what kind of 'utopia' you re imagining.>You cannot create working systems, if he core foundations are corrupt. The discussion of "models" can begin once the corruption is purgedWorking systems for what? Models to what end. Doesn't make much sense.
>>41758975Nope.
>>41766964>Struggle is in the natureYes, but the very nature of this reality is corrupted. You cannot build anything when that's the axioms what you have to deal with. You would have to get rid of the cancer first before starting to create, otherwise you're just multiplying the cancer.
instead of a joke answer even those im still in the same boat.desperation is a killer people can sense it, stop searching for it and you will more likely find it.It's kind like star wars where leia says to tarken "The more you tighten your grip the more star system will slip through you fingers." (i'm a nerd wtf do you want)
>>41766944Now I understand better. You talk about meaning. You think having sex with a woman who is not a whore is more meaningful than let's say having sex with the girl you like or "love". Nonsense. People don't have sex because they are looking for meaning. People do sex because it is instinctive and it feels good. When a guy is fucking a girl from behind do you really think we are thinking about "wow, this so meaninful. How my penis comes and goes in and out of this hole. Wow, so meaningful". People don't think that shit while having sex. In fact, if you stop to think about it, sex is weird. What was on God's mind when He designed sex? I will never comprehend what was on His mind. What a thing thing to do. But anyway. You are idealistic. Meaning. Sex have the purpose, but this meaning nonsense is delusion. You are biased because of the bible. "Meaning" lol
>>41758975take the semen retention pill, it's a literal cheat code to life and all you have to do is resist the urge
>>41763481>I didn't feel any different after having sex, though I was 15 the first time.This was covered in the OP.
>>41767227This this thisThe trick is to cultivate sexual energy and sexual thoughts whilst resisting action. You will become a walking magnet. There is more to it besides that but i wont be revealing everything. I got my knowledge and im not making the same mistake of throwing pearls for free.
>>41761372You reach Warlock status if you reach 40 anon.
>>41767227It's challenging, but this.
>>41763547>but the truth is that you are held back by your own fears and trauma>The best way to move past that is exposure therapy>Women happen to one of my fears and trauma>A pretty woman comes to my apartment for exposure therapy>"Are you ready for your exposure therapy, anon?">nervous_sweat.png>We have to fully expose ourselves to each other in order to get over my fears and traumaTh-that's kinda hot.
>>41758975Sex is a really complex thing, a ton of shit is going on biologically beyond just pp in p. There's a reason that guys who don't have a lot of sex end up having like a decade shaved off their lifespan.
>>41758975He basically said only have sex with your wife, not with whores.
