I think he's gay even though he has a kid. He is super nice actually.

>>41929877
He's not. His phenotype gives off danger

>>41929877
>reptilid eyes
>le supah nicerino!

>>41929872
I had a large group of friends that were very experimental with drugs... We were almost all musicians and were, in general, all good guys... We started with weed and LSD for a long time... Half of the group then started with electronic music and mdma... A change in personality started happening, including some gay traits and including gay people into our parties but, at least in my presence they stayed straight... Then Ayahuasca came in to play and thats when they started attacking me because I was still in my LSD be kind and lets save the world era... One night the truth hit me like a truck... We were vacationing in a remote area of Argentina with mountains and rivers, literally heaven... We were a large group of 15... I felt the disrespect all the time... Some retards that appeared in the mdma era disrupting all the wholesome moments... So I began to making friends with people of the place and was almost an outsider of the group already... A girlfriend of one of my friends was ALL the time flirting with me and I hated it because I could see the pain in my friend eyes... Then a crazy night came we were with a lot of locals "partying" in a river in the middle of nowhere and this gf of my friend was literally french kissing my friend best friend in his face... The guy came to me saying "I dont understand whats happening" and then I confronted this dude that fucked his best friend girlfriend... Abd guess what? They all started me excludinf me even further as I were the problem bc this dude that girl was cheating with were like the "ayahuasca alpha" (he was literally a beta tho)... Then I've realised that all those after they've experience ayahuasca became his full evil personalities with no morals at all...

>>41929960
Right, the ego mediates between the id and the superego, the ego is the source of your morality, destroy that and you destroy your moral being.

>>41929999
Quads of quiddity

>>41929872
I've known a lot of guys with his personality archetype. He's basically just a hedonist, and he does actually love people, and has a fun and chill personality, but the problem is that if you hang out with him he will push drugs on you, and the drugs will take away everything else from your life.

This guy had a wife and kids, and fucked it up before he couldn't stop getting high. If youtube didnt give him money, he would be living a fucked up life, because he probably wouldnt be able to hold a regular job, but would fuck up simple wagie jobs like being a restaurant cook because he cant stop getting high.

Because he does actually love and care for people, it prevents him from being a total fuckup. But there's a lot of people like him, who are just your average drug using hedonist.

He doesnt set off my alarm bells. I pay attention to the whole package. You guys are just traumatized by some assholes who happened to look like him.

Also running a youtube channel pushing drug use is bad karma.
Psychedelics can do spiritual damage, leading to demonic possession, loss of morality, confusion, and weird states.

>>41929960
From what I've seen, MDMA can make people lose their social inhibitions, and give them a high of love they were desperately craving, but in the long-term it turns them into selfish hedonists, becoming swingers, whores and sluts.
So its like a black venus drug.
Whereas cocaine is a like a black sun drug, because it expands negative qualites of sun like ego and narcissism.

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guys like this are a bit dangerous because they are very social and charismatic, but behind the flashy exterior he is just a drug pusher. Can be hard for people to say know to his friendly personality, and before they know it they are sucked into his world of drugs.
Perhaps this is his karma for now - that he has pushed drugs on others, and now he is in an inescapable pit of drug use for himself.

>>41929872
i think he's harmless but maybe seems off because he's a bit spergy and trying to hide it.

>>41929872
people like timothy leary seem to have the same problem. once you've dissolved the ego enough times, it learns to get bigger and stronger, until you're nothing but an insufferable cunt.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=B8NMDmoujfo

>>41929872
He's just insecure and abused substances; attempted to give generalized breakdowns of said substances but also very insecure fellow succumbing to effects of said substances. Physiognomy wise, he did metabolic steroids such as TREN I believe or TRT; ergo his facial structure has morphed.

Overall, interesting and odd fellow but the danger lies within his normalization and education of said substances leading to viewers thinking they are "above" others who just callously engage in said substances.

>Oh i'm aware of various trivialities of psychedelic substances, ergo I can handle psychedelic substances because i'm "educated".

that's the real danger imo

Are you sure its not just a bias you have because of knowing that he does and supports doing drugs?

>>41929999
>>41930024
wow ok i apparently shared some divine truth.

>>41929872
>I don't know why but bald people tend to be pretty evil, especially if they have beards.
if you had ever done any drug stronger than melatonin you would know that the bald bearded people are the good guys. we're trying to warn everyone about people like you, people with hair, you know, evil people

Imagine being scared of drugs and being a drug virgin. That guy knows way more shit than any of you autistic spiritual theorizers because he has actually lived it.

>>41929872
nah you are just a retarded turbo normie who is actually way more evil and jealous

you probably just hate that a guy does drugs and has a YT channel as a job

hang yourself resentful wagetard

>>41929872
how can you claim to be investigating drugs and their effects but not have taken any drugs at all, fucking pleb why are you even here?

>>41930885
>"he lived it!!!"
Wow, he's been to the lower astral and maybe even the mid astral... amazing...

>>41932216
lower astral...
Satan is literally my homeboy do you think I am joking?

>>41932216
And what have you done? You read wordslop... amazing...

