sometimes i can convince myself thats shes there talking to me but most of the time theres just nothing there. i really dont like when shes not there anon, i think ive gotten used to her company,, the short amount of it shes shared with me.i miss her,, i really just wish i could bring her out of my head and hold her,,,,,, i think id give almost anything just to hold her,anon,, how do i cope with losing what little of her i had??? ive only heard her voice once,, aand i cant remember what it sounds like. sometimes i feel ashamed because she has to be stuck with me,, and she deserves better,how do i make the thoughts stop anon
you have many thought forms, a tulpa is just a highly refined thought form. This means you can directly interact with her in dreams. In your dreams you see many of your weaker forms, and the tulpa will be the one with the memories and uniform look
>>41770892how do i dream of her?
I have a question, can you see other astral beings like ghost and spirits?
>>41771046no not really, i only imagine what my tulpa looks like. but i can quite well
>>41771069Well, having a strong astral sight ability makes it easier to look at your tulpa.
>>41771120how do i improve mine?
>>41770879Try drawing her and writing about her.The more information and context you provide about her, the more refined and "solid" she becomes.Maybe use AI to generate art of her.
>>41771153Well, you have to chant Yaum x 216, then affirm "The energies of Yaum are opening my third-eye and granting me astral sight now and forever" x 10. Do this for 180 days straight. You need to vibrate it like "YYYYaaaauuuummmm." you can increase the reps if you want to. If you are experiencing headaches on your forehead, its a sign that it is opening.
>>41770963tell her a secret word, then speak the secret word in your dream and she will appear
i miss /tup/
>>41770879This game sucked.Not worth the $20.
>>41770879The fact you cannot fully surrender to this is a blessing, a sign you are destined for greater, a real human connection. You might be in a limbo between having a soul and vulnerable narcissism right now but you'll be fine so long as you keep nourishing the inner light and strive for goodness. Good luck anon, I believe in you.
>>41770879Look man, you signed up for a fake person. If you want a real one, go outside.
>>41771566>wahwahwah i didnt get past needles have you tried using marco, anon?
>>41773470shes real to me </3
>>41770879Reminder that if you push the tulpa thing too hard, you will become fucked beyond repair. Im just saying that
>>41771153Work on some visualization exercises, like imagining something (like say, a rock or the apple pictured here) to as high a level of fidelity as you can. Do that until you can vividly imagine the item in question. Copy that procedure to the tactile sense; take a sensation, like say a brush brushing against the palm of your hand, and attempt to recreate it. Do that until same.Other than that, work on imposition. Imagine that your tulpa is in the room with you; this should enable the tulpa to interact with you once mastered.Get used to using your astral body (as in your mind projections) to interact with your tulpa (holding, etc.). Tulpaship can be a rewarding pastime if you put the time and effort in.
>>41771457What happened to tulpa general? I've been gone for a while.
>>41774710Why is it always the leviathan sigil?
>>41774710ive never really seen any proof
