I have a lot of anxiety because I pretty much lived on edge as a kid and as a teenager. Regardless of how peaceful my current enviorment is I feel really anxious as if I were expecting something to go wrong. I also don't want to let my guard down just in case. It's affecting my health, I'm losing my hair, I can't eat due to the anxiety as I lose my appetite quite often and I feel tired pretty much always. At this point I think I might be demonically oppressed What can I do?
Are you seeing tons of 615s/616s/617s/665s/666s/667s? I sure am.
>>41877637Are you seeing a lot of 7's? They're everywhere fuck
>>41877595Get on your knees and pray for help, I was struggling with heavy xanax addiction, prayed full of emotion and next day woke up feeling amazing, unfortunately the fire extinguished and the sleep paralysis came back cause I used Jesus as an excuse for sin but then I did the same thing when I was sick and tired of being bound by lust, started taking Christianity seriously, spiritual warfare ramped up early on but the more you get in the word the easier it is to fight the devil and his minionsLuke 10:19 and James 4:7 are the most motivating verses against spiritual warfare
Part of this is there are peptides produced by the human body that cause stress that last for months before degrading, I was just reading that in an article the other day. I have theorized this to be the case since I was 5 and that some people are genetically predisposed to that stress from those peptides, if left unchecked, setting of a cycle of self-reinforcing stress via the peptides repeatedly being released over and over due to the stress caused by the very same peptides. In other words once you get scared enough there's no going back, you're changed. Forever. Well for a life time, unless we can use occult powers to fix it or they make a pill for it.I remember Satan yelling at me and laughing and threatening and the world shaking and my vision going a little dark while my mom choked me against the wall because I tried to care about her and her boyfriend breaking up and she yelled that she'd kill me when I was very small and I really haven't been the same since then. It's kept alive, safer then I would have been, made me a challenge for my foes, but it is tiresome. It's like there are pleasures in naive innocence that I'm jealous that other people enjoy.I can't stand it anytime anyone takes an interest in anything anyone else thinks, because it's my understanding nobody has really ever done that for me and I read somewhere to treat others as they treat you, or something like that.
>>41877595Those entities are called Egregores, Thoughtforms, Pendulums or Spirit Parasites.The word 'demon' just means spirit. Agathodemons are guardian spirits and Cacodemons are harmful spirits.Neither one has a conscience, set of morals or ethics. Think of them like single celled organisms that only know how to feed on energy. They get energy by triggering an emotion in a human/host. Usually negative, those ones you will notice the most. It's very obvious when you have a negative thought that feels like it came from nowhere, for no reason, and doesn't belong to you. Finding yourself in an imaginary argument over something stupid? Likely one of these things triggering that in you to generate a certain type of frequency to keep you in that frequency and feed off your energy.The goal is to raise your frequency/vibration. Meditation, thought exercises and etc. will help you. These things try 2-3 times to induce you to a frequency they can feed on you from, then they flee because otherwise they are at risk of you sapping their strength.The most successful technique I've had is becoming impartial to the thought. Imagining myself in a stupid argument with an aggressive asshat in a lineup? Label it: "anger/frustration" Then just sort of mentally stare at it without reaction. Your thought sort of gets "awkward" and vanishes. It might resurface again within the hour. Repeat the process. Observe the thought like you're waiting for it to make a move. It won't. Don't associate with it. You are NOT your thoughts. Your brain is a machine that GENERATES thoughts. By using this strategy to tell your brain "this thought/emotion is useless and irrelevant right now", it will dissolve it.There are other strategies, meditation chief among them, that will increase your vibration, elevate your mood and make you feel more content. Good luck, struggler.
>>41877595My life is not peaceful whatsoever my mind gets raped by retarded trannies who terrorize, abuse, harass, threaten etc me all day every day for literally anything I think or do. I live in poverty being dominated and abused by disgusting retarded trannies who sexually abuse me and generally make life hell while raping my mind and abusing, harassing, terrorizing, threatening etc me for literally anything I think or do, my life steadily gets worse and worse and there's nothing I can do to improve my circumstances at all, literally anything I do could only make life worse
>>41877790God' is a bitch for brutally niggraping my mind in the level of the Goosh Goosh meme and thus forcing me into a hellmatrix, as well as forcing me to eat the most vile, gaggable nigg tier niggslop like stews concocted from cockroaches and maggots, semen, and spoiled vegetables. I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread, white rice, crackers, fresh fruit or even clean water. He also only gives me the ugliest ogre gorilla broads for me as an option to date or wank too, even tho they still reject me for an even uglier hoggoblin tier loser, and also would rather get blue balls then jack to them. The worst thing he does to me though is forcing me to type out very longwinded posts everytime the topic of God is brought up. I hardly have enough time to sleep or eat my niggslop or find broads as most of my time is spent typing up extremely blasphemous and hilarious stereotypically schizophrenic ranting and ramblings. I have typed so much that my fingers have their bones showing.
