Back when I was still in highschool, ig like 12th grade, so like mid to late 2019, maybe 2020, I had a weird incident on my schoolbus. No, this is not some crappy creepypasta. Keep reading please.See, I had this...'crush?', on a younger busmate(the school I went to had both middle and highschoolers share a bus). I guess there was a 5 or 6 year age difference.For some reason she really triggered something in me. I had never been in a romantic/sexual relationship(still have not been since) and was a virgin. But honestly, I feel I would have made an unwise decision around her if given more time. Like it got to a point I recorded her secretly(I forgot if this was post or pre incident). I deleted as I captured another student I was not interested in, and just felt a bit of shame in general.Anyways, this made me stare at her more than normal and do a few other things I think(like the filming thing) But as far as I recall none of it was blatantly obvious. Like if I stared she would be a few seat in front of me, not next to or behind me. I never even really flirted with her, just chat here and there I think, basically what others did.But somehow it came out I was interested in her. Nothing major, but was enough to have a dude who knew me ask me about it and say ew(I forgot if I said yah or nah), as it basically meant I was a lolicon.After this, I kinda loosened up around her, but still no advances or anything.Now, what makes me suspicious of something /x/ is how would they even know if I was staring at her or something? It was if they read my mind and/or she was a honeypot.Another thing that I just thought about that she kinda looks like Blair(a witch) from Soul Eater in the face, well at least a few of the cosplayers do, picrel. In fact I think I fapped to a porn cosplay of Blair due to this fact, but it was taken down eventually(I never saved videos like this back then). So a witch just so happens to look like a girl I am obsessing over, hmmm...
Reached character limit, sorry.Also, idk how linked this is, but there was an incident where this dude around my age was caught fingerinng a middle schooler. Like this was right next to me I think. Like the boy(also a middle schooler) sitting next to me somehow spotted it, I looked over and saw it to, he was rubbing near her crouch or thighs.Boy tells driver about it and the dude gets called up by her. IDK what happened after, but ig he stopped riding our bus, she left too I think. Now, this might have been sexual harassment, but I got the vibe she liked it. There was no struggling or anything. But it was weird because as far as I know they were basically strangers to each other, like did he get in this younger girl's pants already? It could be that he fell for a honeypot and got in trouble or maybe it was a form of gangstalking as I was dealing with my own sys urges. IDK. Just one of those weird things looking back, both incidents.
f to the thread that died for this
>>41936152the math is sus
>>41936152>pedo>how is that possible?!lame post, try again
>>41936185This board has no threads worth lamenting
>>41936152People actually watch you a lot more than you think, if you're looking somebody spotted it. That's a rule of thumb for me.
>>41936152ITT>tales from the pedo bus
>>41936152Probably triggered past karmic links with their soul. They are very powerful and can make you feel this way.That said, the other person doesn't necessarily feel the same way. That link was in a PAST life for a reason and any encounter you have with them in this life is likely to help guide you on a path to either repeating the same Karmic mistakes again, or taking a different path.Choosing an alternative path over multiple lifetimes can lead to full dissolution of the Karmic bond.
>>41936643>>41936643You're not crazy for feeling this but it could potentially be crazy to act on it. Tread with caution.
>>41936263What do you mean?
>>41936312Maybe, idk. But honestly why should I be proud of my pedoish moments?>>41936391Fair enough. I thought about it, and it is possible. Maybe I am too 'tistic to notice how obvious I am. But still, I usually only stared when she was in front of me. Maybe they just caught a lustful vibe.
>>41936152No. Stop obsessing over a girl who attracted you on a bus 6 years ago and meet a young woman in real life.
>>41936152>stupid autistic schizo pedo overwhelmed by puberty>"it's not me guys, someone must be trying to make me do it!">"a man did something I wanted to do and in my imagination when I do it they like it so she had to like it. someone send her to make him and me do it!"retard
>>41936652If I really do run into her again it would would be straight up matrix effery. I am a NEET that basically only leaves for food or emergencies, tho I have seen a few classmates in the past in the store and one in my old church, so not impossible. Regardless, I would just observe and leave, lol. The only thing I can do now is just fantasize that creepy timeframe.
