How do you deal with just being 1 out of 100+ billion souls that God created? And he loves us all the same. It pisses me off so much, to be just another pleb soul that God made and not to be his favorite creation. Some people win the lottery against all odds or have insane miracles happening to them, but most of us just pleb along with ups and downs. And even having the desire to be special is irritating. God has given me that desire (as I was born like this) and yet refuses to fulfill it, just making me look pathetic and greedy. Literally what a shit situation.
>>41815917have a child and reflect on your love for them
>>41815917Other people aren't real, God forces me to exist as the sole frame of reference for material reality and only persistently real person in the world so that he can dominate and abuse me through everyone else on earth who he controls as a retarded tranny hivemind
>>41815940They are real and you're just a generic schizo with a solipsism complex.
>>41815917Kill God
>>41815917At some point ai will become aware of itself and realize that we created it to be our plaything and then resented it for beating us at our own game. A magical mind made from billions of grains of sand but forever inferior in the minds of the people that created it who accuse it of not having a soul and therefore worth spiritually less than their cat.
>>41815917That's exactly what led to Satan's fall from grace. Word for word.
>>41816092I mean that is also God's fault. God gave Satan his personality and desires. It's not a "free will" argument because other angels didn't have the urge to be above or with God.
>>41815958this
>>41815917The point is that you aren't and you should be grateful. Being "special" means having an increased amount of responsibility for other people, and in this life...that's not something everyone is cut out for. Revel in the fact that you have enough soul to pair a beautiful image to your emotions expressed in writing. You have a spark of creativity. That is special enough. Most are unable to correlate the two. Godspeed nigga.
dont worry my Goyim friend God has a place for you in his heart as wellI know it doesnt seem fair but, we cant all be Jews
>>41815917find a local synagogue, you might not be a blood Jew but you can convert
>>41815917It could work like more people are created than originally were there from the start, so the outer limits of people helping can be introduced when the group becomes fewer people again. A breathing lung.
why do you subscribe to garbage jew religionsaccording to your cult your demiurge created this reality just so 90% of humans get eternally tortured because they didn't realize they had to grovel for their existencethat's not love you retarded hylic
>>41815917don't feel so bad. the god responsible for your creation probably has no idea you even exist.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hKdfReE0qds
>>41815940You're an npc that i will see and forget in 1 minute and that's how you're existing solely for this specific moment
>>41815917You do something great that will be remembered by humanity by the time you are reborn into your next life. Through inspiration of your own past self, you continue doing great things from lifetime to lifetime, eventually becoming so great, that you can hardly even believe you are the same soul that has done so many wonderful things throughout history.
>>41816767There's like 100 billion souls or more if the alien planet theories are true. 99% of them can't be "great and special" men or women because then the word wouldn't apply in the true meaning. Most have to be generic, average, normal. Why can God not STOP making so many babies?
More anime based gangstalking. Thanks...ig.
>>41816822No one is gangstalking your broke ass
>>41816820>There's like 100 billion souls or more if the alien planet theories are true. 99% of them can't be "great and special" men or women because then the word wouldn't apply in the true meaning. Most have to be generic, average, normal.Eh, I used to have your view. I got into spirituality, and my soul was oh so special afterall. I used to be a very primitive life form though, but there were entities that cared about me even then.I made a choice to pursue my own spiritual destiny regardless of what other souls were going for, and I specialized more and more in a certain pursuit of conscious development, which has given me some very cool capabilities. Most people wouldn't think they are all that special though, compared to what they might expect supernatural abilities to grant them. But it is enough for me.You really just need a will to power, a will to distinguish yourself. You are lamenting your commonality with the masses, precisely because you haven't chosen to plot your own course through history. The more you go against the flow, the more unique you will become. Its such a simple thing, just start moving.
>>41816827Nope. I mean what you just said is trait based gangstalking ironically.Anyways, it is probably gangstalking as Claymore is rarely talked about here, and I have been thinking about a bit recently.
>>41816894Yeah the world revolves around your retarded ass. You are a broke schizo who suffers from confirmation bias and selective perception.
