What can i do to restore the mystic stateAbilify Loxapine Valium given by force in the psych ward in summer 2023I do not want to do LSD, psylocibin or DMT etc.
>>41803510What was your experience like?
>>41803533Sus
>>41803546kek fair enough.
>>41803510anything forced wont work. just relax, anon.
its probably best to focus on this realm while you are still here.
>>41803726>focus on this realmWhat does that even mean? There's not much to care about here imo.
>>41803771the world is beautiful. that it is not, is the real psyop to destroy your soul.also you shouldn't fuck around with your mind if you are already having problems like schiz
>>41803788>the world is beautifulNow that's funny, you could put me somewhere "beautiful" and most I'd find respite for a few fleeting moments.>having problems like schizNot op btw, but that's a fair assessment. Something tells me that all schitzos aren't nearly as detached from "reality" as believed.
>>41803510>how do I experience psychosis again without taking psychedelicsNot the mental state I think you are looking for but the best non-drug high I ever felt was after completing a marathon.>>41803771Pray you find something nourishing to tether you to this world.
>>41803771It is through deep and passionate engagement with the world as it is that the mystical experience begins to spontaneously unfold
>>41803771You were too weak for this realm now you’re coping hard, many many many such cases
>>41803510 i never got it back personally, even after i stopped taking the meds and all the other things they 'fixed' came back. lsd was the closest but not close at all really, like comparing a cup of tea to crystal meth. i just mean i could just tell it was sort of doing a similar category of thing where nothing else did
>>41804111>You were too weak for this realmThat's very likely. trips o truth and all that.>you’re coping hardHow so?>>41803967>deep and passionate>the mystical experience begins to spontaneously unfoldNot certain what that would mean, or entail. I've had the inverse happen, the more apathetic I've become the more "mystical" reality has become. I've had my experience and come to the realization none of this particularly matters. All in all it's just stuff, and things, people prescribe the "meaning" and "importance" to such things.
>>41804379You're kidding yourself. You weren't apathetic, you were aware because you slowed down.
>>41804421>you were aware because you slowed down.Huh? I never claimed to be wholly apathetic, so I fail to see your point.
>>41803510>I used to be magical!>but not enough to defeat the meds!Sounds like you needed the meds bad and you best keep taking them.
