>>41926121
>then i get shaken awake
>oops guess i feel asleep
>they didn't seem upset and ask me how i felt
>i said really good
>then they asked me about my experience
>i am too embarrassed to tell them the truth, at first, because i have always had an active imagination and didn't want them to think i was crazy
>they assure me that it is okay and that anything that i experienced is a good thing
>i was then honest and told them how it felt like i was transported to a beach and how it felt almost felt like i was on a different planet
>they are happy with that response and let me return to class
>i was very happy because i basically was allowed to sleep instead of study in class
>went home and told my mother about what happened
>she decided to not lot me return
>mainly because she didn't like how i was watching tv instead of studying since my grades were Cs, but a little because it sounded weird but that wasn't the deciding factor.

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>Be OP
>hungry for validation
>posts low quality larp on image board
>cries into his pillow every night

>>41926179
What makes you think that it's a larp?

>>41926121
>>41926179
Okay no bullshit, I remember that EXACT earphone test with the beeps. Now if this is just a widely known test that was done, then sure, please just let me know. Otherwise, I’m inclined to believe this story, because to this day I have no idea what the fuck was up with that test. I don’t remember if anything ever came about it, but that’s just because I blocked out a lot of stuff from elementary. Assuming it actually was some kind of GATE test, then going by my memory, I must not have been what they were looking for

>>41926241
Maybe it’s a repressed memory of you being bummed by your Uncle?

>>41926241
to be honest, i think that they used and high level frequencies to help me meditate or whatever they wanted when they had me put on headphones while watching tv.
i think that the pink liquid was just to help me relax, which is why it felt good and why i can later compare it to taking pain killers.
i was only in the program for 1 day and wished to know what would have happened later on. i would like to know what i missed out on.

>>41926260
No no it wasn’t my uncle it was your mother, she was just that much of a disgusting fucking skank that I had to repress my whole childhood

>>41926295
You got pegged by my dead mom? Okay faggot.

>>41926373
>MY MOM IS DEAAAAAAAAD, FAGGOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!
that explains why she didn't move around much

>>41926373
yeah it was awful. She said she got a lot of practice out of you, and then moved on to other kids after your asshole was completely gaped

>>41926121
I got placed into a reading class, sort of as an elective. For some people the class was remedial. Because I was already able to read at a high reading comprehension level for me it was a speed reading etc class.. l9ts of reading material and equipment.. film speed projectors etc.
Because the teacher would let me, I would stay in the classroom alone during lunch and read everything. I read all of the test cards at every level for the other reading levels of the other students in the class. I read everything on film for every level. I read novels and other literature that was from the curriculum material for all the other reading levels and even most of the elective optional extra credit reading materials in the classroom.

During that time I noticed that I was able to see auras.. not so much around other people but around the writing on physical books.. if the words had been read by someone else before me I would occasionally be able to see something like an aura staining the page around the words. For books that had never been opened it wasn't present. For books that had been issued to students through previous years I could discern that multiple staining periods had occurred and even see different degrees of focus.. just in certain lighting it was faintly visible and eventually I noticed it.

I was not in gate specifically but had been subjected to trauma based conditioning and other aspects of the mk ultra type programs.

>>41926698
What do you mean that you could see auras our people that read the book? Like, words would be dimly lit and tell you about the aura of the last person that read the book?

When did they stop doing this? When I was in preschool, I was often separated from the others because I was the only kid that could read, but that was mid-2000s (old zoomer). I don't think they did this shit to me.

>>41926757
I had it done to me in the early 2000s, but I'm not sure when they stopped doing it. My brother is 4 years younger than me and he went through the same test during the mid 2000s, but he wasn't selected.

>>41926725
It was like the person who read it previously had left an energetic stain on the page.. was a visible region around the word with a slight refractive effect. When I found the dim fluorescent light hue lighting conditions that made it visible I compared various books and figured out that it wasn't present in books that had not been previously read

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>>41926185
it's an incidental part of the mind control operation. people who are not chosen for the program automatically resent those who are, which contributes to the gifted child's feeling of otherness.

the CIA was looking for people with psychic abilities, either siphoning them into their service, or else sabotaging them because they posed a potential threat. these days GATE is probably just used to manufacture wokeism drones or something.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JavPI3Iw7LE

>>41927205
Could you read the emotion that the person felt while reading the book or just the previous reader's general attitude?
>>41927269
>people who are not chosen for the program automatically resent those who are
that would explain why i felt so alienated all through life. i would try to mimic other's behaviors and still get ridiculed. as i grew up, i learned that i am damned if i do and damned if i don't, so i might as well live life the way i like.
>these days GATE is probably just used to manufacture wokeism drones or something.
i do not want to run into those sleeper cells. they sound unbearable.

>>41926121
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BciH9pV8UrQ

Here's the audio you listened to. Guy who made it claims ties to the cia.

>>41927379
THAT'S IT! HOLY SHIT THAT IS IT!

>>41927379
To be honest, I don't really remember the voiceover

>>41927379
That's what happen! I was staring at the screen for so long that the perspectives changed for me! I sand began to look like a red sky and it felt like i was in the middle of the ocean.

I 'did this' when I was in primary school.

I was really into drawing and art and could pick things up quite easily and generally 'got' new concepts and could anticipate ideas and analyse well. I was also massively emotional and would have little tizzes a lot.

I remember another similar boy and a girl (she was quite shy and unpopular) doing it. We'd go up to the high school, sit in a room, do IQ-like tests. Lots of pattern recognition, optical illusions, and writing prompts. I also remember hearing tests - if you're Australian, they reminded me of a beep test you'd do in phys ed classes.

I was clearly a dud though because they stopped inviting me after a few years and now I work an unremarkable job and am mostly bang average intelligence. I am very smarmy and aloof, though. That also seems to be a trait...

>>41926121
Has anyone tried marketing to the autistic specifically?
Funco POP?

It's a standard hearing test that everybody does and the liquid is fluoride that you're supposed to swish in your mouth and spit out but the "gifted" retards who make these threads drank it. Lol.

>>41927433
>I was also massively emotional and would have little tizzes a lot.
>I am very smarmy and aloof, though
you and i are not so different, anon
>We'd go up to the high school, sit in a room, do IQ-like tests. Lots of pattern recognition, optical illusions, and writing prompts.
now i wish i was allowed to stick with it. pattern recognition, optical illusions, and writing prompts is my shit.
>>41927442
fidget spinners?

>>41927473
i agree that they are standard hearing test because everyone in my class did it, but there are frequencies that practically all of them couldn't hear.

>>41926121
>>41927442
when the marketing is directed towards autistic people, you find that autists are actually more susceptible to marketing than neurotypicals

>>41927541
because we only buy what we like

>>41926121
>be me
>GATE program
>nothing of particular note ever happens other than having colleges look at me
>end up deadbeat with no accomplishments

They set me up for failure, so I'm sure it was Archonic in nature.

>>41927473
Listen to the audio file. Makes no sense why it would need to be so odd. It has binaural beats and hypnotic messaging.

>>41926121
So what do you you GATEfags do now? I think I was tested, but I somehow remember very little from ages 7-10, but now I fly planes. Another woman I knew who did it/who I see as a sister is a doctor.
>>41926241
>EXACT earphone test with the beeps.
That's a pretty standard test for audio acuity aka an audiogram.

>>41927625
What did they have you do? Just iq test, pattern recognition, optical illusions, and writing prompts? Like the other anon mentioned?
>>41927661
I was in IT but am now in Electrical Engineering. I wouldn't say I am a GATEfag since I was only in it for 1 day. I just want to know what I missed out on.

