>be psychotic as fuck>tired of my meds because they make me obese plus still get voices and hallucinatoins>hallucinations are of angels god and demons raping me constantly>cant functon>on SSI get max money for free>scratch up a shitty old cheap door worth $20 because voices said to>scare family because voices said to and they basically told me to die on my meds fat or fuck off>yell at a few people as loud as possible and scare them>restraining order years ago>show up at door confused saying i'm possessed by my dead daughter and i am my dead daughter>family calls cops on me>thrown in maximum security prison>almost killed as soon as i start schizo talking in general pop>moved to medical unit>get out, homeless for 3 more years>dogs tried to kill me and people tried to kill me homeless>family ignores me>no more legal issues, no restraining order, free now>have to live with them after i realize they made it a crime to be homeless, 6 months in jail if you get caught sleeping outside potentially which is bullshit and unjustThe only reason I went back to living with them is I live in an expensive state and rent is 1400-2500 a month. I get 1300 a month or so when homeless. less when housed. So i cant afford housing.I don't know why they'd do that to me, they didn't care if i died. All my old friends now that I'm on a higher dose of meds now dont talk to me even though im not saying im an angel any more.Why do normies hate schizos so much? I'm trying to resign to a life of not speaking to anyone and just getting godlike at multiplayer FPS.I don't get why i'm so painful to be around, I just talk about angels and demons and stuff. I thought I was an angel reincarnated during my psychotic break, i dont think that any more.They used a restraining order to kick me out instead of trying to get me committed or tolerating me when im sick. So i was that psychotic on the streets of los angeles with no where to go. a bunch of people tried to hurt me.
>>41870365Sorry to hear you've had a hard time, OP. It's not enough to be harmless, I'm afraid, you have to actively convince others you are harmless. Once you've proven able to depart from social norms in a radical way (claiming to be an angel) people are naturally going to assume you might do it in a violent way (shooting up little kids to prove you can't sin).
>unpredictable violent retard destroying property because "the voices" said so>why do they persecute me soRub those two braincells together
You have to understand the normie as a caged, abused animal. The normie is the result of years of experimentation in the field of human control and submission, mkultra, mass psychosis, media, hollywood, food processing, music, anything that would sever the conection that man has with the universe and the natural world (thats why Christ is the ultimate enemy for the powers that be). All made with the sole purpose to torture and sculpt a malleable golem, and one of the commands given to that golem is to be as hostile and antagonistic as possible to anyone or anything that imposes a threat to the status quo and the golem factory. That my friend, includes the schizos. If someone defies the perfect cage of the normie, the golem follows the programming and become hostile, that's why people call ""schizo"" anyone that dares to challenge their masters (), it's a marker that they use to justify their programming and to identify their enemy more easily.
>>41870365>guys please affirm my perspective and behavior>it's the truth, I didn't leave out any critical informationOpen a Bible and start reading. Nobody likes a poser.
>>41870365I truly hate schizos because they're egocentric retards, I give zero fucks about their beliefs
When you were a kid was it hard to understand that people think and feel differently about the world than you do? A lot of people never make it past that stage because they're too normal. School teaches you that the only differences between people are "smartness" and "goodness", which is how you get the replies to this thread. See Mahoraba for what the world would look like if mentally ill people helped each other through life.
>>41870365You either die a normie or live long enough to become a schizo
>>41870365Hey, man. Not sure if you knew this but you're an insane person and you sound like that guy possessed by Legion in Gerasenes. If this isn't a shitpost, you're genuinely deranged and you're extremely lucky your family or someone else hasn't just killed you in self defense.
>>41870365 >>41870916my experience is that people tend to distance from schizos because of the impulsive and reckless behavior not really because of words
>>41875969>Joe RoganBut he recently said he believed in Jesus and that the Son of God was already here. No, I don't have a source. It was a random line on a random episode.
>>41873031>When you were a kid was it hard to understand that people think and feel differently about the world than you doWhat is in for a person that did not even thought about this at all?
>>41876127It's more because they refuse to venture out of their schizo narrative and question themselves. They're like turbonormies in that way.
>>41870365Do you do the bidding of random people who order you around? Then why do obey random voices in your head?
>be a fucking useless walking liability that is a dick, makes calm and impossible task and sometimes destroy physical things, ignoring the time/money wasted into replacing them because "muh $20 door" that didn't even pay back>"what you like is demonic. what is destroying the world is angelic">"Why do normies hate schizos so much?"
>>41876162You'll be plagued by empty vitriol and empty pride, and you won't be able to see where your ego ends and the world begins.