>>41929872
I did dmt while on shrooms and broke through. It really makes you think there is another dimension out there. Left me feeling like everything will be okay and that's were we go in the end. Probably nonsense but at least it was positive. Anyone have a bad trip? What is it like?

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He looks like he has sex with men.

This is just something I've heard but

Supposedly drugs let you speak with demons and DMT is specifically good for that, so maybe is that, maybe he is being tricked and he doesnt know it and you can sense the bad aura but i dont know

>>41933060
He doesn't have a bad aura.

I'm tired of retards acting like drugs make you more spiritual. It does the opposite, strips your spirit.

I'm tired of drug virgins protecting their drug virginity with a katana

I would fuck him

>>41929872

both of those things have natural analogs in your brain 24/7 if you eat right.

a gram of mushrooms is like a cup of coffee when youre balanced. dmt is just breathwork. its not that spooky unless you're a schizo with a head full of nightmares to unpack when the firewall comes down.

it's almost like real spirituality doesn't come from consooming substances

>>41930574
>Oh i'm aware of various trivialities of psychedelic substances, ergo I can handle psychedelic substances because i'm "educated".
That's me and my life got fucked up by them. Plenty of other drugs were in the mix but I feel like they psychologically messed with me in ways i'm still dealing with a decade later. I could handle psychs at first and enjoyed tripping but the more i upped the intensity of the dosage it started shoving uncomfortable things like solipsism, fear of death, reality being consciousness etc. that sure I'd read about and think would be interesting to experience. Though basically becoming psychotic melting away into infinity forever realizing my life and everything in it was just a dream not physically taking place anywhere was deeply destabilising. Not putting the blame on him though but it was all psych youtubers and trip reports and just general fascination with drugs. I was aware of the risks I just didn't know how deep the rabbit hole went.

>>41929872
Reminds me when I did shrooms and was flipping thru channels and watched the news for a bit. Fucking terrifying vibes, pure evil. I don't think the drug is the source of the evil aura, unless it triggered some kind of schiz shit.

>>41930423
>>41930456
Karma isn't real lol

I am here to top this guy's butthole

>>41936019

Karma is thermodynamics, it's like realities somatic memory. It is perfectly balanced. It may be stored away and occulted, but its obfuscation is weaker than its actual weight so as time dissolves the image of both the truth invariably is revealed, decrypted and re-expanded like a karmic timebomb.

Judgment day is like a karma capacitor discharge, when an information path is found every electron in the cloud strikes.

>>41936874
OK it's still not real tho.

>>41929872
man is he fucking ugly. bald son of a bitch

>>41936019
lol retarded zoomer

>>41937307
And the elites that are doing all this sinister shit will surely get their karma of course! Right? Lol. It will continue to happen and you won't do anything. Karma my ass.

Drugs are fucking gay. I know because I used a lot of drugs over the years and they turn people shitty and lame. 0/10 don't be a faggot, kids.

>>41929872
Not reading all that but I caught this
>I did dmt on acid
Now get in a k-hole and take a rip of a dmt vape. THAT is an experience. Dmt and acid is child's play.

>>41937591
Got a trip report friend?

>>41937449
>Karma my ass
You're close. What does everything is fake and gay mean to you? Does it mean everything is fake and gay except for this extremely narrow avenue that you personally believe in? Or does everything mean EVERYTHING? What if I told you that /x/ anons have been accounted for? Mainstream religion not for you? New-age might capture you. Seeing through the new-age bullshit? Here, peek behind the veil of gnosticism. There's a road for everyone to travel down and none of them are real. Think of the UFO phenomenon. They're actual from outerspace aliens. They're interdimensional. They're angels. They're demons. They're humans from the future. They're glowniggers. All is an avenue that takes you down a path that all leads back to the same thing. That as long as you're here, you can't and won't know shit. Karma doesn't even make fucking sense. If Karma is real and you've ever eaten meat you're fucked. Oh, you're vegan? Plants are living, you're still fucked. Nice try though. What even can be considered a violation of free will? Murder and rape and that's like it, right? But I thought we chose our lives? So how can it be a violation of free will if you chose to get murdered and raped. Nothing makes sense and the cognitive dissonance in /x/ communities is fucking astounding. You all think you're close to the truth. Nobody knows shit, me least of all. Let's say it's a simulation. You don't know how many levels down you are. You could be in an infinite amount of simulations. Fine, you break out of here. Oh too bad it's another simulation. It's all fucked anon.

>>41937591
>My brain got so fried from drugs that I cannot read a few lines of words.

>>41937738
So it's all fake and gay is what you're saying.