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https://youtu.be/688cdFDHxVQ

>>41927695
>Just iq test, pattern recognition, optical illusions, and writing prompts?
That shit all sounds familiar to me, also that pink liquid some other anons mentioned, but I'm pretty sure I was just sick. They also had me hopped up on ADHD meds, so I think that might have been all that it was. I was misdiagnosed anyway. Who knew that my hag teacher just didn't want to deal with an energetic kid. Incredible how much power they had back in the early 00s.

>>41927661
I was effectively able to retire at age 30. My resume is impressive, but I don’t really want to get into it/dox myself, so I will say that the trope of the program setting people up for failure/rapid burnout was not true in my case.

>>41927695
It's been so long, honestly. I was in GATE for 4th and 5th grade, then it turned into Pre-AP (Advanced Placement) and AP classes in Jr. High and High School.
I think they had us do a Meyers-Briggs Personality Test in 4th grade, and I wound up as an INTJ. I don't remember taking an IQ test, but the subjects we studied were just above the level of regular classes.
I didn't notice anything out of the ordinary, but it warped my perception of intelligence pretty drastically. Teachers said I was the smartest in the class, and often favored me despite my laziness, but upon entering the social, druggie world, my intelligence felt very stunted and I started to go crazy (schizophrenia).
I probably should've done more than just watch cartoons and play video games to then blow past the tests, but I prefer a life of leisure than one of accomplishment, so probably I don't think the system failed me as much as I believe that I'm a natural fuck up.

>>41927704
>I was misdiagnosed anyway
What do you mean, anon? Like, misdiagnosed for ADHD? I remember that meds were really popular to give to kids back then. I am just lucky that my mother didn't trust the government nor to give her children any meds.

>>41927731
>and I wound up as an INTJ
Oh! I am an INFJ! Hello my IN-J brother.
>and I started to go crazy (schizophrenia).
Was that around the age of 13 to 23? That was around the time my schizo years have started and ended.
>I don't think the system failed me as much as I believe that I'm a natural fuck up.
>but I prefer a life of leisure than one of accomplishment
nah, anon. i think that you had your priorities straight. you focused more on living in the now and didn't worry about social status. the only thing that you should have done different is find a hobby that you really liked and get a career in it. for example, i thought hacking was cool, so i decided to learn that and get a job in IT. now i think robots are cool, so i am studying that now.
to be honest though, it is my goal to buy some land and learn to be self sustaining in the middle of no where. and i could focus on me the entire time.

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>>41926698
You have a fascination with tactile textures too? How many words per minute could you do via speed reading? I was roughly 1300.
>>41926757
It's still ongoing, they just keep changing the name.
>>41927473
Anecdotal evidence, people say they're hearing tests but I've heard people got them multiple times in a month.
>>41927625
It was to deconstruct and deprogram your tiphereth so you'd feel like a goyim. Look inward rather than outward.
>>41927661
I'm an analytical journalist myself.

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>>41927728
Good stuff, I'm hoping for the same in a few years, not quite there yet.
>>41927740
Yeah for ADHD, I don't necessarily think I was involved with any GATE stuff, but a lot of the tests mentioned ITT are familiar, and being medicated really fucked me up keeping me locked in with my inhibitions and never sleeping. Plus there's that odd bit where I can hardly recollect anything from ages 7-10, besides summer when I was off those meds. Then again, maybe the psychiatry and meds were all part of that. When I was about 16 I decided that I had enough with it with the belief that it was all bullshit, and later in life for my flight physical I had to get a psych eval which confirmed my intuition. What a bullshit lie they sold to our parents man. Millenials and zoomers were the first generations with both parents largely being dual income, and then they treated our unchecked energy like a disease. The same case is with my half sister who is way worse off with that poison my mom gives her, despite my warnings. I'm just glad I achieved some form of self realization.
>>41927731
I had a similar experience in high school I was a total fuckup despite doing well in college and professionally some years later (took a long break from HS to college). I think the public school system is really effective at breaking a youthful spirit.

Yeah I was in that bullshit
>Look inward rather than outward
Inside is nightmares, sadness, I try to become hypercompassion lovingkind being but it just make me sad. I dont want to live on this world it is bad place. Im not sorry for anything I did, nothing matters, all of this will be forgotten.

>>41927771
>Hello my IN-J brother.
*fist bump*
>Was that around the age of 13 to 23?
I became a little loopy whenever I started taking psychedelics at 18, but it was manageable despite my erratic behavior. I didn't suffer a complete implosion of sanity until 23-24, then again at 31. (I'm 32 now) I'm on medication now, though, so I don't live under the spell that life will just magically work out despite reckless activity, a belief that had consumed me until everything went to complete shit.
>nah, anon.
Thanks, that makes me feel a bit better. My family expects a lot out of me and has these weird delusions that I'm some godsend uber-genius, when my most recent IQ test has me at only a 118, so I'm nothing remarkable.
As for the hobby, I used to be a pretty good writer, often scoring perfect marks in English tests where I would just bullshit a story, so that's what I wanted to do with my life, but that didn't pan out. I barely write now, so I don't see that as going anywhere.
>to be honest though,
That's a pretty cool plan, honestly. Very respectable. Currently I'm just looking for a part time job to help supplement my income. I get disability payments every month, but it's not enough to live off completely. I'm totally fine in living in my decent apartment with few friends and reading/playing video games/watching TV. The only thing that irks me though is the inability to find a partner. I gained a lot more female attention whenever I was young, but now it seems like I'm just a worn down husk. A part of me doesn't mind it, though.

>>41927790
>Millenials and zoomers were the first generations with both parents largely being dual income, and then they treated our unchecked energy like a disease
that is the truth, anon. they said that we were spoiled but our parents were just projecting and didn't know how to be parents themselves; just children raising children.
though, i think the main issue is the "dual-income" part. adding women into the job market helped allow (((corpos))) to pay people a smaller wage since there was now 2x the amount of people looking for jobs, so they paid less for "competing wages". So, both parents had to work in order to make the wage of 1 parent, so they were too tired to take care of us.

>>41927811
Stupid teachers, and stupid religions. Teach us about love but I saw so much suffering and evil that I just want to die. I. Will. Not. Come. Back. To. This. World.

>>41927811
>Inside is nightmares, sadness
>I try to become hypercompassion lovingkind being but it just make me sad
Jesus, anon... what did they do to you?
>Im not sorry for anything I did, nothing matters, all of this will be forgotten.
Seriously, what happened?

>>41927782
>It was to deconstruct and deprogram your tiphereth so you'd feel like a goyim.
I have never felt like that, other than them trying to encourage me to try harder in class, but yeah, most of my critical lessons came from outside of school.
>>41927790
>I had a similar experience in high school...
Yeah, conformity is pretty essential in school. I actually dropped out my senior year because I refused to take off my beanie and they said I could just test out and go to a two-year college, then complete my degree at a four, which I never did, only having multiple failed ventures at community colleges.
If anything, I think I was just a brainy kid, and had the intelligence of a college student while young, but an intelligence that never developed beyond a college student.

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>>41926121
They asked my parents to put me into programs like this but they weren't down.

I was constantly tested for my hearing up until 6th grade despite my other classmates not having to do hearing tests since much younger. Also my hearing is EXCEPTIONAL.

I also had to do a class for handwriting because I write like a toddler and still do - pretty sure this isn't related.

