Is it a schizo trait to have an obsession with dreams/liminal spaces? I feel like I could never reach full happiness unless ‘reaching’ one of these places and it’s hard to explain It’s a hard feeling/concept to describe as I haven’t heard of others feeling the same way, but I’ve been feeling like this for a long time. I am obsessed with dreams, pictures/places that feel like a dream, dreamcore pictures, even dream logic. I yearn so badly to be able to literally experience a dream and it makes me depressed it isn’t possible, as nothing seems to satisfy me the same way. I wish there was at least a drug out there that would allow you to dream on command, or one that would make real life feel like a dream. There’s most euphoric moments in my life have been the first moments when I’ve woken up from a vivid dream and still felt like I was in the dream for a couple moments. Sometimes I go on random uber drives through strange areas just to find places that are ‘liminal-looking’ and fantasize about going there I think that there is something to the masses being depressed and reality lacking dream-like qualities. Real life is repetitive and logical and boring. Walking through a hallway of different rooms in reality feels mundane and boring but doing that in a dream is a whole different story because every action feels intensely emotional and the different rooms might feel like whole different worlds. Human interaction in dreams also has more of a dream logic thing which I find much more desirable The more the days go by and the older I get the more shitty I feel about this void Are there any anons at all that are on a similar page as me?? Does anyone know what it might mean? If there are others like this, how do we dream-max?
Try an Oneirogen like African dream root or Iboga plant. The latter is illegal but the former can be found. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/OneirogenOr, just go buy some melatonin and try to fight the urge to fall fast asleep. I have gone into a very dreamlike half awake state doing this. THC may also help here.
>>41831116I'm totally on your level, anon. I have two folders set aside on my PC for liminal spaces and another one I call "places from dreams." I think it has something to do with the astral realm and triggering memories of dimensions we are aware of but don't usually consciously access. I also take quite a few liminal photos in my spare time, I'll post some here. This one's from back in September.
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>>41831116It appeals to parts of the mind related to anemoia.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AvaLLgG8yaE
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>>41831342Enough for now. Not trying to eat up the whole thread, but yeah suffice to say I have the same obsession.
>I wish there was at least a drug out there that would allow you to dream on commandGalantmine for a 100% chance of having vivid lucid dreams all night long.Or if you mean literally dream while awake.. I have been considering Datura for this
>>41831406Seconding Galamantine. Most astonishing lucid dreams of my life. You've got to wake up during the night, take it, then immediately fall back asleep to get the full effect.
>>41831116If you want highly vivid dreams, without taking drugs, you could try practicing universal line's inner returns. They're just as vivid as real life.