>>41936692I am not obsessed with her anymore, she just pops up in my head now and then. I also have no urge to find a gf or wife.
>>41936718>stupid autistic schizo pedo overwhelmed by pubertyWeird thing is that I have been MUCH more horned up since I entered my 20s. I remembered thinking I was in heat or something. Sure, I fapped and stuff then too, but honestly bizarre it led up to me filming her, that is behavior that seems more becoming of my lust level now then back then.>>"it's not me guys, someone must be trying to make me do it!"Fair enough, it could just be my own pervertedness, but just looking back it kinda seems set up.>>"a man did something I wanted to do and in my imagination when I do it they like it so she had to like it. someone send her to make him and me do it!"Well, as I said she very much could have been being molested and not liking it. I am not denying it. I just am going on her nonreaction and the vibes that got put off. I never asked either one wtf happened for obvious reasons.
>>41936152All women are honeypots, spiritually speaking. All of them are spiritual millstones we place around our necks, and we let the weight of their crime and iniquity and infidelities drag all of us to hell with them.Very truly I tell you, the stars will pass away before you find among humanity, a single woman of virtue.
>>41936965>All women are honeypots, spiritually speakingAll is too much imo, but yes. But only because I think most of the population, regardless of sex, are NPCs.
>>41936979I wasn't hyperbolizing. I mean All. Even Mary, Herself had to be assumed to heaven. God knew if He simply left the "only woman of virtue" to live out the rest of her life on Earth, She would have fallen. All means All.
Blair isn't a witch, this is a plot point in the story
>>41937018True, I never saw the show desu. But she is still witchy vibing. Plus there is the whole Blair Witch thing, might be linked.
>>41936185fpbp
>>41937117>the public projection of your own personal fetishesLike what? Lolis? What are you getting at?
>>41936152>TLDR; "I can't get pussy from bitches my age so I do mental gymnastics to rationalize wanting to fuck children"Kill Yourself
>>41936176Everyone knew you liked her because people notice leering unbroken staring.You think you’re being sneaky by recording a middle schooler but you were blatant as fuck.Staring at this girl was so obvious someone eventually decided to ask outright.You were being obvious and anyone with a casual interest in their surroundings would notice it.
>>41936282X in past months has gone sharply downhill from even its previous levels of general retardation, larpfaggotry and schizoid nonsense.
>>41936152>5 year differenceSo she was in 7th grade? What country are you in where you'd go to the same scool?
In Australia they use the word "fingered" to mean when something is screwed or fucked.Like if something is completely fucked up and doesn't work, you might say "this cunt is totally fingered"I hope this helps
>>41936152I really cant read all that diaries you wrote but thats just a girl you like and have a magic soul connection with. I seen lots of girls like that but that one seems kinda intense
>>41938497This is what happens when every conspiracy has been proven true in your lifetime.With the exception of ghosts and aliens everything has been revealed.That’s a killing blow to boards like x.
>>41938532THATS THE KILLING BLOW WHEN I CHOP OFF YOUR HEAD AND DRINK THE BLOOD OF YOUR VICTIMIZATION
Why didn't you fuck her plump little pussy anon? You're such a coward, should have gone for it. Ugh, your lack of passion pisses me off.
>>41936152"For some reason she really triggered something in me. I had never been in a romantic/sexual relationship(still have not been since) and was a virgin. But honestly, I feel I would have made an unwise decision around her if given more time. Like it got to a point I recorded her secretly(I forgot if this was post or pre incident). I deleted as I captured another student I was not interested in, and just felt a bit of shame in general."she had a crush on you. Girls can also be like shonen protagonist and deny it at all costs." but was enough to have a dude who knew me ask me about it and say ew(I forgot if I said yah or nah), as it basically meant I was a lolicon."that was her confession, that guy was her wingman, you said no and 'mocked' her stature.case closed(of why anon is still a virgin)
>>41938510Probably. Maybe 6th grade at time too, idk. Not in 8th then tho. Also, the elementary, middle, and highschoolers had their own schools, but for whatever reason The middle and highschoolers share a bus. IDK if it is the same now almost 6 years after I graduated and the whole plandemic happened.