>>41927818
>I'm 32 now
Ditto!
>My family expects a lot out of me and has these weird delusions that I'm some godsend uber-genius
My parents had unrealistic goals and standards for me, but it felt more like they wanted me to be their meal ticket rather than waiting me to do good in life.
>when my most recent IQ test has me at only a 118
Hey, I got a 115!
>As for the hobby, I used to be a pretty good writer
I had that as well, anon... especially in high school...
well, until my parents had me write a chapter a day for a book but that goes into being a meal ticket again, but it ended up killing my passion
>A part of me doesn't mind it, though.
Same, anon. We're almost too alike.

>>41927868
Do you remember any other test that you had to do? Any other weird videos that they had you watch?

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>>41927818
>>41927869
Do you think that we're the same person?

>>41927869
>Ditto!
Nice. It's weird knowing that there's a lot of people that have been here for ages (I've been coming since I was 14) so it's surreal seeing us all grow up into decrepit old mongoloids.
>My parents had unrealistic goals...
Yeah, for sure. That's always stressful, but damn, that sucks that they just wanted it for themselves. Luckily, my family is pretty well off, but I always thought they just wanted to be vicariously proud of themselves in some way for having a doctor or lawyer in the family.
>Hey, I got a 115!
Hah, brainlet. Jk.
>I had that as well, anon.
That sucks. Yeah assigned reading really killed my passion for books, so it's hard for me to read unless I'm on my Ritalin. I'm also very self-critical because I've been conditioned by 4chan to hate everything I produce since it's rare to see any positive critiques here. People I know like it, though, but it's kinda like "What the fuck is your opinion worth? This alcoholic faggot on the internet said it's shit, so it's shit. Fuck you."
>Same, anon. We're almost too alike.
Definitely. Our minds probably split in the void.

>>41927891
I don't see why not.

There was this thing called the STAR test and accelerated reader program and in the 1st grade I scored a 22.4 (which is apparently supposed to be equivalent to schooling level. i.e. post graduate level comprehension)

I was allowed to read whatever books I wanted and they would ship books in from other schools and districts because there weren't enough books in my level.

This sounds like a flex but it's just a report of what happened idk.

That said, I did try to read Romeo and Juliet in the first grade and it made absolutely no sense to me. I could read and comprehend most the words but all of the deeper symbolism, early english vocabulary, etc was fully lost on me.
There were two people in love and they weren't allowed to be because their families were beefing so they both killt themselves for love.

Anyways, i'm pretty high and way off topic now.

also it's way more fun to talk stupid and ez because it's more better faggots

>>41927883
No videos that I remember. It was always pure sine wave tones at specific frequencies.

Like a hearing test but sometimes would go on for like 10-15 minutes when a hearing test should take 5 min tops.

>>41927903
>Nice. It's weird knowing that there's a lot of people that have been here for ages (I've been coming since I was 14) so it's surreal seeing us all grow up into decrepit old mongoloids.
Kek, to be honest, i was a good boy and started coming her in 2011, during my senior year of high school. that was the first time i received my first computer. i am an OG summerfag.
>Yeah, for sure. That's always stressful, but damn, that sucks that they just wanted it for themselves. Luckily, my family is pretty well off, but I always thought they just wanted to be vicariously proud of themselves in some way for having a doctor or lawyer in the family.
mines wanted the same for me as well. it's funny, they wanted us to become successful at life but refused to actually be helpful
>Hah, brainlet. Jk.
kek, rude!
>That sucks. Yeah assigned reading really killed my passion for books, so it's hard for me to read unless I'm on my Ritalin. I'm also very self-critical because I've been conditioned by 4chan to hate everything I produce since it's rare to see any positive critiques here. People I know like it, though, but it's kinda like "What the fuck is your opinion worth? This alcoholic faggot on the internet said it's shit, so it's shit. Fuck you."
I find that people tend to be more honest on the web, especially anonymous forums, but 4chan is definitely more of a shitposting site where anons vent their frustration at life, so I would take it their criticisms with a grain of salt. There should be some anonymous forums for writers that should be a lot more helpful.

>>41926121
uh so what was the pink liquid? I thought I'd be drinking it all the time in my special classes, but was sorely disappointed

>>41927917
i remember STAR but i don't remember if i participated in it or got a high score. i don't think i did because i didn't have the privilege to get books that i wanted, but wish i did
>>41927922
did they ever tell you what the point of that test is or the goal of it?

>>41927966
I am not sure but I do think that it was some sort of drug to help people relax while meditating

>>41927957
>kek, to be honest...
Nice, lol. I just used to be very argumentative about philosophy and stuff, constantly trying to improve my world view, so I would be this little shithead of a kid learning how to call someone a stupid nigger online.
>mines wanted the same for me as well.
Yeah, for sure. My family was really supportive, though, often financing my numerous times in college, but that usually led to me just partying and doing drugs trying to unravel the secrets of the universe by immersing myself in various rabbit holes.
>kek, rude!
Sorry lol.
>I find that people tend to be more honest on the web...
That's the conclusion I came to as well, so I always saw an anonymous post as being more reflective of the truth. Although I should really place more emphasis on my successes in college than I should to people on the internet. Like I said a while ago, GATE really warped my conception of intelligence, along with having it challenged by the more socially experienced around me, so even though I don't have the more accurate perception of the quality of my work because of that, I tend to teeter more often on the self-critical side so as not to create something of poor quality. I don't mind it, though, it's useful in improvement, even though there's always going to be a naysayer.

>>41927966
Scopolamine if this twitter poster is to be trusted: >>41927782
It makes you dissociate which puts you in a zen state because you detach from your physical body.

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>>41927976
how many times were you given the stuff, and how was the flavor?
Egg nog comes the closest to how I remember it tasting and feeling in the mouth
>>41927985
thanks. were your classes focused on meditation and telepathy? mine were not. we did word game exercises at the beginning of every class. Pic related is one of the types I'd see in a rotation of exercises

>>41927985
>Scopolamine
>Devil's breath
What the fuck! Is that why I fell asleep?!

>>41928002
I don't remember the taste too well
I remember it wasn't good or bad, it was just whatever

I'm not sure if this memory is accurate, but I remember in kindergarten they had us suck toothpaste out of a zip-loc bag and said it was astronaut food.

>>41927985
>>41928005
Oh hey anons. I'm that person in picrel. I got all my GATE memories back. If you want to fall down the rabbit hole, you're in for a wild ride:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zEHrpqs8rQM

>>41928011
if it was ketamine, i would believe it because of how good i felt. that is why i believe that it was more likely to be some sort of opiate

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>>41927970
> did they ever tell me what the point was?

The STAR test gave you your score. Then you had to read books within your range (So if you go a 5 you could read between 3 and 7 for example). All the books in the library were assigned a STAR level.

After you read the book you had to take a test on the computer related to your reading comprehension.
Each book you read earned you points and if you got enough points you could trade it in for like a sweet ass eraser or something.

The overall program was called the Accelerated Reader Program

>>41928035
>>41927970
lol i kinda forgot to answer the question
> the point?

increase reading comprehension/STAR level over time

>>41928035
OH! I REMEMBER THAT SHIT!
I loved it and it felt like a game! The more you read, the more you win and get prizes! I thought that it was a good program to get kids to read more. Though, I didn't get any free books

>>41928035
I remember the AR Program. I read at a college level in elementary but just wanted to amass a lot of points quickly so I would just binge Harry Potter books and get like 60 points. I remember buying a bear for a girl, though I'm not sure what happened to her.
Also read Hank the Cowdog. That shit was cash.
Unfortunately there were no tests for Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark, or if there were, I don't remember them.

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>>41928047
The bear ate her
You got her killed
Roastie Patrolled

>>41928078
Oh. Whatever, probably serves the bitch right.

