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AQ
are they gonna like my ideas for the android?

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PLEASE GOD HELP ME WHEN WILL I FEEL BETTER!?

Ive been depersonalised for 10 years and over the last 2 or 3 years ive been incorporating good healing methods but i can get really stressed from toxic positivity but lately i made really bad stress go away but im left feeling nothing, i would rather have anxiety cuz it makes me feel alive, not stress tho, fuck that, stress is slightly worse than feeling nothing, which is how i feel all the time.

I mean i gained back a lot of atmospheric feelings but it feels really weak, a month ago i felt really good for a few hours randomly and it went away and im just miserable again and dont like to do anything, i just want to feel okay, im doing everything i can without stressing myself out with toxic positivity but im impatient and stress out cuz im not getting better, im trying to not push ideas onto myself like "the stress will prevent you from becoming normal again" or whatever other stupid thoughts that try to make me think i cant feel okay, but im STILL NOT FEELING OKAY, I JUST WANT TO FEEL OKAY, I CANT FUCKING RELAX, WHEN THE FUCK AM I GOING TO FUCKING FEEL OKAY, I WANT TO RELAX AND FEEL GOOD AND ENJOY SOMETHING IN MY LIFE.

I can't even cry

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>>41762772
you sound like a hysterical woman. for someone depersonalized you're emotional af

also you can't think your way out of depersonalization. all your intellectualizing and problem solving is doing the opposite effect.

you and your body needs to feel safety. so that your soul knows it can come back online again without being hurt. how this works can't be "told" to you you have to figure out how to make your body untraumatized. you need to listen to your body and indicate safety (holding in pee for example indicates to your body it is dangerous to have needs). regression/nostalgia therapy has seen some success because you go back to times where your body felt secure.

also stop begging the demiurge for help. he's just double dipping on your loosh suffering

>>41762813
Im not being emotional from text im trying to attention grab plus this is my communication style cuz im autistic and schizo.

How do i regress/nostalgia therapy???
can i find videos about this?

I dived deep into the manifestation part of fixing myself and it worked to get rid of my stress but it took years and i still can't feel good about anything and im miserable from the dp/dr

>>41762772
>>41762813

They're on a good track. If you don't feel safe at a subliminal level/ aren't safe/ don't have all of your essential needs yet, you're not going to get to that place of actively feeling.

If you can, try not to agonize over it. Accept that it will come when it comes; chasing, urging, pressuring will work against the actualization you're looking for.

>>41762832
You can; good luck separating therapeutic applications from NSFW ones.

Remember the whole fad of adult coloring books? Low-stakes activities that hopefully echo periods of your life where you didn't have the responsibilities/ stressors are a good way to start.

>>41762849
I Hate coloring books, i would rather do my own drawings

nsfw content? you mean the overlap of abdl with ddlg?

>>41762838
>chasing, urging, pressuring will work against the actualization you're looking for.
Ok

>>41762860
Man, you even mentioned being on the spectrum and I forgot that you were going to take it hyper literally. My bad.

The adult coloring books was an example rather than a specific recommendation. Anything that would work to evoke that period in your life, if you had one; otherwise, any activity you can think of that's low- or no-pressure. Drawing is good, as long as you're not in the mindset where it has to be "good" or will get stressed out if it isn't the way you want.

Yes; there's a lot of overlap between therapeutic and AP-related regression therapy/ play.

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>>41762832
Again it cannot be dictated to you and done like a checklist

You have to feel your way back to safety in your body. Figure out what doesn't make you stay in survival mode and keep exposing yourself and do those things.

aq
next romantic relationship when?

AQ What is the current state of my chakras/spiritual journey?

>>41762937
Aura: White, purple

You are cleansing yourself of spiritual impurities and deepening your immersion in spiritual practices.

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>>41762967
Still around for a trade?

Also open for other trades.

Is Alari back?>>41763050

>>41763074
sorry I didn't mean to reply, I havent slept in a while >>41763050

>>41763050
q?
I had a very strange dream last night
Grey skinned woman approached me
woke up 3:30 flat with dogs barking and shit
What was up with that?

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AQ

What is the current state of my spiritual journey and energy body?

>>41763101
q?

>>41763096
My query is should I search around the city to find a way to get paid for my reads?

Vision: A green woman with flora and smoke spirals swirling from her body.

She is nature connected with a high potential to be dangerous. Possibly similar to fey if not one outright. She has want of your company and spiritual communion. She can grant you some of what you desire at a price. You can benefit from your interactions with her but you certainly will need to exercise caution and restraint.

>>41763159
>the fool, 6 of cups, 3 of wands
yes, you absolutely should!
Will likely work out well for you

Thanks lucario

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AQ
when will my struggles end?

AQ
Will I find love soon?

>>41763050
I’ll make you a trade Lucario :3 what’s your query?

>>41763159

Yes you should, or just make instagram advertisements or stuff eventually word of mouth gets around and you get a constant client base

Trade ? Got a deck ready for action here, please physical deck as well if you can i am so tired of AI nonsense

>>41763338
My Q is: Is L right about the criticisms she has of my work or are they just nagging? I’m doing things unorthodoxically and I’m not sure if she’s right I’m saying I’m sucking at it or if she’s just got a bone to pick with me

>>41763338
Got two physical tarot decks and one oracle ready to go, what’s your query/choice of deck?

>>41763290
My query is how deeply should I lean into the psychic connection the elfblood and I have?

>>41763330
If any social media advertisements happen, they won't be from me directly. If other people use that to draw in other people for me, I might allow it. I think I may be prone to making "secret spots" and "tell your friends" kind of places.

>>41763354

Nice, do me the oracle,

Did i wake any interest in GB ? Would she be down to go out ? Gonna be trying anyway but hey might as well ask

What is you Q ?

>>41763347

Ok, starting that one for you

Mine is if A felt worried after seeing the news, or if she has even heard about it

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>>41763347

Nah listen L cares, L really wants to see you suceed and has your interests in mind. They are just not very effective communicating, it is a matter of contrasting oppinions, but there is a lot of good will in their feedback

The star, the fool, page of cups rx, 3 of wands, temperance

You youself and the way you are apporaching things
> 6 of wands
You are in a good path, the way you are doing things, be it unconventional or not is working for you, it is something that is headed towards success.

It is fair from you to listen to the feedack L has for you it is not a matter of butting heads, it is honest care and you can always take something away from a different opinion

My advice is so temper yourself, don't see it as a comfrontation and listen, if it doesnt sit well with you it is your choice in the end

AQ
Is the reason I default to constantly thinking about how stupid I am because I was abused, or is it because I was just actually really stupid and got clocked for it ?

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>>41763355
>290
This is a very fateful reading: chariot, wheel fortune, knight swords
Embracing it to the fullest you can without losing control or getting into mentally ill territory is what is recommended. Very fast energy about you tapping into it, you have to remain honest with yourself though about your limits and be wary of impulses it may bring you into. You may not feel in control of your power yet completely but with willingness to move around, even physically, to train yourself you will be able to have a more fulfilling life. This may be a signifier of astral travel. The only caution here is the 5 of pents on the side suggesting that this road may be a lonely one: you will feel like you cannot connect to most people in a deep way despite knowing them better than themselves because of your psychic abilities. The more you are in high vibration, the less human relationships you will have but this is alright as it’s the people you do intimately connect with that are worth the time. If you pay attention to the card yes it’s about feeling left out in the cold, but who you are left out in the cold with and surviving with as the two disabled symbolise.
My query is that there are two people who are supposed to come into my life in the future, maybe a year or so, who come in a pair: a man and a woman. They’re supposed to be important in my life. Can you pick up an aura and a vision about this? I want to see the chemistry/dynamic between us. Thank you! I made sure to be thorough with your read since this is a big question for me.

>>41763365
Knight of Pentacles Ace of Cups 6 of Cups
News will arrive slowly but when they do A will be overwhelmed with compassion
Sorry for the wait captcha isnt working

>>41763355

That actually sounds like a really good plan, cool af actually, quite really the best way to apporach this kind of stuff is just to dare to do and let things flow, have fun while you do it and you'll see where that energy takes you

AQ

Do I have any friends that I need to cut off?

