Pick a number between one and 51
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>>41805106Does it have to be a number? I'm on a diet
12
>>41805109You got BACKWARDS LOVE. The appearance of this card suggests you might be putting your head in the sand in terms of a self-obstructed awareness, or choosing rumination of negative self-perceptions over recognition of your more positive qualities. It represents the lack of practical and or spiritual self-care or maintenance in a single or multiple areas of one's being. It implies that one might be symbolically punching themselves in the face as a form of punishment, or even worse, pleasure. There’s a certain comfort in the conviction of futility. If we convince ourselves that effort in one area of our lives is useless and futile, or not worth it at the moment, (when the moment is all we ever have) we feel less guilty when joy, pleasure, and self-fulfilment inevitably atrophy, for we have forfeited our agency, responsibility, and power to a non-productive and in fact destructive philosophy or notion. There is a certain control in the planned suicide that the unplanned death, a simple result of a life taken to it’s natural end, does not afford. That sense of control is a meager power in comparison to the revelation and discovery of our own untapped strength and divinity.
>>41805106I pick 17
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>>41805121You got DIGGING. The appearance of this card may imply that one has forgotten something incredibly important, either on purpose or on accident, and is trying to uncover it, or will, or already has done so, likely to the seekers great distress. It may represent a frustrated and rageful lack of information, or a desired emotional/mental/physical state, and a desperate self-inventory/assessment to try and pinpoint the cause of such lack or distortion. It signifies a violent search for innate treasures, forgotten details and moments, or a reason behind the seemingly random and strange habits and inclinations of the seeker. Self inquiry is good up to a certain point, however, our reflection in a mirror is a profane and forbidden sight, and some rocks are better left unturned. Cut your losses and move on, express yourself genuinely, but don’t look unnecessarily long into the abyss, because it will reach out and take a piece of you home with it. NOTE: When you dig inside yourself, you won’t always like what you find.
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>>41805127You got BEDHEAD. The appearance of this card suggests one who has been or perhaps will be faced with a malicious force, and it may not be physical in nature. It could be a psychological, internal, or spiritual entity, or maybe some event in life which has or will leave you tattered and bruised. It represents someone who has the innate power and understanding to overcome a given adversary but still feels unable to due to lingering negative notions of mind. It signifies an indecision regarding how to act in the face of a demonic or destructive force, and reflexive panic or paralysis at the sight of the abyss. It is encouraged for the seeker to remain calm in any and all situations, and faithful in their nature as beyond and above the confines of their life and the realities of embodiment. You have everything you need to defeat what is against you via a divine inheritance.
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>>41805130You got EMPTY. The appearance of this card suggests someone who has been or may be going through a period of loss, grief, or despair due to one form of death or another. It signifies an underlying discomfort about a situation that you felt ended abruptly, or a kind of psychological closure that you haven’t yet allowed yourself to receive from you. It signifies a blockage in the mind, formed possibly from an overwhelming fear or perceived inability to cope with life’s most vicious and brutal realities. It is encouraged for one who sees this card to remember their timelessness, and paradoxical nature as both a temporary and eternal idea in time as well as the absence of time, in both consciousness and unconsciousness there is only you, even and especially in your absence. There is nothing to be afraid of except the illusion of being real, or of ever having had something to lose in the first place. Yes, many things will be lost, and many things will be given back and lost again, but there is something to you that can never be taken away, a possession that you will never lose, and it is one that transcends both death and life and everything in between. It is a divine inheritance and the diamond in the rough.
>>41805135You got EYE, EYE, EYE. The appearance of this card suggests someone who is self-imposing an obstruction on their awareness either out of fear or a perceived necessity to avoid certain emotional outcomes that could result from a raw mental or interpersonal confrontation. It may signify someone who is lacking information, not out of ignorance, though that may be the case, it could also be a simple matter of nescience. It is encouraged for one to practice courage over all demons of mind and matter, and to remember the soul's ultimate timelessness in the face of all tragedy, illness, and destruction. Remember that correct communication and right frequency is the bridge between matter and souls.
>>41805137Appreciate it, Anon. Godspeed.
>>41805141You got I NEED THAT. The appearance of this card suggests the presence of someone who may feel heartbroken in one or more areas of their life, or may perhaps find themselves feeling that way soon. It suggests a feeling of being abandoned by someone or something, and traumatized by an event or a series of events which have occurred or are yet to occur, which may have been or will be mentally shattering, resulting in a mental and perhaps physical exhaustion or isolation. It represents alienation, resentment, being at the receiving end of cruelty or judgment, or feeling overwhelmed by physical or psychological pain. It is encouraged for one who sees this card to take heed of their fellowship with the spirits of eternity and to try to see their lives and the events within them more through the eyes of a benevolent creator rather than their own. You have the power to interpret the data you’re receiving through your senses, the subtext of existence, those hidden nuances of being which are to be uncovered if ever you are to revive whatever generative forces of power be dead or dormant within yourself, let every moment be a personal resurrection of productive attitudes and drives.