Uh let's see
>Be super genius
>School wants me to get tested for the longest time, parents don't bother
>I finally get tested and get accepted into GATE
>GATE qualifications help me get into good schools later
>I was one of the most notorious students at that whole school because of my sheer presence. Everyone knew who I was, for better or worse
>Then when I left school I became a NEET and that's where I've been since
Turns out being a special little kid don't mean crap once you gotta enter the real world.

>>41928148
What did you do in GATE? Did you watch more weird videos? Take any weird test?

>>41927379
ok. what's the actual verdict on the gateway experience/method though?

in theory it makes sense to me but it was designed by the CIA so I'm highly suspect on trying it for myself.

>>41927970
i'm a dumbass. lol you meant the hearing test lmaooo

no they didn't

>>41928047
holes
the giver
hatchet

>>41928185
>no they didn't
Damn! I feel like there is something really weird with that damn hearing test. Though, I am just speculating because the 2 times I met with them is when they wanted me to wear headphones.

>>41928164
We mainly just did fun little brain teasers, riddles, and went on lots of field trips. We got to socialize a lot too and it was a lot of fun, far more so than ordinary class.
If there was anything nefarious going on, I don't remember it. I have nothing but fond memories of those classes.

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>>41928190
my "group" watched holes fucking a million times.... none of us ever really talked we just blurted out thoughts at each other and sperged out over this dumb ass movie

>>41928198
I've done like 15 hearing tests in my life and they're always 100% flawless. kinda strange imo

>>41928213
God damn it! This is the first time that I am actually mad that I didn't get to continue with the GATE project.
>>41928221
lol, i've experienced weird dreams every single night but nothing exactly like that

>>41928231
>THEY ARE IN THE HOLE

>>41928245
Did they all have really low and/or high frequencies that were almost impossible to detect?

>>41928248
jewish kid with a made up name is heir to a fortune and poisonous lizards protect him from the goyim

>>41928250
yes. like dog frequencies. and also low earth frequencies sub 10hz

>>41928275
Thank you for confirming. I just need to know their goals with people being able to detect these frequencies.

>>41928299
yeah they also showed us colors outside of the normal visual spectrum for the human eye

>>41928299
also if i remember right, it wasn't a regular school employee that did it. someone from "the district" or something came that was only seen for the purpose of these audio tests. there were a few other kids (3-5) who also kept getting tests all through elementary school.

>>41928307
whoa, first time i've heard about that test but sound interesting
>>41928329
>also if i remember right, it wasn't a regular school employee that did it. someone from "the district" or something came
that makes sense because the lady that tested me didn't seem like a fed at all. she seemed like a regular lady that you would meet on the street, thought she was more heavier set

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I recall the pink liquid, but also remember a few fluoride days. The entire class always participated
>Pod learning later on
>pink stuck with me
pepto closest thing
>fluoride
dark blue/purple
>retarded? im probably retarded
i dont remember learning math. I know I did it up to 6th grade, where i first remember having to deal with bullshit, got push back for doing no work (had to go to homework club during and after school to provide work), got through math dragging feet, engaged everything else as much as I wanted.
>>41928190
Paulsen also wrote The Transall Saga that was a fun book.
>>41928299
once you notice the difference, you hate everything from fridges, to plugged in things.
>>41928329
they had the "lead" run group exercises, then take select kids from all classes. I was not selected

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>>41926121
>GATE Program
the Gate Program's main goal was to monitor the effects of subliminal brainwashing that the government was and still is using on the population and specifically after their MK experiments. back then technology was in the early stages so they needed to see the budding fruits of their labor up close, now they just monitor you through your devices and social media. sure in the 50s - 60s they might recruit a someone when their older but now that they've mastered the craft and created the technology to utilize it to its fullest potential, you are their perfected slave. Don't you see anon, they never needed a brain chip to control you, they just needed you.

>>41928178
>>41927379
monroe was not a glowie, glowies just used his methods along with trauma to glow up the place. monroe tried to warn us about the loosh sucking parasites and now loosh sucking humans

>>41927269
quit spamming that dudes shit vids. i dont believe for a second he actually was in gate or did the gateway process otherwise he wouldnt be so "esoteric and edgy". dude is a fucking poser cosplaying a gnostic but he's the most hylic fuck i've seen in a while

>>41928178
Remote Viewing is just rebranded hindu pagan occult bs. It is a trap designed to get spiritually sensitive people communicating with demons.

True spiritual experiences don't require tricks or funny noises, and are often to prevent the person from spiritually harming themselves.

Seek Christ above all else. He will protect you from those devils.

And if you do occult stuff anyways and find yourself talking to an 8 armed blue monkey demon, make the sign of the cross and repeat the prayer "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, Have Mercy on me, a Sinner" and watch the demons recoil. Then never do occult again.

>>41928514
If they were using Scopolamine, then it is easy for me to believe that they were practicing for mind control. But, as you said, they realized that they just need you on your phone and you can be controlled by "the herd" just like a good sheep.

>>41926121
>>41926124
i have a similar experience to you i remember the hearing test and the ocean sounds in the headphones. but we had a card image matching game, a colorblind test, and the liquid we drank was orange, and in really small cups, like the sauce cups you fill with ketchup at a burger joint

>>41926241
I also did the beep test as a kid, thought nothing of it

>>41926241
I had the same test. it's a fucking hearing test. I looked into the GATE shit and yes, I tick all the boxes, etc... but I never saw the words gate. I did a program called "Eagles Rising" and it was after school. Although that was years after the beeps. Even if it was all true, why would anybody be dumb enough to post and discuss it here or anywhere on the net for that matter?

>>41930108
Sounds like your parents let you continue on with the program. Did you get any weird feelings while you were participating? Any suspicions that they were secretly testing you for psychic powers? Did they show you any more videos like the one that the anon posted?

>>41930275
you're just not special and weren't selected

>>41927702
What is that record? I can remember it like it was in a classroom and I'd regularly stare at it.

>>41930389
Found it
https://bookriot.com/a-box-of-nostalgia-the-sra-reading-laboratory/

>>41928148
That's why society is built for people who know their place.

>>41930306
they showed up about 5 or 6 more times, and like the OP, i was also above my reading level, but about average in everything else, and by no means the smartest kid in the class. i never got selected for the separate classes, and the testing was actually done without asking any of our parents. the testing itself usually involved the whole class, plus other classrooms of kids. this was mostly during first grade.

>>41930306
>>41930489
if videos were being shown, i didn't make it that far, i did test for nearly the entire year though. I wasn't selected for separate education. the only part that felt really weird looking back were the ocean sounds. and the memory card games. I kinda don't remember what they were asking for with the ocean sounds tests, but the memory card game also involved legit guessing the shape on the back of a card someone was holding.

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I dunno about all the conspiracy stuff, but I honestly remember GT being fucking awesome and always looking forward to my "GT days" in school. I remember it started in the first grade, and petered out in significance around eighth grade.

I was in the Texas GT program - and it was mostly composed of cool field trips, esoteric testing (pattern recognition, media literacy, communication skills, the ability to extrapolate data from missing information, etc.), one-on-ones with guidance counselors that weren't from my school, and special projects that required significant coordination — not only amongst your fellow classmates, but with GT classes from other schools across the country. I remember participating in live streams regularly with classes around the world. It was all incredibly useful, not only academically, but from a practical standpoint I learned many "soft power" skills from GT. We learned how to read between the lines, communicate both frankly when it was required, and with subtext when such openness was impossible. I remember a series of GT classes around the fifth grade that seriously emphasized the necessity of "white lies" and how to use them effectively.