>>41763424

I can trade you what is your Q ?

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>>41763435
Vision: Man in black business suit with black tie, woman in a dress that looks like a black version of pic. They stand together in a well lit yet empty dinner hall, almost as if posing for a painting or artistic photograph.

The two have great chemistry together but are not yet married. They'll support you as a team and advise you on how to rise through society. The woman prefers flashy approaches while the man employs the subtle. They enjoy fixing people up and causing social shakeups and you'll be one of their most favorite projects. They will like you beyond being their tool as even though you will do what they desire they see it more as an uplifting than enslavement. One can't move very well in the world without friends and other bonds.

Aura: Black, translucent ripples, white, grey

They are inhuman despite how they cover themselves and might offer you a chance to become more like them. They are old and experienced with honed spiritual power far beyond what their flawed vessels would suggest.

Aq. Will I make any progress today?

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>>41762595
well, it happened again. I found a card on the floor this morning.
it was et and face down, it's been raining for some time but I dried it. it's pic related, the ace of coins.
it happened to me some months ago and I asked, it's supposed to be good financial prospects and I hope so.
I'll stay alert for the cards on the floor.
happy new year.

>>41763522

Hey Lucario do you wanna trade ?

>>41763573
Holy shit another one?? Wow

One card?

>>41763672

Ace of pentacles

>>41763690
Thanks.

Aq. Is d getting help or am I just underestimating her?

>>41763591
If you're still around, yes.

>>41763755
Can I trade? What would be Ms reaction to me texting if she'll be free on Sunday? What's your Q if you trade? I will start as soon as you send.

>>41763773
Query: For the psychic business, should I focus on finding a person first or a location?

Vision: A suprised woman texting with increasing speed and discomfort.

She's... likely to overreact. I'm not sure how much this person is worth your time.

>>41763799
Starting sorry

>>41763522
Thank you, Lucario

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>>41763755

Still around tell me your Q if you are still interested

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>>41763799
Ten of cups and nine of cups reversed
Wheel of Fortune

Choose a location first. Finding a person first may hinder you. A location will attract who you need

>>41763914
Query: Is my rising vibration having much of an effect on the world around me?

Can I have one card?

>>41763967
Sweet starting,

If you are up to it can you tell me, if AL has been worrying about me ?

It is someone i fell off with bad but i want to reconnect with if i make it out of this mess i am in

AQ
yes/no question

Should I continue making my bets continually like I did before or just abandon that?

>>41763967

Not fully, there is resistance still, your higher vibrations are afecting the world around you by your physical acts and contributions withing the comunities that you are part off. Here for example in this board you are channeling a lot of your energy for the benefit of those you are in contact with. Equivalent exchange of the pages of fire and water for earthy energy for your quorents for example, and this surely projects in other parts of your life, you are helping others build and that in return helps yourself build as well.

Asking for the energetic weight you carry
7 of cups rx, 10 of wands, 4 of swords rx

Providing guidance and clarity at your own expense. It is the path of the healer and something that you should be mindfull of, burnout from this can hurt you if not cared for.

But all in all your higher vibrations have a tangible effect in the world around you, your acts bring along good fortune to you out of the mindfulness and gratitude of those you help and from the same energy you radiate

Additional cards for suggestion

Ace of swords, the star, king of swords

Clarity of purpose and the discipline to follow the path of the healer. Be mindfull of your intentions and the weight of your acts be more structured with your own rituals of self care and wellbeing and continue the spiritual path you are in, the energy you project will be attracted to you in return and it will affect you and those around you in a positive way

I hope this reading was to your liking and wish all the best to you

>>41764121
Page of Cups R
Nope, unsurprisingly only more broken dreams.

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>>41764179
Thanks, reader! I'm off then

>>41763404
Wanna trade? I have physical deck and can post photo, I don't trust most posters here anymore to not be chatgpt

AQ
Please if anyone can do a money or love general. I'm trying to get out of this deep pit of sadness and hopelessness. Thank you.

>>41764305

Yeah lets, i got a couple of questions myself

>>41764072
I was hoping lucario would take this one but i think her dropped off for the day

What is your Q ? I might need to drop off but will post your reading in 2 hours at the latest if i have to

>>41764330
what's your q?
forgot to say, no occult sorry

Seeking a trade from an experienced reader.

Kind of a serious query because I have a seemingly impossible decision to make

>>41764343

if AL has been worrying about me ?
It is someone i fell off with bad but i want to reconnect with if i make it out of this mess i am in

I will be back in about one hour or so, leave your Q i am doing your reading even if you dont do mine

>>41764364

Leave it here i will see what i can do for you, i will be back in an hour or so

>>41764380
I am wondering if the art I just created will be well received or if it’s too vulnerable

>>41764373
my Q is: Is EV gonna be the biological mother of my children?
starting yours

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>>41764364
Query? Are you using a real deck?

>>41764390
Query? You using a digital deck?

>>41764384
Show us the art and we'll tell you

Aq. Is the spirit haunting me more active because its dying?

>>41764317
There’s hope but you have to leave behind a previous mindset. Looks like you need rest too.

With money looks like you are receiving some help or something. And that through this you have the power to step into your own power and make some decisions but your emotions need to be in check. I’m seeing emotions are directly tied to your ability to make money so you might need to do some work there before you can grow.

With love- looks like there’s possibility with 4 of wands at the end of this spread but you have a lot of shit to undo before that. And a big one is your intuition- you are shut off from yourself, not in alignment or balance and avoiding doing any of this work. Last card I pulled to help with this is 4 of swords RX meaning no extra thinking or processing or anything like that you might want to tell yourself you need will help. Only action at this point is going to get you moving here. You need to move.

>>41764384
This is a different anon than >>41764364
Are you the one wanting to trade with me?

I have to decide whether to move to an affordable town that will meet all my needs BUT have to commute 2 hours to school.
OR stay in an unaffordable city and work full time while also going to college full time.

>>41764433
Ok starting

>>41764439
Wait I'm so confused who took this.

>>41764380
This guy said he'd be back in an hour lol

>>41764444
I’m doing your read if you can do mine on my art

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>>41764373
I don't think AL is thinking about you, it seems you can patch things up but it's not gonna end well

>>41764453
Wait bro you tried to scalp my read you sound weird

>>41764427
Thank you very much. Thank you.

>>41764444
Some idiot who comes here every day is doing your query.
>>41764453
You ask this every day, you've asked this like 50 times. Why do you keep harassing people asking the same thing over and over. You just keep asking until you hear whatever you want to hear.

>>41764478
I have never asked this before but ok. You sound a little frustrated anon I will send you a heart of love I hope your day improves!

>>41764470
I pulled 3 spreads. One for first option, one for 2nd option and a 3rd option that might be unseen yet.
1) option one looks like the better choice if you have to pick between the 2. It’s a better decision financially and emotionally. You’ll be able to stay afloat a bit better than the second option even if the drive seems long you’ll be able to manage it and get some work done on the commute.
2nd option looks to be risky for you intense but comes with some strain financially

Now I pulled some cards on a 3rd option and it looks like if you were able to get some help- a roommate situation or something like that. Maybe do a little digging and let your intuition lead you here but you would find the best of both worlds but it’s not looking like anything has landed yet with this path but just keep in mind you CAN create a 3rd path that would work better than 1 and 2 but between the 2 it looks like your health is happiest with the first path

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Aq
How can I get back to wanting to do things instead of feeling obligated to do them?

>>41764528
this does not require tarot but simple psychology.
do you know what made you stop enjoying those things?
is there a moment or event you could mark when it started?
is late here. If I don't answer I'll be back tomorrow.

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>>41764675
Query

>>41764686
Should I reach out to them or should I keep waiting?

Your q?

>>41764697
Love gen for this year
Starting

>>41764702
Starting

>>41764384
I am back, doing yours now

I am back and sorry ignore the previous post, shit got messed

>>41764384
I am doing this one first for the trade

>>41764384
This one comes next

hi

>>41764072
Yes/No Model: Dark Green Yes.

