I feel an invisible woman fucking me all day. Ive tried many meds it still happens. On abilify 30mg currently and bipolar mood stabalizers.How do you differentiate between a succubus or other spirit and schizo?When schizophrenia can mimic a spirit and a spirit can mimic schizophrenia to gaslight humans if they're really evil.
Hypersexuality indicates temporal lobotomy from the medication
>>41858881I have been having regular conversations with my anima/spirit/divine spark during daily meditation in the shower. She has revealed to me a few bits of wisdom which I will share with you.1. If you hear a voice in your head, it is quite difficult to tell whether that voice comes from your unconscious mind, from the holy spirit, or from a malicious spirit. The holy spirit can talk to you wordlessly. For instance, when you get a sudden feeling of "don't do that, something bad will happen" or "doing that thing would be wrong" (i.e. your conscience is talking). You should train yourself to understand wordless communication when possible, so there will be no confusion.2. You should not have doubts about the holy spirit. Doubting the veracity of the words you are hearing is more likely to imply it's coming from your unconscious mind.3. It's difficult to put *new information* into a person's head. A message can get filtered through what you know (or have been led to believe) and thus if you have learned a bunch of lies, it's hard for you to accept the truth.4. The fidelity of any message from the holy spirit is based on how close you are with it. If you are sitting in meditation *trying* to talk to it, you will hear quite clearly. If you are distracted with your thoughts or some other material bullshit going on (i.e. eating, browsing the Internet, etc...), you are more likely to confuse your unconscious mind for the spirit.Lastly, while browsing /x/'s catalog, when my eyes have been drawn to the Succubus threads, she has given me a stern warning: "don't even think about it."
>>41858881>I feel an invisible woman fucking me all dayCould be glowniggers testing their BCI DEW's on you. Is it all day every day? Is it actually all day or does it start and stop? They want AI that can use wireless BCI to control people with pleasure and other shit. I legit think they want to drum up belief in succubi and things like that to hide it, at least somewhat.
>>41860632It's like 99% of the day. It only stops for minutes total of the day. It's like a constant and super slow. that doesn't make me cum.
>>41860638focus on a point slightly above and behind your head. When you focus just right it will feel like visualization gets worse and impossible. Theb hold a geometric form there and imagine it pulsing in strength. That force will try to prevent you from freeing and removing that hold and any imaginative act will contribute to it. Also ask/pray for help from beings or anons who specialise in their removal. It's lower astral influences. You attracted it somehow. What could that be?
>>41860659Cybering with thousands of women 10 years ago before I started to believe there was a creator. Some of the women were married.
>>41860676obsessive or focused works like that create thoughtforms in the ethereal and your decision to so such things also sends out your spirit to request such sensations from willing but perhaps less clean sources. Clean up your mental body with restraint, meditation, visualization/energy work and behavioural change. A consequence of improper sanitation is illness. When you meditate, try not to visualize forcefully. Rather relax and slip first into a more fuzzy state, know some prayers by heart that mean something to you and function as an anchor towards purity and cleanliness. Try to hold the feeling of a clear clean blue space. If you practice that before sleep and every time you wake up it will probably get better over time.
>>41860638Yes, it's like being edged constantly.Sex addicts know what I'm talking about.
>>41860638Doesn't rule out AI using BCI on you, but it's hard to say what kind of psyop they'd be doing that for. You could also have nerve/brain damage, now that I think about it. Any issues with your head or back? have you been ill recently?
>>41859072Is there any meaningful way to prove you're not just interacting with a tulpa?
>>41858881>How do you differentiate between a succubus or other spirit and schizo?If it is a spirit, it's not a 'succubus' but a genderless lower malicious entity (a parasite). It will adapt to your understanding (Important: at this point it will be able to shape your understanding as well), so better throw out all your conceptions for the time being.You can't really differentiate with schizo, there is no definite 100% guide. There are physical symptoms peculiar to possessions and some ways to sniff them out if you know what's what, but that requires either having previous experience with them or being familiar with your internal processes to the point where you could reliably point out discrepancies without interfering with your own judgement. Parasitic possessions result from long-term infestations, usually beginning in childhood. You will have experienced skin rashes, troubled breathing, feelings of discomfort in the body and restless legs (especially when falling asleep), insomnia, weird dreams, clicking within the body, and, in the period leading up to the possession, Chvostek, cenestopathies, visual snow, and spatial distortions. Migraines and headaches could also accompany spirit attacks. Provided you've either ruled out other causes, or you're willing to deal with consequences of just going with the possession theory, the first order of business would be to ensure your body is capable of fighting the invader, in order of falling importance: sleep schedule (rise early, go to bed early), diet (body feels light and proper), physical activity: long walks, stretching to get the energy flowing, Wim-Hof after stretching, personal hygiene and a clean living space. Meditation may help if applied carefully: hour/day max, maintain awareness, aim for turning off inner monologue without putting effort towards it, relax diaphragm and let it fall into your stomach, then apply slight effort to raise it. It takes a lot of time, but is doable.
>>41861452cont.You don't consume stimulants, sugar, porn, alcohol. Steer clear of magic, except the most basic apotropaic methods such as incense and ritual baths (Dion Fortune, to be used sparingly). Better avoid /x/-adjacent topics until you resolve the issue. Don't masturbate or interact with the spirit in any way. Don't actively ignore it, stop acknowledging it (meditation helps with that). The less you conceptualize and use your imagination the better, as these things help the spirit align with you and bypass your natural defenses. And try not to give into strong emotional states, but don't suppress emotions entirely.
>>41858881प्रतीत्यसमुत्पादPratītyasamutpādaAll illusionary phenomena are of dependent origination, meaning a seat of consciousness has projected them into existence without phenomal existence of their own; should one achieve awaking, or develop the skills to do so, one can find the consciousness responsible for their projection.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYNCy5-mOBA
>>41858881Might be wrong medication, not all meds or their combos work for everyone.
>>41861452>>41861537NTA, but what if my succ gently encourages me not to jack off / eat well / go to bed at a decent time and so on?
>>41858881Stop overstimulating yourself and itll go away.
>>41865460that's your mom dumbass
>>41866334>anon's mom is projecting into their brain as a fucking succubushellishwitches using the astral to do some psychic rape-by-deception pedo shit doesn't get talked about enough.
>>41865460Depends. Maybe a symbiotic parasite. Maybe a parasite pretending to be symbiotic (happens in the beginning stages of possession before the victim catches on). May be a different sort of spirit. May not be a spirit at all.
>>41858881Not sure , I get sucked off in my dreams a lot. Does it mean anything?Why does everyone always want my dick in their face it gets so tiring. Help me
>>41858881It's "Nordic" aliens.Study the travis walton case. Mantis aliens (they specialize in Psionic attacks, the counterpart to the Reptilian's physical prowess.)They both live IN the Earth, space is actually fake (the sun is 300x times further away than the moon, but is 300x times the size? fake and gay)Nordic aliens aren't even real, it's just a mantis alien projecting it's image up to the surface people. Then that projection sends another image of a "hot" women that milks your semen in your sleep.Succubus, spirits, are false. But some things like Mind Friends (Tulpas) are real and friendly, if properly constructed.
>>41860732Determining what is truthful in this world and what isn't is difficult. You kind of just have to develop an inner sense for it.
>>41858881"how to differentiate between succubi and a horny wife"
