how can God love a soul so vile and hateful like me? i walk around in life with the weight of my sins in the back of my neck and yet i cant avoid to have this feeling that i will never (truly) die because i have God by my side. his comfort, his parenthood, his love. how is that even fair? how can i, an deeply unperfect soul, be the perfect lover for the perfect being?
>>41820091He made you, whatever problems he could have with you is his own fault
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>>41820091He knows your guilt. And he vanquished at Calgary.
>>41820126so you need to have accountability over your own creation?>>41820178does that mean that since he died for our sins in the cross, everyone gets saved?
>>41820184Everyone gets saved if they repent of their sin.
I would prefer to skip the entire judgement thing, because I have some judging for the judge to do myself if that is the case. I just want to disappear into the dreamless black sleep that I was in for the past 13 billion years of the Universe before I was born, and however much time passes after I die until the Universes ceases. I never managed to have anything in this life, and so be it, but just let me go when I die, my soul if far too wounded to desire an afterlife of any kind.Yall hurt me so bad that I just do not desire to exist anymore.
>>41820194so God love is conditional?
>>41820184>so you need to have accountability over your own creation?If you design a character in the SIMS and give him certain traits, are you gonna have a meltdown when the character you made actually turned out as you designed him? You gonna blame the character?
>>41820211Of course. If I make my bed in Hell, you are there>Psalm 139:8
>>41820199God Loves you beyond anything comprenhensive and his love is so direct that no matter the future or the past he will always be by your side
>>41820223Sorry but I am not interested in this creation, no disrespect but the design is abhorrent.Everything in this universe is trying to murder, and consume alive, everything else in the universe.Then the dead creature that gets murdered and eaten, gets shit out, and the rotting shit out corpse then becomes the body of some other poor creature forcibly getting spawned into the horrible shit show nightmare of "Great Work Creation" only to repeat over and over endlessly.What a disgusting wheel. PRO TIP! This is hell as far as I am concerned, the beauty comes at an incredibly steep horrific price of torture, slavery, greed and horrible agony that far outweighs the tiny small fleeting moments of joy, peace and happiness that exist. The good is so tiny and small as to the point it might as well not even exist, the balance has been eradicated, if indeed there ever even was a balance at all. It seems the universe was designed with extreme greed, extreme violence, hatred, hoarding, slavery as a default instinctual setting for life to evolve. How horrific if that is the only way the designer could think to do it. So why design a huge universe, only to have the creations that you supposedly love and care for, die horribly and horrifically, what, to be teleported magically to some other universe that doesn't even possess death as an aspect?But you have to be horribly tortured before you can get a ticket in?No thank you, I pass. Yall can keep that love, I abandon it. I honestly want nothing to do with this creator nor this universe, it is trash.I would like to vote for a different creator, and a different universe.Take this shitty soul back, I want nothing to do with it....but thanks for the offer...Give it to one of the little children you are currently torturing to death in front of their crying mother you cunt creator.
>>41820221i disagree, i think the essence of God is love and since he is love he is moved by our very own existence. catholic though works under the premise that everyone is born under the original sin, wich is cleaned though baptism, but what if we are born with salvation guaranteed and we decide to freely reject it by walking the paths of evil?
>>41820091God is sending me to hell because i cant face open heart surgery so im doomed no matter what. He told me i have to get surgery and i cant do it.
>>41820257if thats why dont you commit suicide? is death better than life? would you death conquer you? i understand that is not easy to see how this earth is beatifully crafted, but it is, and death is not real once you are with God
>>41820270God doesnt send people to hell, you have the choice
>>41820261We had that when in the Garden. Adam and Eve represented the whole human race, who as a collective, rebelled and fell into "Original Sin."
>>41820291i cant face it. im going to hell.
it's simple, god loves everyone except you, and i think you know why
>>41820091I am morally superior to God in every way, God forcing me to exist as the sole frame of reference for material reality and only persistently real person on earth while he rapes my mind every second of every day and abuses, terrorizes, harasses, threatens etc me for everything I think and do makes God profoundly evil, everyone else's existence on earth is a fundamental wrong being done by them to me because they're all controlled by God as a retarded tranny hivemind that only exists so that he can dominate and abuse me through them. God is not a moral authority whatsoever, he is completely evil and sadistic, he tells retarded lies about me and expects me to feel guilty for the lies he tells about me. The only reason I will never (truly) die is because God never intends to stop exploiting and abusing me, forcing me to actualize his retarded evil tranny world so that he can abuse me through everyone else in it and define himself in opposition to me so he can self-identify as "a king" by forcing me to live and identify as "a peasant". God is not on my side in any way whatsoever, he's only "by my side" in the sense that he's constantly raping my mind and gangstalking, terrorizing, harassing, abusing, threatening me through his retarded tranny hivemind.
>>41820199It’s the kind of emptiness Heaven can’t make up for
>this is your brain on abrahamic demiurge psyopsyes the entity that wants you to live in perpetual fear, guilt, shame is definitely on your side lmao
>>41820257Amen.A New Heaven and a New Earth.Outside the bounds of this Shit World.
>>41820445you have blinded by satan, i hope you find your way out
God's love for you won't change based on how you see yourself. it will be longsuffering, like the prodigal son's dad's abounding love for his youngest son, despite his straying.
>>41820211No, your acceptance of His love is.
