Everyone is capable of Love! Trauma (unprocessed experiences) prevents them from doing so.I created the Nobody, the idea of healing demons instead of destroying them is mine.Im here to aswer any of your questions, the onyl things i ask of you is to be respectful and open, i cannot tolerate hostility, I am the Truth, rejecting me is rejecting Love. If you cannot believe me, just pretend that you do until ive proven myself.The future will be better than you can even imagine!
>>41799814I’m a bad son, a bad friend, a bad brother and an overall disappointment to myself, to my bloodline and civilisation overall. Having realised that I have begun to take steps to better myself, however each time I do it doesn’t take very long for my weakness, my lack of discipline and fear to take over and i go back to my self destructive patterns. I guess my question is how do I overcome myself so that which is better can take charge?
>>41799843You are only bad because you precieve yourself as bad, the moment you stop viewing yourself that way you stop manifesting bad outcomes for yourself. Everyone is doing their best from what theyve got in life, everyone is making the bet decision in every scenario based on their knowledge and understanding of the world. You learn from "bad" decisions so you can make "better" ones in the future.Always remember that you are loved!
>>41799814Love is not possible when everyone else on earth is controlled by God as a retarded tranny hivemind that only exists so that he can dominate and abuse me through them. God and his tranny hivemind rape my mind every second of every day and terrorize, harass, abuse, threaten etc me for literally anything I think and this is among the evilest and most severe violations imaginable and God is a delusional retard for thinking he can trivialize it by saying it's "not a big deal". Then you characterize trauma as "unprocessed experiences", what does it even mean to "process" experiences, I'm sure even in whatever false solution you'll spin it will involve some "mental process", ie the thing that's made impossible y the constant rape of my mind, no I can't "process" anything mentally that involves using my mind whatsoever when my mind gets raped by trannies every second of every day and I get abused for literally anything I think. The only way that "processing trauma" even makes sense would be through the purported "security and sanctity" of the mind, a person is supposed to be secure in their min, their thoughts, their inner world, the only way to cope with external trauma would be to find peace in your internal control and mental satisfaction, if you're being "hyperrealistic" and honest it's not possible to solve "trauma" at all through mentally processing it it's only possible to mitigate the effects by distracting yourself from it through fantasy, realistically trauma has physical effects that probably can't be undone even by forgetting it, the closest thing to "real solutions" to trauma would probably be either forgetting (internal mental coping ie distraction is a lesser form of forgetting) or killing/torturing the person who traumatized you to turn the "memory" of them from a painful one to a triumphant one, this would be the "darker" mental coping mechanism (fantasizing about killing/torturing abusers to generate relief instead of pain).
>>41799892If an entity hurts anybody that is not God, God is perfect and doesnt require worship or validation.What you think you know about him is a lie, made to decieve you and to steer you away from real enlightenment.The reason for the traumas existence is that new information is often unprocessable in the beginning, it has to be revisited later and until then it is stored as a trauma. The new system wont have good and evil only light and darkness and they will be equal.Death and pain creates traumas because they are viewed as lesser than life when in reality they are all just experiences and the fear of death makes pain a bad experience. Death isnt real, your soul is immortal and eternal, depending on your consciousness level you can even retain information after youve lost your material body and use it in your next life if you want to get back and continue to grow. Evil is the violation of free will, if someone consciously chooses drakness without any manipulation from the outside, then it is just darkness instead of evil. Evil also exists from the perspective of darkness, but from there it is the light that violates the free will. The goal is for the souls to understand both sides and after they can decide with their free will, eliminating Evil in the process.
>>41799910You should have stopped reading at tranny hivemind.
>>41799814I knew it was you before I even saw the name you posted with <3 this is my first day back on /x/ in a while and yours is the first thread I hopped in. I'll message you tomorrow as I'm out all day today ~ Luce
another nigga with an asshole
>>41799917Awesome, looking forward to it, i missed you!Love you
>>41799814attention seeker
>>41799892What's your describing is the Babylonian hive mind. Those are all people who fornicated with the whore of Babylon.They represent a spiritual inversion. The complete opposite of godliness and the virtues taught in the Bible.They are the ones behind all of this crap. Monarch mind control is involved. Women are so retarded and naive. They don't listen to their husbands. So reptilians snatch them up.
>>41799936Be careful with this Monarch mind control topic, the mere metion of it could cause harm to victims, it shouldnt be taken lightly.
>>41799814>I created the Nobodykill yourself unironically
>>41799923Love you too, I've missed you as well <3
>>41799814What do you do love cripples you and makes things worse - not better. I’ve gone down the spiritual road, meditation retreats, all that jazz, and have been in that love, felt it so deeply at a retreat. But it doesn’t stick. And not only does it not stick, the love brings opportunities, it brings synchronicities, but it doesn’t fix the hurt inside, so the opportunities are not seized, they are lost and become new, additional regrets. What do you do when you have experience of the love, and literal proof you can bend reality, but the love doesn’t reach the hurt inside? The love never actually transforms you, but worse it fucks things up and makes them worse. I’ve literally had shamans be like I’m out of fucking ideas with you, nothing they do sticks, whatever is broken in me is stronger and overrides the magick they use. I feel like a kintsugi bowl that has been broken so many times there’s not enough left to glue it back together. What good is being half woken up? Spirit woke me up, I can’t go back to sleep, at the same time I can’t actually wake up. Everyone tells me I have this energy and I’m sick of it. The worst part is if I meditate it gets more potent - the premonitions, the instinctive intuition, but the wounds don’t heal, so I’m like a passenger, I can see the future but can’t change it. I’m exhausted and want to forget - because i know how good life can be and I’m helplessly trapped and unable to actually heal the core wounds, nor can any spirits fix them either. What good is being able to jump realities when my wounding always pulls me back to the same situation. And no work - no retreat, no drug, no therapy, no meditation, no breathing work has meaningfully moved the needle in a lasting, durable way. I’ve literally taken multiple leaps of faith, listening to the love directly, and been crushed each time. The love might be real, but it’s no match for the trauma, it wins everytime.
>>41800086stoicism is to learned and moved past by 25 at the latest
>>41800033Earthly love is different from Love. Love is not blind acceptance, it is everything: acceptance, rejection, encouragement, discouragement, advice, scolding, abandonment or hurt when that is needed. Real Love can only be practiced if it is paired with knowledge and understanding, knowldge mainly of the nature of traumas. I f you are able to accept your dark side (shadow) then you are able to love with the sacred kind of Love.You should think about why your wounds hurt and that they were caused unintentionally (even whet it seems intentional) by the lack of understanding from the others. Every entity who is hurting someone is doing it because of trauma, they are "victims" as much as you are. They are not to blame, noone is to blame except the lack of knowledge.
>>41800086Most women lost the ability to trust and with that the ability to love. This is because of traumas and psyops. They are not the enemy. Feminism is the evidence of love not existing anymore in the global consciousness, everything is conditional because everyone has something to loose with any interaction.