It seems that they are feeling somewhat possessive about you and are angry things went the way they did.

>>41764697
Ace of wands, 3 of cups, 2 of pentacles
You should reach out soon, it seems they're waiting for your message

>>41764702
>justice, fool rx, 4 of wands, 2 of cups
"stable" is the word here, If you're looking for a serious relationship, you'll get one. If you're in a relationship already, things will become more grounded.

Overall, 2026 will be the year where you'll stop worrying about love in general.

>>41764330
I just had to make sure I didn't run into the idiot that wanted to fight me. Sorry it took me a whole to reorient myself.

>>41763050
>>41764750
Different anon here. Got another query and still looking to trade?

Send me what you want me to draw for if you do Lucario.

>>41764387
Ok so i did for you twice, i am not sure what level of relationship do you have with EV but it feels like it is really early ? I hope you are at least in a relationship with this person at least otherwise everything i will say is nonsense and here i am taking your question to be that you are asking if you and EV will have childer together otherwise if you are asking if the kid is yours brother go get yourself a paternity test

4 of cups rx, 6 of cups rx, 4 of swords, 10 of pentacles, 2 of pentacles rx

The energies here are super early stages and really really slow, yes you are looking to build a family and home building and sure that is something that you can work towards but right now this feels like it is not something that you are working properly towards or at least the effort is not equitative from both parts

At a relationship level, i am doing you another reading

You: justice rx, page of cups
EV: 5 of swords rx, king of wands
Result: stregth

You need to be a bit more realistic and see thing for what they are, you dont seem to really be getting where things are with EV but if you star behaving and communiting in sync with EV you both will have a better emotional connection. On EVs side it seems like there is a general feeling of conflic and insistence if EV lets go of the conflictive attitude then there can be a more honest and passionate exchange between you both, or i can also take it that it would let you shine more confidense into the relatio ship and she would EV would see you with more respect

The best the situation can lead to is a good understanding between you both where you can work things, properly aligned and working towards a common goal. So yes, she could be the mother of your children, given that you both put in effort to lead the relationship in that direction, i could give you a prophecy but freewill overrides everything.

Be mindfull of how you behave, how you communicate and be fair to your partner

Air query or trade

Is this plan a wash, should I go back?

>>41764384
Ok so you were just an opportunistic cunt and decided to your question there. I am doing your reading anyways because i am inna good mood but still, dick move dude

Justice, page of cups rx, 3 of wands rx, the sun rx

Ok so, now it is me who doesn't want to be a dick but this cards here are telling me straight ahead that your art will be judged fairly and will not be well received. Page of cups, a card that talks about artistic expression and emotional gestures reversed tells me that your artistic potential in this instance is blocked and baddly channeled.

The future outlook is not bright at all, i am not sure what you mean by vulnerable but if it is bordering on the obsecene perhaps you should reassess. Seek different oppinions? Understand your target audience and such.

Cards for suggestions, 3 of cups and knight of cups

Seek input withing your circles people who you already know and might share your sensibilities this way you can make a proper assessment

>>41764433
Doing yours now

>>41764783
Alright. Do you have Lenormand? My query is what do I need to do to find my location for doing my readings in the city?

>>41764852
Hi lucario
Can I trade you?
I want to know if the fae have anything I need to know rn ? If not that's okay.

I really wanna kill myself right now so I would appreciate a query. I’m drunk and I feel desperate. Life keeps wronging me.
Is it over with N?

>>41764862
Light blue, eyes.

The fae want you to know they've been watching you and want you to talk to them more.

I'll just ask what I need to know the most right now.

AQ

Was that a cursed relationship?

>>41764888
Wow trips tysm
Lemme see what i can find out

AQ

Is now a good time to reach out to her(D) again? I want things to work out but I don’t know if I should give more space cause I(A) was really clingy at the start.

>>41764883
Can someone do mine please? I literally beg you

>>41764806
No Lenormand here. Tarot is what I primarily use.

My query is:
>In meeting Arm today, was she interested in me in a romantic or sexual capacity?

Aura & Vision please.

Starting your query.

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>>41764883
>Is it over?
Its over. Take care of yourself

>>41764932
Sure anon, at work so it will be quick.
The moon
It’s an uncertain but it’s not quite over, things are currently shrouded in mystery including their intentions. Trust your intuitions right now because you are being deceived, good luck anon, it seems tough

>>41764949
she told me she’ll give an ultimatum tomorrow

>>41764852
I originally meant to tag this >>41764933 to the quoted post.

Here's your read:
>Seven of Pentacles, Reversed
You likely are focusing on the wrong aspect of providing divinatory services. It can be on-the-spot as needed to whomever. Potency does not come from place, but from you as a reader. Whenever you come across someone in need of your services, provide them what they seek.

>>41764888
4os pow the tower
7 of cups
You have some important choices to make its important you get proper rest before making them and continuing on your journey. Clarification for the tower
Hermit reversed knightow pop 4 of cups
Don't make hasty decisions out of boredom really reflect and think about your next move .

>>41764433

Staying in town with the 2h commute
7 of cups rx, devil rx, tower
What you get out of this option
King of pentacles

Living in town is going to help you it is going to be the no brainer choice, might even help you keep healthy and focused, i guess it is likely you will be out drinking much but it could inpair you in other ways, it will suck for sure and you might end up deciding that it is not for you but
It is going to give you economical stability and that will open up options for you

Page of wands, 3 of wands rx, queen of wands rx
And the outcome 8 of cups

It will be more exciting for you will feel a hell of a lot more energetic and excited living in the city but you wont have time for anything, you will feel like you dont have control of your every day and in the end you might even endup moving

And these cards talk to me in a way because i was in a very similar situation to yours and ended up moving similarly a few hours a way built up some savings then ended up moving closer, so i guess you can try that same strategy

>>41764847
Yayy thank you. Let me know if you want a read!

>>41764933
Aura: Pink, Orange

Vision: A girl in a yellow one piece outfit coyly playing with the skirted part as if to tease a flash.

Her interest was both romantic and sexual but it is uncertain how serious she is about you.

>>41764982
Solid read. Thanks. I think I'll go with the long commute. I have about 6 months so I'm not worried.

>>41764969
So I gotta walk up to people as the magical reader man? I don't know the appropriate places to ask people I don't know what they need. Which basically makes me ask the same query twice. This is tough to figure out. Or I'm completely missing something.

>>41764957
It’s a trap, there’s definitely something she is planning with it, I don’t think you should agree to it cause there’s definitely a string attached

>>41764982
>>41764883
Could I get a full read about this please

AQ

When was the last time A thought of me?

>>41765006
Why dont u do readings on etsy

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>>41764815

>>41765043
hi

>>41764988
>Uncertain how serious she is about you.
It was a simple "hey there" and introduction about what we do, but there's always the question of whether she was into me or just being friendly. You can have a notion of interest, but it's always good to get confirmation through a trusted reader.

>>41765006
Less of a salesman approach and more of looking to draw them to you. Let your intuition guide you to the right people who'll open up out of nowhere like I'm sure you're used to as a fellow healer and empath.

I'll do another draw for you because I genuine appreciate the services you provide in the threads.

>>41765031
Not sure what to do there plus I'm pretty sure that place is monitored. I want to make my own money without too many TOS rules in the way.

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>>41765046
Buenos Dias

>>41764806
if it's not a yes then it's a no

>>41764986
No worries :)

If you are up to it let me know if AL would like to get back in touch with me at least to keep things civil

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>>41765014

>>41765006
>>41765047
In asking your query >>41764852 again, we got:
>Five of Cups
Damn, these reads are hitting you hard. What comes to mind is that you have a preconceived notion of how to provide your services for compensation, but are dissatisfied with the options available or reading before. This may mean that you have to change your mindset about this concept, either in shifting to a different model or looking for another means of income. There are quite a few apps like Indeed to find regular employment of needed and/or desired.

If you have energy for another Aura & Vision read, let me know. I can also do more reads for you fren.

