What are the spiritual implications of surviving a stabbing 5 years ago? I learned this year that the hospital told my Mom that I likely wouldn't survive. Part of my face is numb and my hands have nerve damage from blocking the knife strikes, but otherwise I'm physically ok. Spiritual friends have told me I have a very dark energy around me and whenever people visit my house (built in 1990) they have a hard time sleeping here and tell me they think its haunted. I've had a few odd experiences here but it doesn't bother me like it does others for some reason. I def feel like a person whos more in touch with death than others however.
The universe is shit testing you, they are seeing if they can just wipe you out of existence. If you had a stronger will, a stronger destiny. a stronger manifest that wouldn't have happened so you partially failed.When I was a baby the universe spun a car I was in and tried to make me go over a cliff. I wasn't having it and the car stopped with it's wheels hanging over the cliff.
>>41858717Nuke New York City Committee
>>41858717Obviously you're not done here yet. You either have something important to do or an important change to make within yourself before you will be allowed to die.
>>41858717The spiritual implications are that you're tough as nails. The other reason is maybe God was looking out for you on that particular day for that particular incident by chance. Who knows for sure?
>>41862466Wasn't royal also paraplegic and told the doctors to get fucked and made himself walk
>>41863236Roy*
>>41859352This is how I've been feeling lately. That there must have been a specific reason why I was allowed to survive and be severely mentally traumatized. Maybe getting close to death was supposed to accomplish something or maybe I died in another timeline and this is the one I'm still conscious in. I've been going a bit schizo with religious soul searching recently and I've ultimately found nothing. At first I thought it might have been a calling from God (the Christian one) but I'm not all too convinced. I have directly experienced the paranormal so I can't call myself an atheist.
>>41863236Yep, doctors said he would never be able to walk for the rest of his life. They wouldn't give him physical therapy to attempt to regain his mobility, so he would do the physical therapy by himself and would eventually walk again. A perfect example of never saying never.>>41863720It could be a gesture or sign from God without the Christian baggage associated from it. Food for thought.
>>41863236>>41863974Doctors don't tell people shit like that. They never give anyone 'six months to live' or any dumb shit like that except on TV soap operas.Hell, look up the definition of 'LD50' and you'll find out exactly how the medical profession deals with this kind of shit in terms of individual prognoses:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Median_lethal_doseMost faggots are too retarded to know how probability works, so they cling to any number they can out of context and then claim this kind of horseshit when they don't die and hang around being an annoying lying cunt.Learn what a fucking bell curve is and how it works so you don't wind up looking like a mouth-breathing retard repeating this shit or actually believing it yourself. Best of all, when you get your own diagnosis, you'll understand exactly what the doctor is fucking talking about instead of spazing out like every other fucking idiot who hears a 'muh scary' word like 'muh cancer'.Why do you think there are so many dumb whore 'breast cancer survivors' around? These are mostly just dumb rattleheaded cunts who got some likely benign lump that never would have done shit surgically removed as a precaution or for analysis, and they were never given some kind of death sentence like the way they tell it. Get a fucking clue, because you sound exactly like these hysterical cunts when you regurgitate shit like this as if it were fact.PROTIP: Doctors know even 'death' doesn't work the way it does on TV, so they don't take pronouncing someone dead as lightly as you imagine. The chances of them thinking this guy was dead when he coughed up a lung or whatever actually happened is vanishingly unlikely.
>>41863974I've been really loving the "Christian Kirby" memes I've been seeing lately. Wish I could be Christian myself because it seems like a really comfy religion and all the devoted Christians I know (who do it out of love for God and not politics) seem like really happy people. But everything about it screams "random shit thrown together from ancient middle eastern sand people".
>>41858717Usually with these sort of things, I always assume a parallel to "Schrodinger Box."So there was, for a time, a moment where instead of being "both" dead and alive you "could have been" both dead and alive. In these, I usually see them as a form of liminal period in which you were both entering a future where you were dead (here) and alive (alternate dimensions). In essence, quantum immortality kicked in and (for some reason we really can't seem to figure out) you are here.I had one of these situations when I was in utero. If my mother didn't take antibody-suppressing medicine, there was a chance that I could have died in the womb. Luckily, I was born thanks to modern medicine. It's a fun concept to think of in all honesty. Sometimes it makes me wonder if my life here is nothing more than the dream of an infant soul that died before even being born. In a way, I feel like a form of "living dead," and its kind of an honorable position to me.Perhaps you are also "living dead" here and this is simply just the dream you are having from a soul that wished to see a life of fulfillment and completion rather than dying to murder?
>>41858749This type of thingIt's not your "fault" OP, that your vibration/karma was brought low enough to attract such an experience, and you shouldn't stress about it or consider it like some gravity well of "fate" or whatever, but in fact a celebration or call to adventureYou have been given a gift of "severity" which means you have experienced (and by the sound of it, internalized) a large amount of spiritual energy, which can be transmuted into a highly sublime, clear, and powerful form of life Imagine like an athlete or a skilled swordfighter, who can wield a lot of force with grace and elegance God does not give people energy they cannot handle, but it is your choice -through free will - what you do with it I for one, based on the sound of your post, think you will do good things with it
>>41865519>When he arrived at Fort Sam Houston in Texas, doctors broke the worst of the news: the damage to his spine was too severe. Benavidez learned that he might never walk again, and would be medically discharged from the Army.>Roy Benavidez had other ideas. Refusing to quit and determined to return to his comrades, he began a nightly personal training routine to return to service.>>41866026Yeah, Christianity seems very comfy oftentimes and the regular, down-to-Earth people always seem to be one of the most happiest and confident people out there. But you know as they say afterall, ignorance is bliss. I believe the Bible contains half truths, but also half lies. And happy Christians adore the half-truths, but conveniently ignores the half-lies. Not because they're trying to be maliciously deceptive, but because ignorance is bliss afterall. And that seems to be good enough for them.
>>41866797I think the community that a loving church provides is also a source of happiness for many Christians. A lot of Christians I know get fulfillment from volunteer work (disaster relief or helping the homeless/underpriveleged) or missionary work as well. I think a lot of "trad cath" converts miss the point that the religion is about devoting yourself to God and helping others and spreading Godly love. Than again, I'm in no position to speak as I'm not Christian (though I was raised Episcopal and have very fond memories of the church).
>>41867377I had a feeling before I typed this that I was gonna get 7 dub or trips, damn
>>41865519Sperg more. I was correct, mouth breathing retard.>137 btw If you were wondering
>>41858749>wheels hung off the cliff You weren’t that powerful, if you were you would’ve stopped the car from ever spinning out at allYou were a chump as a baby
>>41870006We're comparing baby power levels now?