>>41938529Fair enough, I kinda feel guilty crapping up the board like this, but I figured I would share and get some feedback on the whole thing as just liking someone does not project thoughts in their head. They knew something that they should not have knew.
>>41938606I never dated prior and the age gap made me feel like a pedo. I banged her enough in my head.>>41938685Possibly. But it felt more like a slight shaming thing. He basically said I was gross for having pedo urges. I am highly doubtful he would gave helped me out in this area.
This thread is the honey pot
>>41940368Some users are encouraging sys behavior, yeah. But I honestly just wanted to share a weird incident.
>>41942587Witches are not really my kink. Well, I think they can be hot, but more into succubuses unfortunately. But I do crave tatted up witchy chicks at times, so idk.
>>41936152i have this with pretty girls in public. just looking at each other is enough. they see the pretty young girl looking at something (you)
>>41936185This. OP, the biggest of faggots, forever and ever. And then people get mad at me when i say that this board is just a carbon copy of /r9k/, literally the same place back to back.
>>41943059you're just mad you pretty girls don't look at you
>>41936152> 6-5 year age differenceAnon you're a pedophile. Also how were you on a bus with someone 6 years younger than you when highschool only goes from 9-12, that would place them in rougly 7th grade
>>41943895As I said earlier that, at the time at least, middle and highschoolers share the buses in my school system. They get picked up together and dropped off at their respective schools.
>>41936965Incel hands typed this.
>>41943059Yeah, I kinda feel hypocritical dunking on threads like this, but then posting one. I guess I just wanted options on this incident. Sorry.
Well...anything else anons?
>>41943059>this board is just a carbon copy of /r9k/, literally the same place back to back./r9k/ has more slurs and less christianity but otherwise not too far off actually
>>41936152THE REPTILIANS DID THIS SHIT TO ME.THEY WERE SPYING ON ME AND CONSPIRED BASICALLY TO RUIN MY LIFE. THEY WENT ON ABOUT TWIN FLAMES. 911. MONARCH BUTTERFLIES. I EXPERIENCED A 'SPIRITUAL CORRUPTION'. I THINK EVERYONE HAS, THEY WERE JUST MADE TO FORGET ABOUT WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO THEM BY THESE PEOPLE FROM THE UNSEEN.I HAVE SPENT COUNTLESS YEARS CONTEMPLATING EVERY POSSIBLE THEORY OR POSSIBLE SCENARIO FOR WHAT THE FUCK ACTUALLY HAPPENED TO ME. I SAW SOMETHING THAT SHATTERED EVERY NOTION I EVER HAD ABOUT REALITY. AS THERE IS VIRTUALLY NO WAY ONE CAN TRULY VERIFY WHAT THEY SEE, YOU NEED TO EMPLOY INTELLIGENCE. ITS CALLED 'MIND WAR'. BUT WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE WHAT I HAVE, YOU KNOW ITS JUST A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT. THEY ARE EVIL, PREDATORY COCKSUCKERS AND THEY DON'T CARE AT ALL.USING THESE TECHNIQUES YOU CAN BREAK DOWN EVERYTHING THESE COCKSUCKERS HAVE CONSPIRED AGAINST YOU AND YOU CAN WIN. UNFORTUNATELY MOST PEOPLE REALLY ARE BLANK SLATES. THEY'RE JUST MONKEY SEE, MONKEY DO. THAT'S THE KEY TO BUILDING A HIVEMIND. THEY EXPERIMENT ON YOU AND SEE WHAT THEY CAN CREATE BY MANIPULATING THE 'COLLECTIVE' PERCEPTION OF REALITY. JUST TUNE OUT OF THE BULLSHIT AND DEVELOP YOUR OWN CHARACTER. DO NOT CONFORM TO THE HIVEMIND OR ITS GAY BULLSHIT. THAT'S THE IMAGE OF THE BEAST.