Does anyone here have actual clairvoyance or some type of precognition, or does everyone just shuffle cards?

>>41765047
Well, as much as I'm flattered by that statement it's usually more of a danger sense when I'm walking around unfocused unless I have a sudden flow state or something. Though I guess that does make a good follow up query. How do I maintain my psychic flow?

>>41765105
This... doesn't seem quite right. And mentioning Indeed is also casting some doubt here.

>>41765129
My reads don't come from cards. Occasionally there's other people using cardless methods too.

>>41763159
what does spiritual communion entail lucario?

>>41765177
Usually but not limited to energy exchange or mutual observation of essences. It depends on how the entity itself wishes to define it. Do take care with how you handle foreign energy or related transformations.

Aq. Are things going to turn around for me ?

>>41765187
thank you

AQ

How in the world will we be in contact next?

AQ

What did that crazy dream mean?

>>41765143
>>41765006
>>41765047
In asking your query >>41764852 again, we got:
>Five of Cups
Damn, these reads are hitting you hard. What comes to mind is that you have a preconceived notion of how to provide your services for compensation, but are dissatisfied with the options available or reading before. This may mean that you have to change your mindset about this concept, either in shifting to a different model or looking for another means of income. There are quite a few apps like Indeed to find regular employment of needed and/or desired.

If you have energy for another Aura & Vision read, let me know. I can also do more reads for you fren.
>>41765143
>This... doesn't seem quite right. And mentioning Indeed is also casting some doubt here.
If you do not click or resonate with the reading, then okay. Mentioning Indeed is more about providing a rational, regular platform of finding steady employment as opposed to any sort of intuitively driven notion that would be where you should look.

Trading - sent my vocals off for the older guy doing production and he said he likes it but also asked me to slow way down (I think he’s going for more classic rock and I’m thinking the jungle fusion punk I like). I got good cards about how he feels about my vocals, 8 pents, 6 wands, chariot, fool - but I just wanna double check. Obviously he’s gotta clean up a lot because I’m recording through a phone, and he was super chill about the context of the song being gay, but what if I actually suck and am delusional yk? I’m ready to follow his instruction so no worries there, I get he’s seasoned. Not exactly sure how old he is. Someone give check me. I’ll start for you soon as I get your query.

>>41765227
Accidentally had copy/pasted on the notepad I was writing on before posting a reply. My bad.

>>41765232
>Nine of Cups, Tower, Eight of Pentacles
I don't get the impression from this spread that you're delusional, but I do sense this opportunity could fall through the cracks with or without you. You seem to already be in a fulfilling place career-wise, cut yourself some slack. Maybe look for in-person auditions when you're in better spirits.

My query: How will I obtain the money I need to reserve everything for my sister's wedding?

>>41765034
Thank you I will message her tomorrow when she is awake, I already know what I will ask, I need to keep this casual and low stress for her cause she is quite anxious, I must make efforts

>>41765266
Starting yours now
Can you give clarity on what you mean by the opportunity falling through the cracks? I’d like to avoid that

>>41765279
Knight of swords, two swords, World, Chariot, 4 swords
You need to be so honest with yourself about how much you can handle by yourself. I see you reaching out to many different people who know you and your family in order to get the resources and even financial help you need. There’s a lot of word of mouth, so I bet networking will help you a lot in finding affordable options and even deals between folks. If you’re not open about this and try to remain secretive about your capacity, that is when you would not find the funds. However, quick action and networking/talking to community will aid you and it will be a lot of work, but at the end you’ll feel relieved and be able to say “yeah I did that”. Rest comes later, now you drive around, ask around, reach out to old high school friends maybe, you know the jest.

>>41762595
AQ - Air Query
I have a big decision I need some guidance on. Mainly about when I should do it. I am kind of just stuck on if I should go ahead with it now or put it off for another month or 2. I see big upsides and downsides either way so some input would be very appreciated.

>>41765227
That just seems like you learned some lingo to try and push some suspicious stuff when I got a little too close to uplifting the public from my perspective right now.

>>41765280
Thanks.
I drew the Tower in the Situation position, which considers the position for which you auditioned. It's usually catastrophic, and tends to mean No for a Yes/No question. If you do get hired/cast, the Eight of Pentacles could symbolize you overworking to keep a good impression.

Trading romance query

>>41765323
He wants to keep working with me. If it helps for context, my last collab went to shit because my friend tweaked out on me. It was a disaster, so that may be some of that tower and the pressure I’m feeling. Thank you sm.

>>41765328
I’ll trade romance lol

>>41765341
Ok!

My Q is if I should text her if she'll want to go to the park or if I should just wait for her to tell me that shes ready?

Yours?

>>41764667
No event caused me to stop. It was like one day a switch was flipped and now everything feels like work. But it isn't even that I am frustrated. Just tired.

>>41765334
You're welcome. I didn't know that you previously worked with him.
>>41765320
>Seven of Wands, Queen of Pentacles, Wheel of Fortune
Go ahead, preferably in a week. You have the intuition to navigate what you might not expect. If you're overseeing people to some capacity, do so in an egalitarian way. You could become the cool boss.

>>41765346
>if you invite her to the park: 8 swords, 10 pents, 9 pents rx
>if you wait: world, moon, judgement
It looks like texting her will make her feel pressured and overthink about what you want (she’s thinking 10 pents) but if you wait, sure it will take some time, but it will show to her you have that emotionally mature band width to make sure she feels secure. Both of you are going through self evaluation and renewal with this part of the relationship. The wait and ability to sit in discomfort will be worth the reward. It looks like this relationship very well could go long term.
My query is what are my ex friends (there’s two of them, let’s say Bear and Jackal) are going to think about the song I wrote calling them out on being closeted and wanting me? For context, Bear stalks my socials and Jackal actually still follows me on socials.

>>41765376
Oh no I haven’t previously worked with him, I worked with another friend and that is the project that blew up. This older guy is a complete stranger to me and was just looking to produce for someone, so I shot him something and now he wants me to re-record but just go a bit slower and get in a better sound space. Thank you again.

>>41764727
If you're still around, can you do a reading for me?
I'd like to know if I should plan on moving out soon, and how I can do so while ensuring my mother's and my independence.

Trading

>>41765415

Lets trade, what is your Q ?

>>41765376
Thanks for the reading. A week lines up pretty well.

>>41765401
Starting yours thank

>>41765430
Will the company contact me this week or will they leave me hanging?

Your query?

>>41765401
Hermit reversed
Ace of Wands reversed
Ace of Wands

They're going to see it, and they're gonna realize what's happening. Say, they're gonna know its a diss, but they're not going to poke any further. Its almost like a complete win for you. You diss them and they sorta just kinda back off from you.

>>41765446
Starting yours

Mine is if GB would be up to having something with me before i leave

>>41765483
Starting

>>41765215
>Sun, Seven of Cups, Two of Pentacles
It says you're exactly where you need to be, knowing exactly what you need to know and that you have a decision to make. Take your time making this choice, all of them sound good but only one is the best.
>>41765199
>Three of Cups, Page of Cups, Eight of Swords
You'll likely find each other at school and help each other with an important test.
>>41765188
>Ace of Cups, Five of Wands, Ten of Pentacles
I get the impression from this spread that your self-confidence is low because your social environment is in a conflict that's getting worse. Fortunately, you have the means to make long-term changes for those you most care about.

>>41765503
Hey anon

Could i ask what A(female) wants the next steps in our relationship to be?

>>41765503
Can i also ask a q?
How is N0 feeling about me?

Somebody tell me what the fuck is going on

>>41765483
>the world, 8 of swords rx, the star, knight of cups

Yep. They really want you to ask, they wouldn't mind it at all and is just waiting for you really.