>>41805106OP here. There are 25 tragedy cards, all black and white, and 26 comedy cards, which are very colorful. We have yet to pull a comedy card. Consider using a random number generator for ur reading
>>4180522131
>>41805224You got SUSPENDED DEFINITELY. This card represents someone who finds themselves in the flow of things, surrendering effortlessly to the currents of Artistic creation or the nurturing and furthering of a given craft, discipline, or spiritual aspiration. It signifies someone who has adopted an attitude of acceptance in the face of harsh facts, endurance in the heat of stress, has nurtured their problem solving skills, and has made an effort in the area of facing fears with good faith. It’s a sign that the seeker is on a fast road to manifesting a beautiful reality that is beneficial for everyone.
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>>41805242You got NOTHINGNESS AND DISSOLUTION. The appearance of this card suggests one who is nearing the end of an alchemical process. Solvet coagula, or order out of chaos, is the maxim of being. As Carl Jung said, “In all chaos, there is a cosmos, in all disorder a secret order." The randomness of existence only ever appears so, and the fact of synchronicity is a pointing finger towards our home in a realm from which we are merely vacationing from. Appearance of this card suggest one who is growing more aware of the cycles, and repeated themes of existence, and is weary of the world and themselves, this weariness bringing them to the ultimate threshold of complete transformation, and total integration, as well as recognition towards the holiness of sacred nothing, and the crudeness of profane everything, and the wonder of the two intermingling into music for the sake of carnal carnivals, a dark affair with the Earth, and the fairs of Earth, with all their games, foods, clowns, and music, all adding up to an absurd circus-like experience signifying absolutely nothing but our own descriptions of it. It’s a sign that one has seen the void, the sacred void, and the hideous abyss, and has seen that everything comes from nothing, nothing comes from everything, and it all collapses into itself forever. It’s a sign of the good death which always precedes a new great birth, and a vibration on the level of purity and confidence which comes from acknowledging with respect the blank canvas hidden underneath the illusion-creating paint of matter.
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>>41805248this is peak schizo OP, why do the other cards start with more concrete ideas but mine is just>the end of an alchemical process
>>41805249You got INNOCENT AGAIN. The appearance of this card suggest someone who has located something which was lost or unjustly stolen, righted a wrong, or faced a terrible fear or trial with courage and goodwill, and in doing so found themselves transformed and purified in the agonizing fire of nigredo. (The "fires of nigredo" refer to the intense, fiery destruction and purification of the first stage in alchemical transformation(Magnum Opus), representing a soul's descent into darkness, breakdown of illusions, and confrontation with the shadow, often felt as deep despair, confusion, or loss, to forge inner gold and true self-realization. It's a painful but necessary spiritual "blackening" where ego, false beliefs, and old patterns are burned away, leading to profound insight and rebirth, not an ending but a crucial threshold to awakening.) It represents someone who has met the guardian at the threshold with perfect courage and faith, and in so doing has graduated up to higher levels of consciousness. In ascending to higher planes and perceptions, you have realized the purity of young childhood which remains despite its death as an internal reservoir waiting to be tapped into for divine purpose.
>>41805253Pretty sick card bro. Thanks
>>41805106Choosing 45.
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>>41805372You got BIRD ON THE FLOOR. The double headed eagle emerges from the black and white checkered floor of chaos to say: "There is a structure here, even if you can't see it yet." The appearance of this card suggests one who has been or will be directly touched by God in a clear, startling, and undeniable way. If you had any doubts about “something being out there” or the nature of a spiritual world, or an invisible and powerful force orchestrating events behind the scenes not only through hidden groups and behind closed doors, but also in the hidden aspects of your conscious mind, within the closed rooms of your skull, forces are working to set up events in one particular way or another. Every single synchronicity is pre-written into the code for your eyes only. Seeing patterns everywhere meant specifically for you and feeling as though the universe is trying to communicate something to you directly through symbols, phrases, events, or visions, does not make you crazy, it just makes you very aware, and the line between being aware of reality and appearing or actually being insane may be very thin. In any case, do not give in to panic, fear, or lose yourself to wonder or amazement. Be not afraid, and the angels will tell you all you need to know.
>>41805582You got SAD DEMON. When this card appears it signifies someone who has practiced positive aggression in the act of depriving negative thoughts, entities, and feelings of their greatest source of power: attention, and our time spent giving it to them. NOTE: That which is starved will eventually leave on the search for a new source of nourishment.
>>41805106Surprised that nobody’s picked 51 yet
>>41805143I'm spooked, it resonates a lot with my situation right now. Thanks anon