By the time I graduated high school, however, GT was little more for me than a college readiness study hall, where I could apply for scholarships and goof off with the portable computer lab and play Halo custom edition and Gary's mod and stuff like that with my friends. There were still some badass group projects, though; my favorite was this model UN program my GT class got to take part in. It was over several weeks, and schools from around the world participated both online and in person(G7 nations only was something I noticed at the time). I guess by that point all that could really be taught to us by GT had either been thoroughly instilled, or it was a failure and we were being phased out anyways to not tip-off whatever hidden lessons were being secretly instilled in the "successful" GT kids.

>>41930616
zoomie go zoom zoom about regular school

>>41931497
Nice try, fed bot. For one thing, I'm a few years too old to be a zoomer. For another thing - my school experience was absolutely not the typical public school experience in Texas.

That, or you're one of those morons who want it to be some psychic hogwarts shit where "ooh you're so special". We were and still are special, but not in some star wars way. You clearly weren't GATE/GT or you would've realized the true lessons of the program by now.

Good luck to you, though. Best wishes and all that.

>>41931584
>I WAS BORN IN LE YEAR 1995! NOT 1997!
>I AM NOT A ZOOMIE!!!

>>41930108

This >>41927379 is what they made you listen too. The guy who made this also works with remote viewing and stuff. It's 100% freaky shit. They were doing this all the way until 2010 at the latest.

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How does it feel knowing an astral entity has hijacked your consciousness and personality because of this program. You've been traumatized, conditioned and denied normalcy all for the pursuit of psychic phenomena.

>>41931682
Uh-huh, cute distractions.

What does any of this have to do with the GATE program? I actually was in it.

>>41930616
sounds like you were in the front program

>>41932174
Sounds like you have a non-falsifiable orthodoxy. We were taught legitimately esoteric knowledge and what could be described as an extrasensory ability to "suss out" truth, context, and an understanding of systems necessary to manage the messy inner workings of. We were certainly apart from the typical AP kids, taught things they weren't, and were actively encouraged to "experiment" with what we've learned in GT class on our classmates.

For example, I remember in the second grade actively encouraging my classmates to speak in gibberish and to refuse to learn to read or write because we were just taught about how flexible language is and how easily it can change. It actually caused a significant problem for my school for several days because kids would randomly encourage each other to abandon the rules of language at random times. Instead of being held responsible for this - I was rewarded with free vouchers for the book fair; I bought an issue of shonen jump and captain underpants.

>>41927378
It was just a visual effect sort of like the light from a prism.. slight hue difference around the letters as if the consciousness of the previous reader had made a permanent mark on the page. I had the theory that it probably showed the emotion of the person in the hue or at least the intensity of focus but I didn't pick up any feeling off of it, just the visual effect.
>>41927782
Reading speed depended on level of reading material.. would run the machine as fast as it would go for everything below 4th grade level. I think I remember being comfortable at around 1600 for stuff that was just light subject matter.. I read everything they had on film. Some of the stories stuck with me in my memory.. and in retrospect were relevant to things that I must have been subconsciously aware of.

>>41932072
Outsiders don't seem to understand how high the expectations were for the performance capacities of the mk program subjects. You sound like you are complaining about sour grapes. You were not included due to not qualifying.
If you had been put into the same circumstances you would very likely not have survived.
Exposure to hazard was apparently a method used to reduce costs and liabilities. Ineptitude would resolve itself. Maintaining situational awareness is a fundamental requirement.

>>41932212
hmm, sounds more like an alternate to gate actually. like a parallel program. very interesting

>>41932302
Or the GATE program has been intentionally mystified behind fantastical stories that have zero evidence, so that way the intelligent would be warded off by the stupid before they begin to actually investigate the true motivations behind GATE. Funnily enough this is actually another strategy that was taught to me as well.

It's to select for people who can effectively serve the deep state (as poisoned as that term is). And I'm not talking about the Military Industrial Complex side, I'm talking about something much more subtle. You underestimate just how important communication is.

>>41932434
>that have zero evidence
I know what I lived. You don't have a shred of evidence either, not that I don't believe you, I do.

>>41932212
buddy it sounds like they just gave you a leadership class

>in GATE in 1st/2nd grade, go on cool special trips to tour marine biology labs with other kids.
>Move states, test is same, ace test, spiteful teachers say I'm cheating even with proctors pacing whole time, 0 room or time to cheat, test was just literally same answers. Become disillusioned.
>Mom assisted LA police find body in the woods by touching their belongings, had to be screened and provide alibi due to startling accuracy. Figure I won't develop anything.
>Ending karate early (mom on her way) in new city, run through gym doors too quick, left big toe gets stuck under door gap and rips most my flesh off cuz being retarded.
>Run screaming to bathroom while trailing blood everywhere.
>Get in bathroom stall, see fucking bone and muscle. Close eyes, clasp hands over wound, try to maintain deep breath, feel massive heat tingle in air, open eyes, see muscle and skin starting to congeal and bleeding residing.
>Sensei rushes in, "You need ambulance? there's blood everywhere" say "n-no I got it, I'll have my mom take me"
>Gets me some gauze and wrap it anyways. See it looks infinitely better than at first. Mom picks me up, I limp into car.
>Mom nonchalant when I tell her what happened. Believes me, inherited her often disastrous habit of blunt truthfulness.
>Go home, continue to heal it, would've been near loss of toe heals up week later, no scars.
>Yrs later questioning myself, into science/math, constantly told that can't happen, go dormant, can't do it anymore by adulthood.
>Nerve health bad recently, say fuck it, start meditating to channel. Notice difference.
>Channel electric pillow blanket around me, can move it inside me. Move muscles you normally can't, focus too hard on right foot, now sore. Able to work body from inside out.
Trying to get a jacob's ladder on fingers. Hopefully it works one day. Fuck Glow Niggers. GATE ain't shit. I swear under oath this is all true, no artistic license or fantasy. Miss you mom. I want off this rock so badly.

>>41932635
>chuunibyou

>>41928185
ok but have YOU done it?

>>41929039
how do you feel about astral projection?

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>>41930275
>>41930141
>>41930337

>>41926121
Probably 3rd grade too, I was brought by my mom to a school I’d never been to on a Saturday to test for a gifted program. I remember her dropping me out front and then being in a classroom with 10-20 other kids doing a scantron type test, and then that’s literally it. Don’t remember anything else until walking through the door at home after getting picked up by my mom. It was mid afternoon, I went right to my room and fell asleep until noon or so the next day.
All of it was extremely strange. I never slept that late, never went to some random ass school, never had blank spots memory wise, and certainly don’t have many other memories as vivid as this (the parts I remember and described.)
Obviously I didn’t get in I guess, because after that life carried on like normal as far as I can remember. Tha said I don’t remember too much from that year. We moved a lot when I was a kid and I’m almost sure that we moved following that event and I was at a different school the following year.

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>>41927917
I actually found a way to gamify Accelerated Reader in 3rd grade. I realized the "points" were based on the books you read and took the tests on the computer. Thus, I realized I could read a bunch of first grade books and test all of them. I got the most points of anyone on the east coast, unironically. I was later selected for "SAGE" which is what GATE was called in the southeast. In SAGE we had a "snobhopper problem" anyone else remember this?