>>41765503
If you are still around, my life kind of "stopped" in the last few months. Id like to ask when can i expect for it to pick up again

>>41765446
Queen of wands, chariot reversed, queen of cups

There is someone who is pushing for you inside the company but there is a lack of direction and conflicted interests or conflict between this person and someone else who is stalling everything

Doesn't look like there will be an answer bt this week

Lets look forward
Death, star rx, page of wands rx

It doesn't seem like this will be something that will be progressing, i think in the end there will be a lost of interest and they will drop the application but it seems that it is completely on them and their mess, it is not directly related to you

AQ

Was So worried about me when I told her I was "alright" earlier in the day?

>>41765546
Thanks. Yeah HR greenlit my contract but someone somewhere didn't, causing a weird, never ending delay. I suspect that someone promised the job to some family member or whatever and that fucked me over.

>>41765520
>Queen of Pentacles, Six of Cups, Two of Cups
A might have a hunch that your principles don't align with hers. Something you've been doing reminds her of a bad experience, she's going out of her way to figure you out in that context. Own up to your ignorance and gently encourage her to open up.
>>41765532
>King of Wands, Ten of Swords, Knight of Swords
From this spread, I get the impression N0 sees your relationship at a dead end. They could be reluctant to leave because of your potential to fight it. That would get nasty, and they'll likely bring friends or family into it.
>>41765545
>Nine of Coins, Magician, Knight of Wands
It seems like you earned the life you've idealized, but it's not as satisfying as you were told it would be. You might feel movement again when you set out with a new purpose.
>>41765536
I'm being a bad influence.

>>41765624
Im the first one. Thank you anon, i really like her and want to make her happy. If i might ask a follow up question. Is there happiness for us long term?

>>41765624
>532
Thank you :( i will leave him alone

>>41765624
Are you taking query requests?
Can I know how K feels about me?

>>41765624
What will be the most eventful thing of Jan for me? Ty for reading my liege

>>41765624
>532
Can I actually ask a followup? Has he ever wished death upon me or anything like that? I had him in my mind as someone wonderful and kind but I’m not sure that’s the case anymore.

Trading

aq
next romantic relationship when?

trading a very silly one but important

>>41765804
Query?

>>41765811
i bought a new router and internet cable. will my internet get faster/better?
yours?

>>41765578

>page of pentacles
>knight of swords
>10 of swords

Yes, I think she knows there is something that has you feeling down, her concern is born out of a desire to see you get better

Trading

>>41765837
Query?

>>41765860
Was L right about the quality of my work being bad today?

Trading

>>41765876

What's your query ?

>>41765887
Will things with that girl I met on bumble go anywhere or no?

Trading

>>41765897

What's your q ?

>>41765890

Mine is if she is angry with me due to how things ended

Starting when you confirm

>>41765868
King swords, lovers, 5 cups, 4 cups. 2 cups, ace & 3 wands
Honestly, in my their eyes yeah but I think L is also just trying to look out for you. Obviously it doesn’t feel good but L thinks someone has to tell you and you might be taking it more personally than not. Based on these cards, it doesn’t look like your work is too poor or shit, and if L is the king of swords they’re just a bit of an asshole. If you’re the king of swords, you’re a perfectionist and really do love what you’re putting in so you’re taking it harder than it needs to be. No worries in getting me back if this doesn’t resonate. But good luck.

>>41765904
Starting

>>41765899
What will be the most eventful thing during Jan for me?
You?

>>41765890

Ace of swords rx, 10 of swords, lovers, 4 of cups, 2 of wands

She doesnt know what she wants and she is getting over something that affected her deeply. You guys will have find common ground and common interest will have a good time but in general she will be desinterested and you both will have a hard time making things work. Not impossible but without mutual effort it might endup feeling like it is you doing all the work

>>41765904
2 of Wands
Page of Cups
5 of Coins
I wouldn’t say angry but definetly disappointed, they trusted you and felt like you were a positive influence in their life and they really miss that kind of release, if anything they miss you

Trading

>>41765917
Cool, starting for you

Does she blame herself for how things ended ?

>>41765912
yeah I am king of swords here, it just sort of sent me into a spiral of wondering wether or not i was investing in the wrong direction or not. Yours did resonate drop your Q and I’d love to trade again

Sorry for the wait folks, just got back from dinner.
>>41765636
>Moon, Justice, Ten of Swords
Unfortunately, this spread tells me no. You and A will share vulnerability with each other, she will have a clearer read on you and that'll be the end of it. You could still be in her life in the future, but you likely won't be the primary source of her happiness.
>>41765651
>Eight of Wands, Four of Wands, Seven of Cups
You could be looking like a great choice for K to bank on. They're a busy-body who's impressed by the shared enterprise you bring to their table and the light you bring into their life.
>>41765661
I'm flattered.
>Knight of Pentacles, Moon, Page of Cups
Your perspective on how to invest could change. Something will profoundly surprise you and reignite your passion for learning.
>>41765668
I would answer no just from the position of Ten of Swords in your reading. It's a card about surrendering or admitting failure. Still...
>Nine of Cups, Hanged Man, Ace of Swords
N0 seems to be recuperating from a fallout in his worklife. You aren't a focal point for him now, but you could inspire him to overcome guilt and start again.

>>41765935
Can I ask how my love life will be like leading up to valentines day?

>>41765935
Could I ask what you see for my music career? I know you’re getting a lot of queries so no worries about getting to me

>>41765917

Nothing :/

9 of cups rx, king of cups rx, 4 of wands, tower, 8 of pentacles

You are really waiting for something to come crashing into your life and completely change the scenary but really things are fine and dandy, it will be real quiet and nice honestly, peaceful. If you want more exciting stuff to happen you really need to get yourself out there and attract things , the energy that you put into things will come back to you

>>41765932
page of wands, four of cups, five of wands, knight of wands

its not so much that she blames herself for what happened, but rather she recognizes that you and her both played a part in what happened. she has reflected thoroughly on this event, most likely to the point of rumination, and her conclusion is, while she holds resentment towards you and would not be able to set aside her negative feelings for you at this point in time to discuss things 100% civilly, she understands that she did have her own mistakes. she knows full well she wasn't great to you at times and that this caused a domino effect of sorts, but it's not to the point of "blaming" herself, or beating herself up or holding herself in a shame spiral. she wants to reflect, learn and just move forward and hope that the next time is better now that she's learned lessons from this.

>>41765963
idrk what i could even do. i feel like ive been rejected by the world.
trade again?

>>41765935
May I ask for a 30 day love general now that you’re full of food?

>>41765935
Last, thank you.. idk it just feels like im bothering him so im gonna move on, but thank you!

Trading

>>41765935
661, thank ya muchly! I hope so, I feel pretty emotionally dead right now. Don’t have much motivation for much of anything.

>>41765973

Yeah i know that feeling, i seem to be coming from that same spiral

What do you want to know ?

>>41765941
>Justice, Three of Pentacles, Nine of Pentacles
You might find a spark at your workplace, from someone who already synergizes well. You and this person will make each other feel especially powerful.
>>41765953
It's fine, I'm still waiting for my query to get answered. I must've scared her off...
>Queen of Swords, Strength, World
It could go very well for you so long as you stick to your guns and take the lead when it's called for.

>>41766018
Is this period of rest what I should be doing so that I can come back and achieve my dreams stronger later?
You?

>>41766025
Could I ask a Q? Is that expensive tool I bought harming the quality of my work or is it good?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nH00mUOq9U

>>41766025
>953
Thank you :)

>>41765935
Thank you! May I ask if K will do anything about that feeling this month or if we will continue to be at a stalemate?

Trading

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>>41765977
YES
>Wheel of Fortune, Five of Pentacles, Ten of Wands
You might be lucky with your effort to get lucky. This opportunity could seem so good, that in scrutinizing it you realize what you actually wanted to achieve or obtain.

>>41766025
Can I ask if I should participate in that camp I got invited to? Would it be worth it?

>>41766055
HAH
Thank you!
Yeah, I have a history of getting overexcited about love, only to realize what I obtained wasn’t actually what I wanted. Thought I had learned, but it IS the time of my Saturn return, lol.

AQ
Why did that crowd reject me?

Air query or trade

Well now that I have made some progress in that sense, do I keep my plan the same?