>>41937722
Kind of. I think I was seeing and hearing the base motes of reality. Like I was seeing the information that creates the world around you. I just remembered buzzing. Bzzzzbp bzzbzzzbzzt. Bzbzbzbzbbz. Silence except for buzzing. Almost like static on a tv screen or what you heard when tuning a radio. It's so hard to describe. "They" seemed interested I was there but not particularly happy. Fuck that's all probably the wrong terminology but I can't think of a way to put it words. Everything was white, but it was not the lock-out space you can end up in. Things were there, the things approached me. By far the weirdest experience I've ever had and I've done north of 1000mcs of lsd and every combination of psychedelic you can think of. I like to have a night of a coke binge every now and again and then get in a k-hole on the come down. I have a dmt stick and I thought, huh, I wonder if anyone has gotten in a k-hole and smoked dmt. So I did it. Not saying I won't do that again, but that was almost a year ago and I've really not had the urge to get on that level again. It is not a combo for the inexperienced, I know that for certain.

>>41937789
No see I didn't give a fuck. Do you understand you ignorant bastard?

>>41937800
Yeah but it's way worse than that. There's no telling just how fake and gay it all is. Once you think you've escaped you're just in more fake and gayness. It's all well and truly fucked.

>>41937822
Thanks for sharing man. I've dabbled myself and the radio static I can relate to.
One combo of mdma,lsd, and ketamine followed by dmt turned my camper into this weird looking server room with a computer that resembled a child's toy. I could use my hands to manipulate it. My friend also saw me at this computer as well. We both ended up in this weird dmt pocket space together. Thanks for listening to my ramblings.

>>41930423
That black Venus and black sum analogy makes alot of sense.

>>41929872
I recently made a documentary about this exact topic –the dark side of psychedelic drugs and the entities people encounter while tripping. I can post a link if people are interested.

How big is his dick?

>>41929960
Ayahuasca is basically the spirit of a snake taking posession.
i took it maybe 30ish times.

>>41940068
And what did you learn?

>>41929872
For me it was when he made a video about how he wont do any drugs anymore because he has a kid now, and then immediately went back to taking drugs

Hes probably not evil but just a hylic/pseudo-hedonist. He wants to get a high from the stuff and not improve himself. This mindset can lead to harmful influence. Always set an intention and pray for protection.
>>41930423
Low dose MDMA with enough downtime between doses (~3 months) can be beneficial as you act untraumatized on it. But more than that, especially used recreationally and regularily, is harmful.
>>41930418
Basically this

None of you know him. The best you can do is like/dislike his content, want to fuck him or find him repulsive. You're not privy to his inner world.

He always comes across like he's unhappy with himself for some reason.
Probably a closet gayboy.

I don't think he's a bad guy.

This feels like a shill thread. For ten plus years all I saw were threads shilling for drugs while lobbyists across the West have pushed for decriminalization. Now that we have decriminalization, I see the reverse. Make up your minds. The forever console war is fucking gay.

>>41941725
>
Just seems like a natural pendulum swing as a result of cultural shifts. As attitudes loosened away from the war on drugs, psychedelic use became more widely accepted than ever.

With praise from the media, scientific circles, and decriminalization, more people were drawn to psychedelics and started using them.

But of course, people experienced the first-hand effects and realized they're not cure-alls or wonder drugs, but can make you go crazy if you have certain mental conditions , overuse them, or are predisposed to it.

Beforehand, most of the people actively promoting psychs would have already spent years in those circles, keeping it somewhat gatekept to people who knew what they were doing.

>>41932423
I had a trip on acid where I basically woke up out of the matrix. Sounds funny but it was terrible. Worst thing that ever happened disguised as the best thing. It made me stop using all substances. Or rather ruined them for me.
I took a hit of LSD and smoked some pot. I t came on strong because of the weed so I layed in my bed. At this point it was seeing everything in triple. Red blue and green colors hanging off of the edges of everything. I sat back and closed my eyes as I heard a sound. It was a Sheppard tone. Except it was as loud as a motorcycle going down the street into the distance. Focused in on it and see a vision of a rainbow circle and I break my fixation on it and realize I am no longer where I was. I am mounted onto a machine going through three cycles infinitely. There are thousands of other people with me and we are all naked. The first thought I had brought me to tears, it was HOW DID I FORGET AGAIN. FUCK. I forgot THIS IS THE TRUTH! this dude was there in this world and he came up to me and said, hey it's the empirical system, you're going to come back. I woke up, immediately realized everything is fake and this world is meaningless. Tried to destroy shit in my house and got the police called. Fought the cops, thank God no charges. They realize I was absolutely out of my mind and did not intend to hurt anyone, I just needed to come down. Woke up in the hospital angry to be alive. Had flashbacks for five years after that. At any moment I could get this feeling and see a glimpse of the vision I saw, my heart rate would skyrocket and I would feel like shit. I still sorta think if I had killed myself or died, the vision I saw would have been where I ended up. Like I was being tricked by something. I was being a nigger at that point in my life anyway and God needed to smack my ass. Psycs are def cool, but they are taken to casually by so many imo.

these fucking threads. something psychadelic related and it quickly gets related to trip reports. no one fucking cares. same shit like dreams. its all personal and fucking boring to anyone but you.

>>41946529
then fuck off faggot. Many of us are having very similar experiences so we want to glean what we can from others for a better understanding.

>>41946547
notice how its just you faggots replying to each other with your own trip reports and its just a back and forth monologue

He looks like he might have experienced the sensation of dick inside his ass.

>>41937307
lol retarded jeet