> be me > kinda dumb since childhood > whenever i don't understand an educational or intellectual concept i wait around a few days, weeks, or months> in my dreams an unseen entity attempts to visit me > it has no shape, only weight> imagine my mind like a hammock and the entity a heavy boulder> the hammock can not take its weight, straining, it flips> before i make proper contact with the entity, which tries to penetrate my soul, i wake myself up out of fear, upon waking i feel regret for not being brave enough to make full contact > following which i understand whatever concept that was beyond my comprehension before> i've been using this force as a cheat tool to go through my school and college for years > i don’t need to understand anything, understanding flows through me eventually like a flood after months of intellectual drought
>>41790772so you're retardmaxxing?
>>41790777You're not in any position to diagnose anyone. Hardly anyone ever is.