>>41932800
Other (maybe) pertinent bits: this was in Texas, around 1992-93 (I’m old) in I think Bryan TX.
I do have scattered memories of meeting with counselors, maybe hearing tests? And definitely lights off head on desk type shit that I was stoked for because I figured I could take a nap. I’ve always hated school and was a mediocre student at best, while frustrating the shit out of my teachers because they thought I was pretty smart, but just didn’t do the work.
Also I ended up having an absolute compulsion toward joining the military from that stage of my life forward, until I did.
11 years of active duty and multiple combat deployments. No idea if any of it is related but I definitely have weird shit in my life.
I was forced into GATE and all I got was this PTSD. (Allegedly.)
Truthful disclaimer: most of the school age memories, beside what I wrote in the first post, could easily be interpolations I put on myself. The nap time bit for sure happened. And I definitely joined the infantry at 19, but everything else might be false memories based on shit I’ve read.

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>>41932635
so are we just using soldiers for lackluster creative writing now?

>>41932865
real nigga.

he knows what's up

>>41932917
yes.
subscribe to my substack please. i will pay you

>>41930108
I wasnt in that but when i was early 20s i did a study at a prestigious school and they did some kinda games and intelligence tests and one of the tests specifically felt like i was predicting the future. They scanned my brain and stuff too and gave it to me on a cd and they paid me a good amount of money. I do recall it being something the government contracted the school for

>>41932589
That's exactly what GATE was lmao that's what I'm trying to get at

>>41933013
no it is not
you were in something else that wasn't GATE
you were in a leadership class and not GATE
cope zoomie

>>41930404
>>41927702
I read everything in the box during the 1983/84 school year. It actually went from the lowest levels of early reading into postgraduate level reading samples. Some of the questions were probably measuring doctorate levels of comprehension. It was just a reading class and not a part of any program though I did have experience with the programs as they existed in the 70s and 80s. Most people in the class were stuck in a particular level for remedial reading purposes, some were in the class for advanced reading and speed reading. I read it all and wanted more. If I had known that the box had a sequel I would have sought it out and read it.

>>41927433
>I was clearly a dud though because they stopped inviting me after a few years and now I work an unremarkable job and am mostly bang average intelligence.

I had some spook cold call me in college about my test scores and try to test my psychic abilities. but, never got a follow up for better or worse. the phone call was very creepy

What the fuck is the Oracle? I listened to the Gateway files for about a minute and started to feel odd. Then some weird shit happened and someone distinctly said. "I m using the oracle and they still can t hear me".

I m not schizo and I m well past the age where I d start hearing shit. What the fuck was that?

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>>41933244
Or you're just trying to be special, whereas I actually am special. I'm telling you what it actually was about. We were, and still are, being properly educated and selected to "succeed" in a time and place when the American education system is actively and genuinely trying to make the average person dumber, and less capable of comprehending media and communicating complex ideas. You obviously weren't in the program or it would be very clear to you what we were actually being trained for, even though it was never explicitly stated — we were supposed to reach the conclusion ourselves and approach them. There is a "real world", and a "fake world"; you live in the fake world. I had an opportunity to live in the "real world", but I didn't, because it sucks to work for them. You still think that this is an anonymous message board, that we aren't being actively monitored with a full profile for each user with all their posts across multiple IP addresses? You still think the GATE indigo child disinfo bs is real?

It's genuinely so funny seeing all the stranger things hogwarts shit brought up in here; actual paranormal shit looks a lot more mundane and honestly unimpressive in the age of technology. Yes, esp is real — we all have it, some people are just born more sensitive than others but there is genuinely no ceiling even clinically retarded people can become psychic with enough training. It's not special, they just hide it from everyone because that would mean the end of secrecy, which they thrive on.

I even had a career in USAID waiting for me when I graduated from college; it was just a starting point, of course, like a stepping stone. End goal was to work for a think tank and boss around the politicians. Started running into actual, real fucking sickos in my final two semesters in uni and decided to abandon my career and work at an art museum for two years.

>>41935425
that is a whole lot of text that you wrote just to admit that you are mad
sucks for you that i didn't read it

>>41935425
if you were actually special, you would have known that just about every politician are real fucking sickos by the age of 6

>>41935425
you can only really speak for yourself. are there people who make shit up about the GATE program? sure, but the people here talking about their experiences, including me>>41930523
>>41930108

aren't out to make themselves sound special by telling people about this strange occurrence we had with a strange, ,and vague school program whose curriculum seemed to not really make any sense. I can't speak for what program you were in. i and other people here can only say what we went through. fucking fed.

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I'm seeing a lot of similarities between my own GATE experience and those in this thread. I'll blog about it I guess
>I remember the hearing tests and flash cards as well as the Rorschach tests
>separate from GATE (I think), I was tested on my ability to detect pitch before joining band and was told I have an "exceptional" ear
>in GATE class there were these large rolls of paper that they would sometimes pull down over all the windows to darken the room
>effortless straight A student until senior year of high school when I started skipping class and skipping assignments that I thought were "pointless." I always did the essays though, and my essays were frequently pulled up on the projector to use as examples for the rest of the class. Despite skipping classes/assignments, most of my teachers still gave me top marks. My AP English teacher in particular would give me good grades in exchange for helping with her class planning and making her power points
>despite often feeling like a fish out of water, I have ALWAYS made excellent first impressions. It's only when people try to get to know me on a deeper level that it all falls apart
>like a lot of you, I have always been a gifted writer. My writing portfolio in high school earned a perfect score and I won a state competition for composition
>I have always been able to CLEARLY visualize things in my mind, in perfect detail. I was shocked to learn that this isn't universal, and that some people don't even have internal monologues.
>It is common for random people who are not close to me to give me exactly what I want in that moment, without me expressing it out loud. Too many examples to get into in this post
In spite of all of that I work a corporate 9-5 lol but my boss frequently tells me I'm his "rock" despite never EVER showing up to work on time. Outwardly I'm a normie but internally - I don't think many people visualize/process things the way I do. I'm probably just coping with being a corporate drone.

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>>41936174
It's funny how fed is thrown around like a defense mechanism around here. I think you romanticize what actually happened to us because the reality is much more horrificly mundane. By the way, it's not even secret what was going on; you can literally google the very real parapsychology papers and see for yourself what they were actually doing to us.

Anything more severe than what we actually went through would've been done on Monarch children who are raised in cults around the world (Jullian Assange was born in the Finders Cult). Slave kids with no names, no identities, no families. I've met them, you know. You can see the soul behind their programmed eyes, begging for liberation. I dream of freeing them all, all of us really, daily.

To be clear, I had some weird fucking assignments, too. Nothing torturous compared to monarch, but it was weird. One time, there was this student teacher actress in one of those portable classrooms who was absolutely crying her eyes out, and we were supposed to figure out what happened and why she was crying. She never stopped crying at any point, and we weren't told to try to console her — but I tried anyways. She actually broke character, and said I was sweet for trying and was the only kid who did, but that she's supposed to keep crying until we get the information and leave the room.

>>41935805
Glad you admit that you're a moron, thanks for saving me time! :)

>>41935835

You really don't know how good these guys are, do you? They literally run Saint Jude's children's hospital — they know how to appear wholesome to children; sensitive kids most especially. We're *more* vulnerable to those tactics, not less. The other side of that is we become absolute masters of illusion. You learn awareness and how to detect deception — which is literally what the GATE program was teaching us. They wanted us to be aware of how manipulation works so we could run the machine for the real wizards of Oz.