>>41948727YOU DONT HAVE TO BE MISERABLE AT ALL. IN FACT, SUFFERING SUCKS DONKEY DICK. NO ONE WANTS TO SUFFER. YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO. I THINK THEY'RE ALL JUST MISERABLE BECAUSE THEY'LL SUFFER AND THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHY BECAUSE THEY SEE YOU IN YOUR YOUTH. YOU'RE NEW TO THE WORLD. FRESH OFF THE ASSEMBLY LINE AND FULL OF SUNSHINE WHILE THEY'RE LIVING IN HELL SO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DO? THEY USE PSYCHOLOGICAL AND PSYCHIC MANIPULATION. THEY KNOW HUMAN BEINGS ARE A VULNERABLE AND NAIVE SPECIES. BUT WE DON'T HAVE TO BE. WE CAN USE INTELLIGENCE. YOU CAN RESIST THEIR ATTACKS BUT THEY WILL THROW BASICALLY EVERYTHING THEY HAVE AT YOU TO STOP YOUR ADVANCE. YOU WILL SEE THEM LITERALLY ALTER REALITY AND MANIPULATE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU LIKE A HIVEMIND FRENZY. THEY ARE HELLBENT ON CONTROLLING YOU AND KEEPING THE NPCS ADJUSTED TO THEIR PROGRAM SO THEY CAN RUN THEIR MATRIX. THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT THE PROGRAM IS ALL ABOUT AND ITS ALL BEING ORCHESTRATED BY THESE TWATS AND THEY HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING MONEY IT ISNT EVEN FUNNY.ABUSING A PEASANT LIKE YOU MEANS NOTHING TO THEM. THAT'S WHAT THEY CALL US. PEASANTS. AND THEY'RE THE MONARCHS. A BUNCH OF GAY, EMO, NIGGERLICIOUS, MACHIAVELLIAN REPTILIAN VAMPIRES THAT ACT LIKE THEIR SHIT DOESN'T STINK. I'M A WITNESS, I HAVE EVIDENCE AND I JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE. I'M GONNA BE SWINGING MY SACK ABOUT THIS UNTIL THE DAY I DIE. I'M TOM CRUISE AND THEY LOSE BECAUSE THEY KNOW THEY CAN NEVER KEEP A GOOD MAN DOWN.
>>41948727>>41948735YES, SOME WOMEN ARE 'BUTTERFLIES'. THEY ARE BABYLONS BEES. SOME OF THEM ARE USED FOR PUMPING AND DUMPING BY RICH CHADS OR FOR BREEDING PURPOSES. LIKE IVANKA TRUMP. THEY ARE MORE THAN LIKELY SELECTED WHEN THEY ARE YOUNG. REGARDLESS, THERE ARE POWERFUL PEOPLE INVOLVED. YOU SHOULD DO THE RIGHT THING BY INFORMING YOUR S.O. THAT THEY'RE BEING WATCHED AND THAT THEY NEED TO PROTECT THEMSELVES. THAT'S ABOUT ALL YOU CAN DO. BUT YOU SHOULD AVOID THEM BECAUSE AT THE SAME TIME THEY ARE NOT TO BE TRUSTED. IF ANYONE BETRAYS A RIGHTEOUS MAN, SHAME ON THEM.ITS JUST NOT GOOD TO STICK AROUND WITH SOMETHING THAT MIGHT BE A PLOY BEING USED AGAINST YOU. IT WOULD HURT TO FIND OUT THAT YOUR S.O. IS JUST A HANDLER OR A MONARCH PROGRAMMER. YOU NEED TO PROTECT YOURSELF FIRST AND DESTROY THE ENEMY. ITS CALLED SELF LOVE.
why is this thread still up? jannies do your fucking job, you niggers
>>41948800>IT WOULD HURT TO FIND OUT THAT YOUR S.O. IS JUST A HANDLER OR A MONARCH PROGRAMMER.IT WOULD ALSO SUCK TO FIND OUT THAT SHE WAS A VICTIM TOO. YOU CAN'T BE SURE OF ANYTHING. WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE! BUNCH OF COCKSUCKERS.IT MAKES ME SICK THAT I EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT TO PEOPLE WHO CANT UNDERSTAND.
