Guys, I think I'm a loosh cow. I was dropped down the basement stairs as a baby and almost died. Ever since, I've been very near death dozens of times. I've actively tried to to kill myself a couple of those, but something always happens and I survive. Anyway, despite being protected from catastrophe my life is a constant source of shame, disappointment, sorrow and rage. I haven't had a full night's sleep in over 5 years, but I'm still functioning. I had a revelation tonight that I may just be a favored target for harvest. They'll keep me alive so nothing goes to waste, but inflict unspeakable acts upon me until I expire. tl;dr how do I stop loosh demons from harvesting me?
You're not cursed. This is just egoic self-aggrandizement. "I'm so special, my life is uniquely terrible, etc."Stop indulging yourself and things will get better.
>>41776060it may be God thats protecting you.
>>41776060feed or be fed on
Stop noticing that I'm harvesting your loosh, it's more enjoyable when you think it's random.
>>41776117>bad goy, youre just an interchangeable economic unitGet fucked kikenstein
if you were cursed you wouldn't be protected
>>41777330Imagine a demon and an angel arm wrestling over your life
>>41777374OP hereYea, that's basically how I feel. Like I'm torn between evil and good at all times. Yesterday I had a thought to doorcheck a cyclist on the highway.
>>41777442basic intrusive thought/imp of the perverse
>>41777454Right, but that was just a tame sample. I'd never reveal the thoughts i have on a daily basis. When I was younger, I was easily influenced by everyone. And I know now that I was influenced by demons. It's only knowing that, accepting the supernatural, that has allowed me to fight back. I'm seeking to end the archon tyranny over me and punch back.