>>41936982
>You really don't know how good these guys are, do you?
>I had no clue how good they are!
>Even though I took a special class to detect how bad people are!
kek, you aren't special and thanks for proving it. i knew since i was 6 and you didn't know until after the age of 18.
cope and seethe loser

>>41936982
I'm not romanticizing anything. you are consistently trying to explain away weird experiences as just mundane, when all I've insinuated was that there was something else going on. something much larger, and in my opinion still not known. tell the kids who were actually admitted into the program who have giant lapses in their memory that their experience wasnt "that big of a deal" or that what was going on was normal even in the slightest. the fact that a lot of us share these experiences, and live hundreds if not thousands of miles away from each other, and at different points in our lives, means that there was a larger coordinated and well funded effort to gauge some sort of attributes in children. what they are i don't really know, but I feel and suspect is way more insidious than we think.

>a shib is a puff of smoke
>a furlow is a hollow log
only true GATEfags will remember this

>>41936982
>n-n-no y-you are the moron!
kek

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>>41936394
>I don't think many people visualize/process things the way I do
Sorry! I had to!

>>41926121
Interesting.
They kept screening me for GATE
but the weirdo I am
I selected myself out of it
Probably a good thing seeing the osyop around it.
Plenty of my friends WERE in it
Called it TAG
>Talented And Gifted
They did the hearing test
I raised my hand right or left hand when there wasn't a sound just to mess with them
They had me identify pictures and one was a toolbox tool, probably a wrench, and I recognized it but didn't know the name - the tester could not comprehend and asked me how I don't know the name of this very common household item tool
dude didn't think I'm raised by a single female guardian who is a dumbass and the closest thing to a tool she owns is a pair of scissors
They have me take a math test
I see multiplication symbols
But we haven't been taught multiplication yet... or division.
So I don't know what the fuck to do/what they mean. And I don't ask. I just put some BS answers.
I ask my TAG/smart friend during recess what the X means.
She says oh, you just add the top number as many times as the number on the other side or bottom etc
oh. that's easy af.
didn't get selected for TAG.
Have always wound up friends with TAG/GATE/actually smart people.
Have also been told I'm smart.
But I'm also a weirdo.
Which has saved me so many times.
Government psyop.
Police male pedo molestation.
Church molestation.
HPV.
Has also gotten me hotties because "you're so different." and me treating them autisticslly makes them feel special simply because it's different.
Pretty funny thinking about it.
>Government selects for autism intelligence but I was so autistic/weird they decided not that guy.
toplel

>>41937236
>trolls glowies
this is why we love you! this is why we admire you!

Test

>>41937442
did it work?

>>41936982
you're entirely correct btw. everything you say is true, gate is for the leaders into the new world. anyone who says otherwise is literally fucking retarded

>>41926121
Cool thread, I'll share some:

>Between ages 5 to 7
>Pink liquid from an institutional paper cup
>Hearing and card tests
>Advanced reading ever since
>Riddles and puzzles, class vs teachers
>The lead was a clean cut fit type teacher
>Same teacher also taught advanced reading

It was odd to have new teachers in a new repurposed room. Others asked about it, heard it was fun. New stuff, fun culture.

Same lead teacher shared a magic trick we were to figure out, in a normal class, other gate kids present. We figured out the gag after a couple demonstrations. I may post the trick later.

>>41937112
>>41937182
Fnords always trigger Dr. Green programming. You are slaves, even your thoughts and feelings are not your own. Lmao, enjoy the super-bowel.

>>41937158
Memory gaps are a sign the program failed you (there are no such things as bad students, only bad instructors and bad parents).

They scrub a lot of shit with the pink stuff and see you on your way, trying to give you a normal life. They don't do a good job of it, but at least they try for us, which is more than can be said for the monarch kids.

If you had worked out you would've "graduated" into opportunities relevant to managing systems of power, both public and hidden.

>>41937530
Bingo. Operators know. It's fun to see my childhood become mythologized by tiktok types and "indigo children", though.

>>41937390
uwat?
fucking weirdo.

>>41936982
>Anything more severe than what we actually went through would've been done on Monarch children who are raised in cults around the world (Jullian Assange was born in the Finders Cult). Slave kids with no names, no identities, no families. I've met them, you know. You can see the soul behind their programmed eyes, begging for liberation. I dream of freeing them all, all of us really, daily.

Monarch kid here, something or someone interfered in my programming and I was just cut loose, any idea what to do or who to talk to about some of my rather intense experiences lately?

>>41938221
Maybe don't take advice from Abraham fucking Lincoln.

>>41937880
you are so full of shit. bingo huh? leaders of the new world? brought on and instilled by who? enforced by who? i never once stated that I was admitted into the program or that I 'personally' forgot anything. I said I was tested consistently. not that I was actually in the program. but please keep larping as this know it all "operator" who knows the inner workings of the everything psyop.

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>>41937880
look at this schizo doing a 180
keep projecting and take your meds
loser

>>41938118
>doesn't know the meme
sad... there are so many newfags nowadays...

>>41938375
enforced by a gap in consciousness, literally.

>>41938379
>>41938375
Truth scares away those not ready, although really this one isn't even that secret or shocking. They were selecting for the "middle managers" of the system that undergirds the world order. It's not that complicated. They were, and still are, looking for kids that test well both logically, emotionally, and intuitively, under a variety of different pressures.

You want it to be something where you're the chosen one to go fight aliens in Stargate or something. I'm telling you what it was for, and why. I'm telling you why you have memory gaps. You probably made it even further than you remember, didn't do well, and got the memories shocked out of you and new memories eased in with the pink shit. If you were in the program - you would know. I don't remember much of my childhood either, for what it's worth: most people don't.

I'm also not saying you weren't also a victim of something, but you would know if you were GATE/GT. No doubts, no wondering.

It's really not complicated. You know they make fun of us, right? They tell us all their secrets - openly now even - because they truly believe that the overwhelming majority of humans are little better than factory farm chickens. They really, truly believe they can tell you all these things openly, and that you will do nothing about it. In fact, the data would suggest that telling you so frankly and nonchalantly will inspire apathy rather than action.

It's more comfortable to dismiss me as fiction. I understand that. I really do. Like I said before, it's very mundane and horrible. Crazy fantasies or outright denials are easier.

>>41938221
Genuinely and truly — I don't know. Reliable hypnotherapists are few and far between. Most aren't even aware of the Green conditioning or any further. Most don't even know of the field of parapsychology. You'll have to look carefully. But the first step is being aware that you're a victim - no matter what anyone tells you.

>>41926241
Everyone did the hearing test. It doesn't make you special. You had eye tests too, but you do you didn't see retards spazzing over that.

>>41939377
you just keep straw manning dude holy shit. i never said it had anything to do with aliens or even psychic research.and no, i wasn't fucking selected. i only tested in the trailer with other kids, and again for fucks sake IM NOT THE ONE WITH MEMORY GAPS, I NEVER SAID I DIDNT REMEMBER. IM SPEAKING ABOUT THOSE WHO DONT.
Jesus fucking Christ your larp is fucking on a next level of faggotry. youre adding shit to what I'm saying in order to try and make it seem like you version of circumstances is true. you are completely cherry picking everything anyone is saying on here. go back to r/GATEwhere you get to pretend you are le epic insider knowledge guy who apparently has the answer to everything. if you aren't a fed detractor you are at the very least a fucking loser.

>>41939377
you say this as if GATE is the worst thing being done to the public. get the fuck over yourself. go save the world then fag. since you allegedly hold all the truth, the responsibility is now yours, but it seems you won't do anything either. you are the equivalent of the 'drones' you are putting yourself above. if anyone is making this more than what it seems, it's you.

I'm genuinely afraid to post some of my observations derived from being a GATE participant. I'm fairly certain that they keep tabs on us throughout our lives.