>>41766032

starting,

Don't even know man, should i text her one of these days ? Feels like i should just drop this dead but i just can't

>>41766099
>>41766034
Will trade for this one, starting when you confirm

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>>41766034
>Knight of Cups, Emperor, Nine of Swords
The use of that tool is not sitting well with your higher-ups or clients. The Knight of Cups tells me you'd be better off with something you used to take for granted.
>>41766061
>Tower, King of Swords, Justice
You might lose your chance to participate soon because of the demands of an apprenticeship. Alternatively, you shouldn't because your employer or mentor might give you more grounding experience. This will be an experience out of which you clarify your priorities.
>>41766049
What feeling?

>>41766032
Ace of swords rx falls from the deck as i shuffle

You really need to get your head straight, you want things but you are wandering without objective

9 of pentacles rx, justice rx, lovers, 10 of swords, 2 of cups

So yeah again, you need to align mind and heart, what you want with what you want to achieve. You need to work on opening up and getting out of your comfort zone. You are fraid that you venturing out will end up in some deep disappointments but really you need to clear that out of your head, without risk you wont get yourself out there. Cards also suggest to focus on creating new connections, not just quantity but look for the quality of these connections, this will give you the tools to get out there and actually engage with life in a way that trully makes you happy and aligns with what you want to achieve

>>41766108
the sun, three of swords r, death, ace of wands r

you should, youll have a grand reunion and be happy to be able to reconnect like that, but you shouldn't do it now. there's still a bit of healing that must be done between the two of you. you need to go a bit further on your respective life paths. there is still a bit of transformation that needs doing, learning about both the self and about how to navigate relations with others. you haven't sufficiently gone down your own path yet, therefore you haven't grown enough for a reconnection with this person to bear fruit. and while that sounds harsh, it is extremely important that it is said, because if you haven't grown enough, then you'll repeat the same mistakes and wind up even more hurt than you are now. keep a prospective reconnection in the back of your mind as you go about your days and grow.

>>41766144

If you would not mind sparing the time

Would she be receptive if i where to text her after all this time ?

>>41766144
Last, the feeling of liking me/seeing me as a light of sorts.

>>41766166
Fuck
I feel those are the wisest words i have heard in years, trully, thank you it means a lot

Let me know if you want more readings, i dont need to ask for more stuff

>>41766144
Could I know if I’m on the right path to achieving my dreams? I don’t even know what my dream is anymore, lol. I just want to know if I’m on the way to feeling like I made it, I guess.

>>41766182
it’s alright, thank you for the trades! i was simply reading the cards out.
I hope things get better for you, relationships are scary and hurtful but I promise you’ll be ok!

Trading

Aq
Is he my soulmate?

>>41766144
61
Noted, thank you

>>41766144
What will my next relationship be like?

>>41766122

Alright starting now

AQ
what should I be focusing on in my life right now? I'm very split minded, I feel pulled in so many different directions. cancer sun, aries moon, year of the snake

>>41766219
Starting yours

>>41766144
Tell me a hard truth I need to hear please

>>41766099
Moon
4 of Wands
Wheel of Fortune
Consistency is key here even tho you feel insecure over what to do next, 4 of wands says you should just stick to the plan to get to a successful outcome

>>41766249

Gimme a few minutes

>>41766144
If you’re still reading, what’s the next thing that’ll happen in my love life?

>>41766249

Magician, eight of pentacles, seven of cups, temperance, two of pentacles

The new tool is a good piece of leverage to use, but it will rely on your consistency and skill. However you could get lost in the details as well. Different settings, techniques, etc could distract you and waste time. Learning how to balance your efforts with it and adapt to it will be the best strategy here. Develop a routine with it that's productive.

Trading

q?

Mine is do she want something in the future like she says she does?

>>41766304

>>41766316
>>41766304
*something with me relationship wise

>>41766316
Mine is how long until I get laid again? This is my first time being single in years I thought I’d be having an easier time but I’m feeling like something’s off about me

>>41766333
>7 of swords, king of wands, queen of wands

Seems like you might have to change your approach a bit, You're coming on a little too strong but don't worry it'll come to you in a month or 2. Just be friendly and not so heavy about it up front. Don't come off that ur just trying to hook up and you want to actually spend time with them (whether that's true or not)
2 months of waiting max after you make the changes needed to do it. Seem like she'll be a really caring person as well.

>>41766316
Devil
7 of Wands
Ace of Swords
I don’t think she’s even sure herself, there’s a lot of self sabotage and bad attachment styles here, I think there’s potential for something long term but you’ll have to put up with her intense mood swings

>>41766365
yea she's actually diagnosed bi polar lol

DID MY MAN SEXT WITH OTHER WOMEN? PLEASE RESPOND.

Trading

>>41766414
q?

>>41766437
would it be best for me to keep living with my parents this year or move out? you?

https://youtu.be/FUUnV1Xb63E?si=scpYVDY81vyZ_HMJ

>>41766462
Will anything happen to me love-wise during Jan?
Starting

>>41766462
the hermit, nine of pents r, four of pents, knight of swords r

you are being advised to stay where you are now. you do not have the financial grounds to move out, even if you feel you might have that at a glance. you will be hit with something unexpected that will be a bit of a rude awakening. you are being advised by the cards against any impulsive decisions and to just bunker down and save everything that you have so that when the time comes, itll be a choice you can stand on with confidence as opposed to something you're going back and forth on.

>>41766468
sun, knight of wands rx, 7 of cups rx, temperence

I would say you will have success in love or in new connection or rekindling old ones from a good joyful optimism but you might be me with delays or frustrations or issues with timing, and any of these issues will be resolved as you will find more real options, choices, and clarity in love, which will put you in a position to meet someone ideal or to have that ideal relation with a lot chemistry and perfect timing, you are being purified and your love life is only becoming better and more clear and more complementary to you this Jan

>>41766481
>>41766485
Answer me, damn it. >>41766409

I want to see if I can insult him now

Trading

>>41766489
who the fuck are you for me to answer you, bitch, go buy a reading on etsy

>>41766485
thank u
If you wanna trade more lmk!

>>41766509
what is your query? mine is any advice I need to know or hear the most right now or would help me the most right now? I have been crying a bit overwhelmed by life

Trading

>>41766506
Relax. There’s no reason to insult me, and attacking someone over their genitals is ridiculous.

>>41766525
2 of swords rx 6 of pent rx king of swords btw

>>41766515
What will my next relationship be like?
Starting when you confirm

>>41766545
le confirming!

>>41766543
Thank you, but what do you think? I won't ask you any more questions because...

>>41766551
no cards of cups or wands...doesn't seem like a thing he'd do but I would ask another reader desu

>>41766545
lovers rx wheel rx 5 of cups tower rx


ermmmmmmmmmmmm, strange....I didn't specify romantic relation but I did mean and intend it while asking. something not aligned with you and out of your control that will make you quite sad thinking about but maybe will make you see other options, tower rx is avoiding confronting an end or collapse or addressing elephant in room............these cards are strange I am sorry, maybe next relation will just be a hard course correction

>>41766546
page of cups, temperance, page of swords, the lovers r, the sun

the cards want u to know that you have a lot to look forward to. if there is a past relationship gone wrong that is hurting you, just know that it is something you will recover from. you will realize in time that life is beautiful, and there is a lot to love. essentially, the sun will rise again for you. you will begin to socialize a lot more easily once this pain passes. you'll realize you are a strapping young person and your youth will have you brimming with curiosity and you'll have a desire to be kind to others. the kindness to others you give will bring you a sort of peace, which in turn, this peace will make it even easier for you to socialize and feel good about it. you will care less about relationships and you will care more about the self, and feel happiness with yourself finally.

the cards bring a message about hope on the other side as opposed to advice because it seems this current pain is a canon event for you that you need to exit on your own strength. if you were to be guided by another person, you would not take in the lessons you need to learn, and continue to repeat mistakes. the theme in this spread is finding strength and happiness on your own power. once you make it out, itll feel seemless. i know it's hard now, but you'll be so happy later. it'll be so worth it, just keep going anon!