I tend towards the conclusion that many of us were selected to be systemically traumatized over time. I think this is due to a belief that sustained trauma and the ensuing dissociation can engender greater ESP capacity.

>>41940409
I'm fairly certain you're correct.
During my most recent major incident, there were far too many familiar faces.
One of them even approached me in blackface, which was hard not to laugh at.

It wouldn't be so bad if they didn't feel a need to completely isolate me from any meaningfully positive society in the process.

I pretended not to recognize any of them because it just felt like bait for a gaslight.

>>41939377
I was in GATE, it wasn't paranormal. You're just a burnt out gifted kid looking for something new to feel special. Your writing style is also very annoying/cunty. No, there was no strange shit - we were all just a bunch of autistic kids shoved together in an environment that felt unnatural and unnecessary. If you're actually high enough IQ to have placed, you should be able to work out why it's ambiguous in your memory and the incentives you have to play pretend. Also, hypnotherapy is bullshit in any capacity for "memory retrieval" and the gaps in your memory are probably this weird thing called normal forgetting.

>>41940484
/gatecopegeneral/

>>41939827
Never said that at any point. Just said it was weird. In fact I even said in no uncertain terms that monarch kids were actually the tortured kids. Have fun being assblasted, though. It feels good to see so many crybabies upset that the reality doesn't match their fantasies.

>>41940484
Actual disinfo lmao. Don't care what you think, you're the faggot that deliberately came into a thread about something that makes you angry, just to post. Nice work, genius.

>>41939807
Well you're just upset at this point. You're very boring.

>>41940715
The essential feature of narcissistic personality disorder is a pervasive pattern of grandiosity, need for admiration, and lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in a variety of contexts.

Individuals with this disorder have a grandiose sense of self-importance, which may be manifest as an exaggerated or unrealistic sense of superiority, value, or capability (Criterion 1). They tend to overestimate their abilities and amplify their accomplishments, often appearing boastful and pretentious. They may blithely assume that others attribute the same value to their efforts and may be surprised when the praise they expect and feel they deserve is not forthcoming.

Individuals with narcissistic personality disorder believe that they are special or unique and expect others to recognize them as such (Criterion 3). They can be surprised or even devastated when the recognition of acclaim they expect and feel they deserve from others is not forthcoming.

they're selecting students for black projects/the hidden space program

if you do well and continue the curriculum, you will end up 'missing'

>>41940867
6th grade is definitely the cut off point in my experience. I got offered summer camp in Montauk for it since I was already going to WPAFB during school hours. I was mad as fuck my mom didn't let me go. I was already molested and she didn't believe me, but now she wants to protect me?!

What the fuck are these captchas anymore?

>>41926185
NAYRT but it's obviously a larp, for one thing there's no physical evidence of what was supposedly a big program. For another, the only people who claim to remember it are people who say they were in it. Why don't you ever hear from parents, siblings, teachers or friends of the GATE kids?

>>41940807
if you are writing about yourself, it makes perfect sense.

>>41939807
>>41940715
claiming you actually know whats going on, yet you can't be bothered to cite the replies he gave, or what he actually said in order to formulate a proper response. you've also been replying to the wrong people and conflating different posts/replies when you respond. dumbass.

>>41935425
nigger gate is real. you were not in it, you were in gt

>>41939377
You were simply... in a different glow project. You were meant for a different role. Quit attacking your sperg brothers and sisters.

the glowies need pilots, mages and seers like us and pencil pushers like you.

>>41941495
>for one thing there's no physical evidence of what was supposedly a big program
>but there are people that said they were in it and government records that say it was a thing
kek
>the only people who claim to remember it are people who say they were in it
>only the people that were in it will remember it
kek

>>41940715
Can you tell me about the difference between monarch kids and GATE kids? What happens to monarch kids at school that is different? What path are they supposed to take as adults?

>>41941495
GATE program still exists today they are very open about it. My district prints out fliers for it and you can even find out their website online easily and the fliers are on there as well

>>41939377
you weren't in GATE, you were in something else. you even admitted it.
sorry, not sorry

>>41943749
Of course it exists, the question is whether they still do the wierd things like pink drink, gateway tapes, ESP testing/recruitment.

>>41927269
I was in gate in Pre-K sounds legit. Technically if you're gifted you're psychic.

I would assume they were trying to recruit children who would fight against the Nirubians/Dingir raping, pillaging, and enslaving aliens or kill them in an astral war or some crazy shit kek. Zerner card sabotaging is for the potentially un psychic. If you were accused to be psychic they would probably drink your adrenochrome and eat your pineal gland if you didn't work with the lesser demons in their asses. Pretty much just breeding and grooming children for war in the astral. Anyone saying they were in gate after first grade are larping since toddlers are the most malleable.

i was tested in third grade and was in it until fifth, my mom pulled me out cuz it was quote "putting too much stress on me" - something i dont see mentioned (and is a very vivid memory from that time) are the weird "sorting" games we played where they would teach us how ancient egyptians were buried and what theyd do with their organs. another intestines tidbit that my dad told me (i dont remember it at all) was a field trip to a catholic church and that took me for a trip. i also agree with >>41940409 where they keep tabs on us - ive had a multitude of encounters with the law and for some reason they always let me off easier

>>41945777
were the ancient egyptians and catholic church a big part of the training? it almost sounds like freemasonry.
>>41940409
it would make sense why i felt truamitized throughout my my
it almost feels like fate that i should be alienated

>>41940409
POST THEM!!!

>>41948933
I'm trying to live a relatively simple life. I think an integral part of the whole thing is an inherent plausible deniability.

I don't think there's much value in discussing my individual experience. Abuse, stalking, anomalous experiences, all the ensuing gaslighting and punishment. It's just sad.

I will say though, I don't think targeting is contained to participants themselves. I think family members are targeted also. Perhaps even community at large.

>>41949354 and >>41940409 here, just saw >>41936982

>One time, there was this student teacher actress in one of those portable classrooms who was absolutely crying her eyes out, and we were supposed to figure out what happened and why she was crying

Apologies for double posting. I haven't seen anyone else mention this before.

I had the same thing, fake student teacher. She gave me books on morse code and asked me to decode messages, made me listen to cassette tapes with headphones.

One day she starts crying in front of me. I got the impression that it was "supposed" to have been related to a breakup, but that wasn't the truth, and that she wasn't a real teacher.

>>41949354
There is nothing wrong with posting them. Talking to anybody about GATE is already plausible deniability because only schizos and the anons that went through it will believe it.
>I don't think there's much value in discussing my individual experience
You are looking at the info as an individual, not a collective. We can collect everyone's individual data, shift through the loonies and shitposters, and then we will have data that we can use to speculate.
> I think family members are targeted also. Perhaps even community at large.
QRD? I think I understand but I think people's attitudes shift around me.
Like, I can read their vibes with ease but everyone in the world can easily read my vibes as well.
>>41949412
It sounds like you were suppose to feel her pair. Like psychic empathy. I excel at this but it would get mucky if she was just acting. I don't understand the point of that since it has to be organic and not forced.

>>41926121
your data mining days are over.
jackasses as is your attempt to create a false enclosure with it. complete w/ these stupid ass allister crowley cube captchas. Enjoy forming geometric Ammit

>>41950118
meds

Any GATE kids have a really weird emotional response to certain paranormal stuff esp aliens?

In generally I almost never cry, except for dog dying etc. yet when I am around or hear/read certain alien paranormal stories eyes will start watering like crazy. (Happening right now) Likely some weird PTSD or abduction. Things like the grey aliens, Crowley's aliens, Odom's lizard pic etc.
Help anons.