>>41766560
haaaaahhhhh hahaha, how sad for me! thank you! Let me know if you wish to trade further.

>>41766555
I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HIM SO MUCH. I have no problem giving out my passwords; I have nothing to hide! You can even ask the cards. I COULD SPEND MY ENTIRE LIFE WITHOUT FLIRTING, AND I'M NOT LYING. I am extremely loyal and faithful, even without a partner.

>>41766571
someone from my past came into my life again in a very stressful time in my life, and I'm sick from stress, a narcissist, after I told them to stop multiple times, but I feel too sick to even pursue any legal consequence, and will just keep ignoring them, and the men I do have in my life, even if they want and love me, I just don't see myself with them, and I just am too sick and out of it to even pursue relations and love even it is what my heart cries out for the most, but that is a much better life to live of the sun than to be constantly needing another to be whole. Thank you for the reading. sorry about yours lol, you win in the end anyway, maybe just a weird guy shows up first to recalibrate you and give you clarity.

>>41766580
you shouldn't need to give out passwords or let it come down to that

how your man feels about you: 10 of pent
aww, ur like family, or youre really rich or represent material success to him

flirting or sexting with others: ace of swords rx
woah, hardest no out there

>>41766579
ur q?

>>41766589
I share my passwords because I don’t want him to ever doubt me.
I have bpd, and I’m only focused on my favorite person, him, so it comes naturally to me.
I’m definitely not rich. I’m from latam and I have basically nothing.

AQ
I'm going to ask vaguely. what do I prioritize at this time in my life?

>>41766586
that’s so horrible, I wish men would actually take no for an answer instead of going “well maybe if i try really hard she’ll give up” like???? holy rapist mentality
>>41766602
what’ll be wrong with my next partner that makes me feel the way described in the prior reading?
you?

>>41766643
hes uploaded revenge porn against me before when i broke up with him cuz he cheated on me....this guy is very mentally ill. toddler in a grown mans body. and his last message was suicide bait....he knows i dealt with suicide personally twice, i was a first responder and went to funerals and blamed myself.

is a.n.g. ever going to reach out to me again? starting urs

>>41766643
10 of cups rx hierophant judgement rx 9 of cups rx

too by the rules or traditional or close minded or bureaucratic or institutionalized, might have drug problem or liquor problem or is constantly disatisfied and unhappy, horrible home life, doesn't want a family, perpetually unhappy and unfullfilled, lacks self awareness or self reflection or avoids those things

>>41766687
oh i think we've traded before. isn't he like, 40 or something? 40 years old and still trying to suicide bait is embarrassing asf, no wonder hes so desperate to get you back, because no other woman wants to put up with his shit probably and he knows this.

the star, five of cups r, queen of pents, nine of wands r

yea this person will wind up reaching out, but not in the super duper near future. seems theres a bit more pain that needs to be worked out before this person is going to be able to work up the guts to do so. this person thinks highly of you and sees you as someone who is very kind, not out of naivete but the type of kindness that is only gained through maturity and experience. they view this as an incredibly quality and one rare enough that they want to be in contact with you in particular, but they fear rejection and they fear things going south in general. they are healing their wounds from whatever happened between you two in the past and once this is over, they will most certainly reach out.

AQ

will I become a great sage?
34 yo, male, scorpio

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>>41766692
thank you
If you want to trade more lmk lol I wanna know how i’ll even trick myself into dating such a person.

>>41766704
yeah hes 36
lol i threatened him with legal retaliation in my last message for the 2nd, 3rd time now, district attorney involved, i have incident reports against him, WHY DOES HE KEEP WANTING TO CONTACT MEEEEE. It really pisses me off that he thinks violating the no contact after I told him to fuck off as hard as I could just because he "likes me". What a fucking weirdo, he doesn't treat me like he respects or likes me at all, he only contacts me majority of the time to talk shit about me or try to give me money to indulge in sexual fantasies. his 2nd to last message was a bathroom selfie I ignored of him flexing...........and the last message i sent him before the selfie was the case number of what im taking to the district attorney adn not to contact me agian.. People are such weirdos dude.......... WTF
thanks for the reading, what a moron.

>>41766718
is that ur query that u wrote there?

my q is how can i make this year the best eva

>>41766731
>>41766750
narcissists hate feeling disregarded, he absolutely sees you as something to conquer, and if he does then that means he doesn’t have to reflect about how revenge porn is bad and a form of assault, because then that’d mean you forgive him, and if you forgive him then that means he didn’t do anything wrong.
the psychology of these types of people is easy to read once you learn the patterns. as they say, there are no original experiences.

but yea that’s my query! starting yours.

>>41766761
do u think i should just keep documenting everything and get a restraining order if he escalates. he contacts me like twice a year at most that ignore but the suicide bait pissed me off enough to schedule a RO hearing but i ended up just saying fuck it i dont even want to go through that and to dig up old wounds. the sex crime got dismissed cuz i pressed charges too late but it is on record. what would u do?? ;____; thanks for talking to me about this again. the issue makes me so sick from stress. i only drank a cup of soup today.


hierophant, tower, 6 of wands, ace of swords rx
they might make sense traditionally or institutionally or on paper or by way of society's expectations or their traditional values, and their appearance might come as a great lightning strike that really shakes up your reality and leaves a very strong impression, perhaps a Uranus-Venus contact, a welcome disruption or change, and you will look great together or everyone else will love them or you will receive great admiration from them, with them, or they will feel like a conquest, and finally, you might just get confused/lied to/manipulated in order to stay longer.

>>41766750
three of swords r, ace of cups, ten of swords, knight of swords r

it is imperative that you stop focusing on issues that you can't do anything about this year, and focus solely on achieving new, good things that will drown out all the bad. this may seem a bit obvious when stated, but the cards are strictly advising against brash action that would drag out your misery. it is not stating that you should just drop your negative feelings without processing them, but focus your ACTIONS on achieving better things for yourself as opposed to taking measures to avoid more bad things happening. ten of swords, i believe is saying that it's ok to leave old situations dead, and ace of cups is saying that there are wonderful new things awaiting them if you just let it stay dead. knight of swords reversed is driving this point home.

i understand from what you have stated that this may be easier said than done, and i, personally, apart from the reading, would advise you to not use this as a sweeping un-nuanced statement. do what you need to do to protect yourself if this guy is actually trying to harm you, but otherwise, don't let him drag you down and prevent you from living your best life. that's what he wants.

>>41766786
in that situation, honestly?? i would just go off the grid. change numbers, move, remake/delete all social media, only tell 100% trusted people where i am going. he can't hurt you if he doesn't know where you are. i understand this is easier said than done, but it sounds like an emergency situation, and stalkers don't think like normal people. that sucks though, sex crimes like that need a bigger statue of limitations, because sex criminals have an extremely low rate of rehabilitation :/ he is GOING to re-offend, even if it's not towards you. what kind of family do you have? are they kind and supportive? do you think they'd help you escape?

thank you, by the way. i suppose i can see that. i'm not into conservative values but i can imagine this person may embody what i've been seeking for over a decade now and that's why i get swayed. let me know if you want to trade more.

>>41766816
i live with my family and my name is extremely unique, i think just googling me will leave a trail of former and current addresses. ive had the same number since i first got a phone. i have no real social media, but thats a problem because what if i wanted have a personal business and brand. im getting a degree in education and community leadership. what if my face and profile and links to me grow out there and he finds me? i gave him so many horrible videos of photos of me when i was young that he threatened blackmailing me with. my family told me to spare his life and not do anything toward him and not to ruin his life when he first got caught, and now that hes back they again tell me not to ruin his life and not pursue anything. i think theyre narcissists too. why would my first love be a narcissist. because its all i knew. and yeah he will never change. idk what to do.


what is ur query?

>>41766839
yea, that sounds like a massive projection on their parts :/ theyve probably got some skeletons in the closet themselves, because why would they want to protect someone who is obviously causing their child harm? any normal person would find disgust at a sex crime, it's why we have an entire SO registry, so if you want to protect someone committing sex crimes against your literal child, when we are biologically wired to protect our children at all costs, that signals a far deeper issue with your family. you need to get away from them. or maybe at least change your name, since revenge porn unfairly ruins the careers of a lot of educators.

anyway, my query is if this person is K or somebody else? you?

>>41766877
i think maybe they want me to avoid him snapping and coming after the family or something so theyre covering their asses so they get less drama in their lives.......its all very selfish. theyre very abusive people but i live in one of the most expensive areas in california, im sick, got barely any support system, and im a student, idk how im supposed to run away and survive. ive already lived in michigan, alabama, with abusive friends/exes, and tried joining the military but they didnt like my health record when revealed. i love my name i would never want to change it, its my grandmas name i was born on her bday. : ( my biggest dream is to not live with my family anymore and to be able to survive on my own and have my own family. at least maybe if he does try to blackmail me I can say that its AI, since AI is getting so advanced.


my query is idk do whichever, should I try to move out/change residence this year or stay put? i looked up student housing too but its so expensive :( idk, or what is the best way to deal with the situation of A.N.G......? any just other insights, knowing that he might come back irritates me to no end but even that energy i feel he doesnt deserve, i want to make him nothing to me.

starting urs

>>41766877
K: 5 of pent, 9 of cups rx, devil rx
5 of pent... I don't think this would match hiero+6 of wands, but 9 of cups rx does show up again, but with devil rx, maybe ya'll don't have sexual chemistry enough for it to be him

someone else: 2 of pent ,ace of cups, 2 of cups
someone else, they will feel good to you, they will get you

>>41766890
yea, AI... that sounds like a good plan tbdesu. are you the girl with tens of thousands saved? maybe you can try moving to the south for a while until he gets bored, its extremely cheap there. maybe a small town shortly outside of a major city in the south like atlanta or little rock. texas is good too if you dont wanna be in the SOUTH south, dfw has some nice areas.

anyway...

page of swords, the magician, five of pents r, the emperor

you can make this happen if you are thorough about your research about where to go next. five of pentacles reversed immediately followed by the emperor, i think, signals that there are a few routes you can take here, and not all of them end happily for you. you could wind up in a shitty situation again OR you could wind up feeling happy and more in control of your circumstances.

i think that the first two cards are advising you on the action you should take to get the good ending here. you need to be very thorough about your research, not in just looking at the area but actually calling and reaching out to these places and making connections in the neighborhood before you go so that you have a support network that you can trust. its rly going to depend on you here.
>>41766893
if you wanna do one more trade lmk!

>>41766921
yeah i got 30k.. .but im so scared ill blow through all of it if i try to move somewhere. ive always wanted to stay somewhere in Louisiana. being unemployed i get free healthcare and i am so sick and i get more financial aid for school, but school is online so i could live somewhere else. im just so scared to blow it again and come crawling back to my parents.
astrocartography is pretty fun
i survived out in the 7mile detroit ghetto for a while. i get free electricity here too for my tesla that i bought for cheap from my dad. I see the vision with the cards though, I gotta exercise my mind a bit more with finding leads.....what about manifesting an emperor guy to help me kek. idk.


yeah what is ur query? mine is just how to handle the situation with a.n.g. the best. im just curious what the cards will say

>>41766935
i grew up in the part of texas that is considered the westernmost start of the south, and i guarantee you that unless you go full retard, you will not lose 30k. if you're looking to live in a smaller city with 50k people or below, you can find places to rent for under $1k. that means you wouldn't even be spending $12k a year in the south on rent alone. i would also look into getting on food stamps in california before you go, as SNAP cards can be used in any state, but it is a far more arduous process getting approved for SNAP in the south than it would be in a famously blue area like california.

my query is how close am i to meeting this next lover youve been reading on? starting yours

>>41766935
actually nvm what i said about SNAP, thats not legal. but im sure you could still get it in the south since i knew a lot of people on them growing up, including my own mother. from what you said, you are disabled, so you may even be able to get into income based housing there too.

six of cups r, the hierophant, knight of cups, the hermit

ice him out and focus on living your life. youll be able to meet a new man soon enough and youll move on with your life together with him. everything will sort itself out in your life, you just need to look forward and focus on you and not on this mentally unstable nutjob. dont even entertain him, dont respond to him, just totally and completely ice him out. your past has no business being anything except for your past.

sorry for the short reading, but the cards were pretty straightforward.

>>41766949
ill think about the texas idea, I can entertain myself easily anywhere dont mind driving out to do things. plus ....need a husband thats not a california silicon valley scrawny pale computer foreigner or liberal that worships materialism. im already on food stamps and medi-cal. im kinda disabled but i got denied disability before. i won a lawsuit where it proved i had substantial injury that i can use now to gain disability back but..... i feel like if i do get a real job or business disability or having that on file might really limit me and my income and quality of life i want. i have osteosclerosis, degenerative disc disease, fractured spine, ptsd, major depressive, adhd, but i can still walk use hands brain...so they'll just say for me to get a job thats appropriate

this month : justice rx empress rx
next month: queen of swords
3 months from now: 6 of pent rx 5 of pent
4: magician


I would say by the 4th month you'll summon them from the ethers, seems like this month you can't really devote yourself to that cause, and next month you'll be kinda closed off, and ect. Feel free to ask another reader though of course and free will can change these energy signatures as well but this is the current forecast.

I got some strange buzzing in my ear going on now

I really appreciate your reading and message for me, it feels really healing, I just hate thinking he might steal my future from me because "its funny". thats one of the reasons he used to hurt me. i havent physically seen him since 2018 and hes still messaging me, its so concerning but!

you right, when other men show interest, he contacts me like clockwork, its some energy thing that happens, I want his energy eradicated, I feel a lot better now with what you said.
I really feel extremely irritated though that i might jsut have to never pursue legal action even if i said that boundary before and i know he always violates that boundary...because that might just give him too energy too.

Trading

>>41767096
Query?

>>41765354
if you are just tired it might be that you are literally tired. I mean, check out the phisical part first, if you are lacking sleep, iron, some vitamin or whatever.
if it's not something like that, maybe you just got tired of your hobbies. I like a certain type of music, I still like it but with age it became boring, repetitive.
check out if you need some new hobbies or maybe stop for some time until you come back with more enthusiasm.

AQ
When will I find love?

trading

Aq. Would se help me?

>>41767250

Your Q ?

>>41767331
Will my next gf be met on twitter as a fellow artist?
You?

>>41767331
>>41767335
I am also female btw just wanna say. I can’t date normies and/or men anymore, I’ve learned this through painstaking trial and error.

>>41767335

Would GB be receptive if i asked her out ?

Starting

>>41767343
six of pents, the chariot, ten of swords, six of cups r, page of swords

yea she'd be quite receptive to it actually! she would confess her own feelings in tandem and itll feel like a dream come true for a while. youll quickly get into something together, but thatll be the issue present: you guys will rush things and your relationship will quickly fall apart as you two are mostly projecting past experiences, both fulfilled and unfulfilled, onto each other. you wont actually be looking at each other for the other person, youll be looking at each other for an ideal that could be but doesnt exist. its fine though, i dont think the ending here will hit you too hard and actually youll come out of this feeling more confident to ask people out going forward as a result of this. so go out there and have some fun!

>>41767342
>>41767335

Yeah about that there is a man who you will meet or someone you already know, if you already know him things are currently on a standstill withing you, probably not talking anymore. This is someone who will be a prospective partner, someone who is very well settled, mature and very stable. Older than you, It will be a call for you, a choice exactly because of what you have shared

Thats as i was shuffling : 4 of swords, king of pentacles, judgement

Your spread
6 of swords rx, 10 of wands, knight of pentacles, ace of wands, the world , judgement

Your next interest i think will also be a man, again you have a someone who will be a very decent option, someone very patient with you and kind, you will have a lot of physical attraction for this person and will share a lot in common, it doesnt seem like you will meet this perso through your community but it will require some effort to keep this person, he might be too much at times, maybe very eager

Give me a sec, let me do them for you again lets see if you will meet a gal soon